Kin'er's mother sighed, and then talked about her experience.
¡ª¡ª"What should come will always come, and the same is true for feelings.
That day, I was wearing a pair of white sweatpants, and when I got up, I accidentally knocked over the pen holder, and got drenched all over with a splash.
The trousers were soaked, and the purple scar was faintly visible.
I didn't care to clean up the paintbrushes and water stains all over the floor, and hurriedly covered my legs, but I couldn't cover them no matter what. That scar was really too long and really ugly.
There was water vapor in his eyes, he walked over, looked at me curiously, and slowly discovered the secret that I was most unwilling to reveal to others.
"Show me, will you?" he asked me gently.
I held on to my trouser legs tightly, and tears began to fall. He squatted down, opened my hand forcefully, and rolled up his trouser legs. When he saw the scar, he obviously gasped: "What's going on? Why is it so serious?"
I bit my lip and spit out two words: "car accident".
"That's why you never wear skirts and shorts?"
My silence means acquiescence.
He patted my head and said: "Fool." Looking at the winding scar, I finally couldn't bear the grievances of so many years, and burst into tears, unable to tell who stretched out his hand. When the emotions finally stabilized time, I was in his arms. "
¡ª¡ª"You guys were so touching at the beginning. When I was most embarrassed, what you gave me was not ridicule, but comfort."
Seeing Xiner's mother stopped again, Chu Lihua said with emotion.
Everyone with low self-esteem. The situation often encountered is that when you are ugly, there are laughter one after another next to you. If a pair of warm hands gently reach out to you at this time, what kind of warmth will it be? It is reasonable for Xiner's mother to be tempted by classmate Liu. It is difficult for anyone else to escape this love disaster.
It's a pity that it had a good start, but it's a real misfortune.
¡ª¡ª"Because of this, I will sink deeper and deeper in the future."
Xiner's mother stopped, as if hesitating a little, and after a few minutes, it seemed that she had made up her mind before continuing.
¡ª¡ª"That day, we chatted late into the night, and I told him about my various emotions because of the scar, and he also told me bit by bit that the poverty in the family caused him to feel as inferior as I did.
?Exchanging secrets that are difficult to reveal to each other, let us get closer quickly. I think this is called being in love with each other; meeting among thousands of people in the world is fate, true love, and destiny.
Later I learned that emotions can be faked, especially when facing a person whose age, city, and experience are far above you, you can reduce the dimension at any time, adapt to your pain points, and make you feel delusional.
Not long after we established our relationship, he asked me if I would like to go with him to sketch outdoors. I, who hardly ever go out, was immediately moved by his description of the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River. I went back to the dormitory, packed my clothes and set off.
He opened two rooms, but on the first night, he stayed in my room very late before leaving. I was also very attached to it, but because of family education and my natural conservativeness, I pushed him out of the door.
The next night, he made it clear in a joking manner that he would not be leaving today. There was a faint expectation in my heart, intertwined with fear, and I was very entangled, but I couldn't break through my psychological barrier.
I said, chastity is the most valuable thing that I still have, and I want to wait until after marriage, on the night of marriage.
He lost his temper and said that I don't love him. I explained over and over again, but he didn't listen, he slammed the door and went back to his room. "
When Xiner's mother said this, she suddenly stopped. His eyes stared blankly ahead, as if he was supercilious. If Chu Lihua could see clearly, she would know that her eyes were empty.
Chu Lihua thought of her previous boyfriends, except that Wu Mingshi was not so emotional when he made the same request as Xiner's mother, and still expressed his understanding gently.
But it was also he who broke away most completely from himself.
¡ª¡ª"After returning to school, he treated me like ice.
A few times, I met him in the cafeteria, and he was always with a girl who was one level lower than me, who was said to be a rich second generation girl, talking and laughing, completely treating me as air.
I went to him, and I cried and told him that I love him. Beg him not to give up on me. He sneered coldly, and said righteously: "You push me out of the door again and again, don't say you love me, how can you prove that you love me?"
At that time, I was completely crazy. After the car accident, he was the only one in my life.A glimmer of light from him, my life is meaningless, without him, how can I live?
My mind was in a mess, and I followed him quietly every day with tears in my face. I found that he was very close to several school girls who were in the first or second grades like me. After all, in art schools where there are few boys, male students are close to female students, which has a natural advantage.
I think I'm going crazy. On the night of the fifth month after we established our relationship, I went to the small hotel in front of the school to open a room, sent him a text message, and told him the room number.
At that time, I was like a gambler with red eyes. At that time, I thought that if he didn't come, it meant that he really didn't love me, and there was no turning point.
Unexpectedly, he came.
The first night was very painful, and I cried while laughing. I laughed because I finally won him back, the love of my life; I cried because I was saying goodbye to my virginity, and there were some factors that I couldn't explain clearly.
And I didn't know it at the time, I was ruining my happiness in this life with my own hands. "
The story of Xin'er's mother made Chu Lihua sympathize with her but felt that he was a little silly.
How important a woman's chastity is, she actually used it as a straw to save her so-called love.
It's like when I finally found Wu Ming's house despite all the hardships in order to get Wu Ming back, but I got a sentence - you are so scary. Yes, I finally got rid of it, and unexpectedly came to the door, or came to the door without telling me the address. Thinking about Wu Ming's psychology at that time, Chu Lihua was a super scary person Bar.
Perhaps, there is no crazy heartbeat caused by missing too much. After that, they might have a slight chance. Chu Lihua thought about it more than once.
At that time, Chu Lihua tried her best to defend Wu Ming in the space, and all the faults were her own. I only hope that Wu Ming can still see his attitude and intention of repentance, so that the dead love can have a chance to revive. It's just that Chu Lihua had long forgotten that she was already on his blacklist.
Whether a woman is a fool who is crazy about love, or a woman in love with a zero IQ, although Chu Lihua can empathize with Xiner's mother's actions at that time, it is also the same from the perspective of a bystander. incomprehensible. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com