For the first time, Tan Jingyan affirmed Lu Jinchu, but such affirmation made others feel extremely sad.
"You have many advantages that men don't have, but your hands are covered with blood. Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean I don't know anything. Whether it's love or career, as long as it's what you want, you can do it. You can use all means to seize it, and in the process, you never care about gain or loss or cruelty."
Tan Jingyan only found out about this by accident. At that time, she was still with Lu Jinchu, thinking that because she had lost her memory, Lu Jinchu often called without shy away from her existence. Some decisions made Tan Jingyan feel creepy at that time.
A man like Lu Jinchu can only be with those innocent and obedient girls. They are willing to submit to such a man, but Tan Jingyan can't.
Her character itself is not the type of obedience, not to mention, from the very beginning, she didn't like Lu Jinchu's style of doing things.
No matter how courageous you are, you will still be covered in blood.
"Because you are Lu Jinchu, I will not love you."
Tan Jingyan's words were undoubtedly like a mallet that severely woke up Lu Jinchu who was trapped in the beautiful dream in the memory and couldn't get out.
During his one-year stay in the United States, he took care of Tan Jingyan like a lover. He even knew exactly what she liked most and what she disliked the most. If you ask Lu Jinchu to close his eyes, give him a piece of paper and a pen, he can draw Tan Jingyan's appearance, the so-called person engraved in his heart is not an exaggeration.
"Are you because of Liang Yanchen, or because of that child"
Lu Jinchu's voice was extremely dry. If it was really because of that child, he would have nothing to say, because it was a hurdle he would never get over.
For so many years, the only nightmare he had had was about the dead child.
"Liang Yanchen is nothing more than a passer-by in my heart. As for that child, Lu Jinchu, you insist on poking open my wound every time to see if it still bleeds?"
Looking up at the clock hanging on the wall, Tan Jingyan took a last sip of coffee: "If it's just because of the project, I'm here to say thank you, but I don't need your help. See you again at the mall , either friends or enemies, but if it wasn¡¯t in the mall, I don¡¯t think there¡¯s any need for us to meet.¡±
Stand up, move the chair back, just when Tan Jingyan was about to turn around and leave, Lu Jinchu stopped her for the last time.
"If one day, there is something that needs help, please think of me as soon as possible."
Tan Jingyan closed her eyes and took a deep breath, her slender fingers slid across the back of the chair, her voice was cold: "I hope that day will not come."
On the last night of leaving Shanghai, Tan Jingyan stood by the window, watching the bustling night outside. When Shu Xiaobai walked in, he put a thick coat on her.
"The weather is so cold, how can you stand here wearing so little? I have already booked the air ticket. The plane will arrive at G City at 10:00 tomorrow night at 6 o'clock in the evening."
"Xiaobai, thank you for coming with me."
Shu Xiaobai lowered his eyes slightly, looking at the busy road of getting off the high-rise building: "I never thought that I would experience these things when I came to Shanghai this time. Have you ever thought about bringing Su Zijin back? Maybe he doesn't even know it himself. , Yining has already"
Yes, the last time Su Zijin called, from what he said, he didn't know that Gu Yining had passed away.
Under the dimly lit lights, the expression on Tan Jingyan's face was blurred.
In front of others, she took all the faults on herself, but that doesn't mean she didn't pursue the details of what the old grandma said, that Su Zijin had a big fight with Gu Yining and then left.
At that time, Gu Yining was already pregnant. If Su Zijin quarreled with Gu Yining because she didn't intend to have the child and didn't want to take responsibility, Tan Jingyan thought, she might never be able to forgive Su Zijin for being so unmanly ,Irresponsible action.
If the quarrel was not because of the pregnancy, then why?
Jiang Nianchu's attitude towards himself was so sharp, at first he only knew one reason, but now he even found out the other one, because of Gu Yining's departure, and because Su Zijin was his younger brother.
The slap in the hospital, now that I think about it, I can accept it completely. If it was me, I would have been lenient if I didn't rush forward and choke my neck.
"He is in the United States now, and he has no way to return to China and can't be contacted. How can you ask me? I'm not happy at all now. I still have a lot to do. Xiaobai, do you know that my firstOnce I felt that life is very tiring and tiring. "
Tan Jingyan, who was still studying a few years ago, never thought that her life would become a mess in a few years.
It's okay if she didn't live the life she envisioned, but she has experienced so much and lost so much in the process.
"Sometimes I really regret that I recognized my biological parents back then. If I still lived in that small town, if my identity was just a little girl from an ordinary family, maybe I would live a life without any turmoil but very practical. Instead of being like Now, walking on the tip of a knife, your feet are bleeding."
"How can you say that? Aunt Shaobai loves you so much, and your father, they don't want you to suffer a little bit, and they don't force you to inherit the family business and marry like other families."
Shu Xiaobai has always felt that Tan Jingyan's parents are the most enlightened parents in the world. Their backgrounds, in the eyes of ordinary people, have many things to envy, but in fact they themselves know how many of them are wrong. The well-known heartache and helplessness.
"Tan Shi, if you take over, you will have to face Media Asia one day, and sometimes there will be competition. Do you have any plans?"
Tan Jingyan shook her head.
"Human affection is never ending. I have nothing to say about Yining, but if it is about business, to become a real capitalist, apart from being soft-hearted, you must not separate public and private interests. "
At this time, Tan Jingyan's cell phone rang, and she checked the phone and found that it was Gu Yihan calling, oh my god! I haven't talked to my babies on the phone these days, how anxious they should be.
Sure enough, as soon as the phone was connected, Xiaokui's cry came from the other side.
"Xiao Kui, be good, it's mom, it's Mami, don't cry, be good."
In the phone video, Gu Yihan hugged Xiaokui and looked at Tan Jingyan apologetically: "I have called you for the past few days but have not answered, the children have not heard your voice or seen you, how can I comfort you when you are so sad?" I can't help it anymore."
"I'm sorry Yihan, I've come to Shanghai to do some personal things these days. Baby, how can you cry, don't cry, I'll see Mommy soon, be good, don't cry."
After Tan Jingyan said that, Xiaokui took a sip, her eyes were red, and her small mouth was pouting.
"Mum, don't you want Xiaokui to be with your brother? Why don't you call Xiaokui?"
Looking at Xiaokui's appearance, Tan Jingyan's heart softened into a puddle of water, and she was extremely guilty: "I'm sorry baby, Mommy is very busy recently, so I can't call baby, isn't godfather going to take you with me in a few days? Are you here to find Mommy? When the time comes, Mommy will take Xiaokui to eat delicious food, okay?"
Xiaokui pouted, obviously not following Tan Jingyan's tricks.
"Mummy is lying. When godfather comes back, Xiao Kui will definitely come back with her, and she will be separated from Mommy again."
It was also very difficult for the little girl to speak intermittently.
But what she said is not wrong. In a short period of time, Tan Jingyan really can't live with the two children. Before everything is cleared up, if she just brings the children to her in such a grand manner, wouldn't it make the Gu family We all know. What if they came to snatch the child?
Tan Jingyan didn't want to endure such pain, and she didn't dare to take risks.
"Xiaokui, Mommy promises you that when Mommy finishes her work, I will pick you up and live with Mommy. We will not be separated then, okay? Where's brother?"
"Brother, brother"
Xiaokui yelled, Xiaotian ran over quickly, panting as if he was playing just now, and then ran over too anxiously.
"Mommy!"
When Xiaotian shouted, his eyes turned red. He is usually a strong little man, but at this time he is also a little kid who misses Mommy, hugs his phone, and calls Mommy several times, so softly that Shu Xiaobai wants to wipe his tears.
How can there be such a cute child in this world.
"Little Tian, ??take good care of your sister, listen to your aunt and uncle, and you will be able to see Mommy soon. From now on, Mommy will call you every night."
After calming down the child's emotions, Gu Yihan answered the call. She told Tan Jingyan that Gu Yanming would go to City G in two days and would bring the child there as well.
"At that time, do you want to live with your children? Stay in a hotel specifically?"
Tan Jingyan thought about it and thought it made sense. Although Tan Rui and Lin Shaobai both hoped to see the two children, if they brought them home, it would definitely be because of other people's attention. At that time, getting the two children involved in the scandal is the last thing Tan Jingyan wants to see.
There will be another update.
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