What kind of feeling is pain, sometimes when you experience it, you can't describe it with appropriate words.
Heart-piercing.
The liver and intestines are broken.
In fact, these words are not enough to describe Gu Yichen's feeling at this moment, Tan Jingyan's subdued crying and self-blame are in his ears, and Gu Yining's smile engraved on the cold stone tablet is in front of his eyes. He wished he could take all the pain on himself, if he could.
Both sides are the people he loves the most, no matter who he is with, he is reluctant to part with the other person.
Tan Jingyan pushed Gu Yichen away, but the latter didn't pay attention, and when he was caught off guard, he sprained his foot heavily.
"Yining's death has an inseparable relationship with me, why didn't you even tell me, two years, two full years, you let me face this cold stone tablet now, Gu Yichen, don't you think you are too Is it cruel?"
The blood on the lips made the originally pale lips look particularly bright. If you pay close attention, you will find that Tan Jingyan's eyes are swollen like walnuts, and the fundus of her eyes are bloodshot.
Feeling the stabbing pain in his ankle, Gu Yichen frowned, raised his head and looked at Tan Jingyan, but couldn't say a word of explanation.
She will appear here, which in itself brings too much shock to myself.
It is impossible for Qiao Shaoqian to tell Tan Jingyan about Gu Yining, so who would it be?
"Are you still planning to keep silent at this time?"
The fingertips were very hard, the wound split open, and the blood stained the white woolen cloth he was wearing today, but he didn't notice it at all.
"It's all because of me. It's because I clung to the Su family's affairs that I made her sad and came to ShanghaiIt's all because of me, because of me"
Tan Jingyan's words made Gu Yichen stunned. If he heard correctly, Tan Jingyan attributed the mistake to himself only because Gu Yining knew about the Su family's affairs.
It's not because you know what Su Zijin said in the quarrel with Gu Yining?
This kind of cognition made him let go of his originally raised heart again, and even came up with a crazy idea, wanting to stimulate Tan Jingyan, so as to make her farther and farther away from the truth.
About that truth is the reason why Gu Yichen has been keeping Tan Jingyan from telling the truth. If she knows, what kind of face will she face her beloved brother and friends and family around her in the future.
Before making this decision, Gu Yichen silently said countless words of sorry to Tan Jingyan in his heart. He knew very well that his next words would turn into countless knives stabbing Tan Jingyan in the heart.
But instead of letting her know the news that is enough to drive her crazy, it is better to let her stop this matter once.
Gu Yichen clenched his fingertips, his lips were tightly pressed into a thin line, his jaw was tense, and he spoke like ice¡ª¡ª
"You know it clearly, what qualifications do you have to stand here today?"
When Shu Xiaobai who caught up heard Gu Yichen's words, his eyes widened, and he looked at the man in front of him in disbelief. Is he crazy? How could he say such hurtful words to Tan Jingyan.
Did he know that after Tan Jingyan heard about Gu Yining, she cried all night and almost went crazy.
Shu Xiaobai wanted to rush forward to protect Tan Jingyan and reason with Gu Yichen, but as soon as he moved forward, Qiao Shaoqian held him down and pulled him back hard.
"In this case, why are you joining in the fun!"
Qiao Shaoqian scolded Shu Xiaobai in a low voice, although he also felt that what Gu Yichen said was a bit too much, but at this time, if one more person intervenes, the conflict will be deepened.
He believed that Gu Yichen had his own reasons for saying that.
Shu Xiaobai was scolded by Qiao Shaoqian, unable to say anything, just looked at Gu Yichen and Tan Jingyan, feeling anxious like ants in hot pot.
Human feelings are cold and warm, just like a blind man touching an elephant.
Tan Jingyan looked at Gu Yichen and knew that it was her own fault for this matter, so no matter how the other party blamed her, she had no chance to refute it except to accept it. Even if those words hurt you thoroughly, you can only learn to accept it.
"I don't know how you know about Yining, but I hope you don't come here, and she doesn't want to see you either."
When people say something that is not right to their heart, the relationship is the most struggling. You are facing the woman you love deeply, but the words that come out of your mouth are sharp.
Tan Jingyan held back her head that was so painful that it was about to explode and shattered, and looked at Gu Yichen: "I'm the one who is sorry for Yi Ning.; "Didn't you file for divorce two years ago and leave Shuimulian? Gu Yichen's mother admitted in public more than once that Gu Yichen was single again."
Perhaps realizing that he shouldn't have added the last sentence, Lu Jinchu gently said sorry.
"Yes, I filed for divorce two years ago, but he didn't sign an agreement, and we haven't gone to court. Legally speaking, our marriage is still in existence. Even if I'm no longer with Gu Yichen, I won't be with you. You are together, Lu Jinchu, you are fine."
For the first time, Tan Jingyan affirmed Lu Jinchu, but such affirmation made others feel extremely sad.
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The update will be in the early morning these days, with 6,000 words per update.
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