Chu Lihua now looks back and thinks about how naive she was back then. No wonder some high school classmates commented on Chu Lihua's various self-criticism spaces. Even if such a boyfriend is recovered, you will have a hard time in the future, and his departure will be your greatest salvation. Fortunately, Wu Ming didn't look back.
I don't know if this is a special gift from God to me?
¡ª¡ª"At that time, I was about to graduate, and my parents had already arranged a job for me. I would go back to Shanghai and work as an American editor in a newspaper.
Out of realistic considerations about emotions and marital status, I hope that he can go back to work hard with me, and he agrees, but the prerequisite is that my parents must also arrange for him to have a job in Shanghai.
I typed the draft a hundred times in my heart, and when I came home and spoke cautiously, I was naturally strongly opposed by my parents. They even questioned his motives for falling in love with me.
At that time, the conversation between us had only one theme, which was his work. When I went home to convince my parents, he made many phone calls every day to ask about the progress. I had no choice but to apologize after evasive words several times: I'm sorry, my parents are limited and really can't help you.
He accused me loudly, thinking that our family was selfish and treated him as an outsider, and even complained that I did not help his career at all, and that I was too poor compared to his previous girlfriends.
I was very ashamed on the other end of the phone, feeling helpless and panicked.
My parents really can't bear to see me not thinking about eating and drinking, and crying all day long. Thinking that I put my daughter in a dilemma, I had to make a concession and reluctantly agreed that I would take him to see him.
I was ecstatic, he also bought a lot of gift boxes, and he came to the door in a polite and courteous manner.
And he didn't mention anything throughout the whole process, asking my parents to help him find a job, but implied that because of his "excellence", he may stay in school now, and he is likely to be promoted to director in a few years.
To break through the nobility of intellectuals, my dad asked him bluntly: "I don't agree with you marrying my daughter in a different place. What are your plans?"
He said neither humble nor overbearing: "I understand the difficulties of my uncle and aunt. I can find a job by myself. If my uncle and aunt agree, I will come after getting the certificate with Sasha. Otherwise, I will give up staying in school. In the end, if the two ends are not settled, I Who will bear the losses?"
I sat aside, my heart was so cold, I once thought that the most suitable soul mate in the world, now I seem to be making a deal with my parents.
After he left, my mother said worriedly: "This kid is a genius."
My parents had a very bad opinion of him, forcing me to break up with him, and even locked me at home, but I imagined his various reactions in a different place from me, and what would happen to him and his female students, which was enough to make me cry I'm driving crazy. "
When Xiner's mother said this, her body began to tremble uncontrollably. Chu Lihua found that it was no longer easy to hold her hand tightly, so she stepped forward and hugged her tightly.
¡ª¡ª"Everything will pass. Sunshine always survives the most difficult time after the storm, and will be happy in the future."
When Chu Lihua faced this situation, she didn't know how to comfort Xiner's mother.
She felt that it was too feeble for her to squeeze out these few words, facing her situation and encounters.
? Please my mother would be in such an irrational situation when she was like that. In fact, Chu Lihua still understands why she has such mental activities. Because he himself had experienced similar things, as long as he didn't lose his dignity at that time, he didn't have to. As long as I can get the person I recognize, that is, the person who gives me warmth when I feel the most inferior and needs comfort most. Then everything is worth it.
Sure enough, what Xiner's mother said next was as Chu Lihua expected, but it was beyond her imagination.
¡ª¡ª" Gradually, his attitude also began to change, not indifferent, but critical.
He will talk about the scar on my leg vaguely, saying it is really ugly; he will also tell me that I have already had a relationship with him, many boys have virginity, and I am just a second-hand . In summary, there is a girl like this, I don't know what is crazy about my parents.
The person closest to you hurts you the most because he clearly knows: wherever you poke, you will hurt.
The thought of possibly losing him again made me terrified. This time, my only thought was one, I want to get married, I want to marry him, and it¡¯s best to get married right away.
I desperately fought against my parents and told them that he had stayed in school, which means that he married me because he loved me and there was no other reason.
theI even blamed my parents for asking my relatives to take me out for a trip, and then I got into a car accident and ruined my life.
Two months later, I got the certificate from him. I was specifically stuck at 13:14 in the afternoon. I really hope that I have not misjudged the person, and I hope that the auspicious time can give me more possibilities for happiness.
Until before going out, my mother was still telling me: "Girl, it's still too late for you to regret it now."
A festive day, suddenly more tragic and sad, just like Pandora's box, once opened, all the bad luck will follow. The only hope is to be left at the bottom of the box forever. "
The story of Xiner's mother did not touch Chu Lihua too much.
I was also hugged by a 100-watt light bulb for a whole night because my father cried when I was born.
May I ask, whose baby does not cry when it is just born?
Although the mother later explained that because the first child has no experience and no experience, do you let me bear the consequences?
Chu Lihua used to have no less resentment than Xiner's mother.
What can I do if there is just more resentment? Anyway, the lost eyes can't come back. In the gloomy world, only oneself can slowly lick the wound. My mother always said that there are many people with bad eyesight in the world, don't they still live well? But can a blurred world be the same as a world of vivid colors?
If I can grow up like a normal child, how different is the current living discount? Even with the savings I have accumulated, how many meaningful things can I do or improve myself? Every time she thought of this, Chu Lihua's heart felt painful. It's just an arrangement of fate, who can break free?
¡ª¡ª"Perhaps, when your parents communicated with you, they didn't stand in your position to agree with your feelings to analyze the pros and cons of this matter with you, except to stop you, that is to say, you were still young and didn't understand. Because of your stubbornness, it finally brewed into a tragedy."
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