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    "So, big cat, you will never understand how much I will react when a light appears in my life? I will compete fairly with you."

    "Fair competition?" Big Cat sneered.

    At this time, Xiao Jing came.  Followed by the distraught Xiaomi.

    The big cat and I looked at Xiao Jing at the same time.  Her choices seem particularly important.

    But she just looked at me casually and walked past me.  Without saying anything, he picked up the big cat lying on the ground and left.

    Xiaomi ran over.

    "Are you okay. Big cats have such a temper."

    "I'm fine. From now on, Big Cat and I don't even have to be friends." I said.

    "Is it worth it for a woman? There is no grass anywhere in the world. This is what you taught me. Why can't you pass the beauty when it's your turn?"

    "There are many flowers and plants in the world, but only one flower is unique. I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it."

    I shook off his hand holding me.

    He limped out of the smelly bathroom.

    I can't get rid of Xiaojing's leaving back in my mind, why didn't she look back?  Why can't you be merciful to me?

    There is an invisible barrier between me and the big cat.  The dormitory full of laughter and laughter no longer has the warmth of the past.  Friendship is torn apart by love.

    Xiaomi worked hard to improve our relationship.

    For example, I will invite guests to go out to eat together.  Play together.

    Throughout the whole process, Xiaomi was the only one talking, which made the atmosphere even more awkward.

    He told a joke.  None of us laughed.

    We found the anecdotes he told too boring.

    In short, in any case, it is impossible to return to the way it was in the past.

    The big cat doesn't want to talk to me, doesn't want to meet me.  When he sees me, he always thinks I'm like a rascal, a hooligan, a hooligan who owes him money and doesn't pay back.  There was a mocking smile on his lips.  He took Xiaojing's hand many times to show affection in front of me.

    I can see that Xiao Jing is not happy.

    This kind of life is very depressing.  Feeling abandoned by the world.  All I could think of was fleeing.

    So, on a very peaceful afternoon.

    I said to them, in a few days, I will resign.

    "Why?" Xiaomi asked.

    "I don't want to work in a factory anymore. I want to learn a trade. Like car maintenance."

    I am telling the truth.  Because part-time work is not a long-term solution.  I have always been used to loose, do not like to be restrained.  It used to be for Liu Yuemei, but now there is no reason for me to continue.

    "Do you want to leave this city?"

    "Maybe. See if you have enough money? Go out and make a fortune while you are young."

    "I miss you." Xiaomi said.  He came over and hugged me tightly.

    "We will keep in touch in the future."

    "Um."

    The big cat never said a word.

    Neither of us wanted to bow to the other, it seemed to be a matter of face.

    On the third day after handing in the resignation report, I went to find Xiaojing, which was a kind of farewell.

    I waited at the door of her dormitory.

    With the arrival of April, the weather is getting warmer and warmer.

    After May, I will be 21 years old.  In a sense, it is finally time to get a marriage license.

    She went downstairs very slowly.  It seems that I have been wandering whether to come to see me.

    But I have enough patience.

    "I have something I have something I have something to tell you." I said.  I was very nervous when I saw her.

    "Oh." She nodded.

    Walk with me on the empty streets.  The moon at this time is beautiful, hanging high in the sky.

    "I'm leaving in a few days. I'm planning a trip. I don't know if we will meet again in the future. No matter what kind of relationship we have, we have to say goodbye."

    "Oh." From her tone, she should know what I'm leaving.

    After thinking about it, I have nothing else to say.

    "I wish you and Big Cat happiness. I'm sorry, I may not be able to attend the wedding, and I cannot witness your happiness with my own eyes. It is always a pity."

    "Monkey" she stammered.

    "Speak up if you have anything to say."

    "You have to be fine by yourself."

    "I know."

    "I wish you happiness."

    "Thanks."

    crossroads??The red light is on.  We cannot walk past it, the street ahead is no different from the one we walked on when we came.  But I really cherish the time in front of me, it would be great to be able to go to the end of time with the person I like.

    I should let go of everything, take a deep breath, it's no big deal, I won't cry, even if it's the last time I see her back.  But thinking that life will never intersect in the future, my nose suddenly becomes sour.

    If only she would give me a hug.  For whatever purpose.

    We are all bad at lying.

    I tried to get closer to her while walking, and felt ashamed.

    I want to be a good person, but I also hope to be a little bit bad, so that I can convince myself of my shamelessness.

    I sent her back to the dormitory.

    When I went back, my heart was extremely heavy.  No one understands the feeling that the world is about to collapse.

    For the first time, I envied Liu Yuemei.  She can still pursue love happily in the midst of countless broken loves.

    I thought, I won't.

    When I was about to reach that intersection, an incredible scene happened.

    Xiao Jing stood on the opposite side of the road.

    I can't believe my eyes.  like a dream.  Obviously I watched her walk into the dormitory with my own eyes.

    See me standing still.  she came running.  Panting.

    "Hey, hey, monkey, I still caught up with you"

    "Didn't you go upstairs?"

    "Halfway, I went downstairs again. I suddenly felt that our story was not over yet. I took a shortcut. How can I be faster than you."

    I stretched out my hand, hesitating, but smoothed the wind-blown hair on her forehead.  It was an intimate gesture, and she didn't refuse.

    "Monkey, I've made up my mind, I want to go with you."

    Am I really dreaming.

    "During this period of time, I have thought a lot. In fact, love has always been something that I can't reach. I am very inferior. I may not be able to have children in my life"

    "I don't care" I interrupted her.

    "Listen to me. Monkey, I'm not a virgin. At 13, I was rapedI don't know how to introduce my past. People like me, women like me"

    "I haven't menstruated until now. I went to the hospital secretly for an examination. The doctor said that my ovaries have not developed because of damage. This disease cannot be cured at all. No miracle will happen to me."

    "After the doctor told me about my condition, I felt that the whole world was hopeless. It would be a pity to be a woman if I could not have a child in this life. Sometimes, when I look at myself in the mirror, I will be terrified. Beautiful  It's not a good thing. Although the man was sentenced, he left an indelible shadow in my heart. I hate men. But there is no way, I have to get married. For two years, I locked myself in the house,  I dare not go out. The people in the village pointed at me, I don¡¯t know what to do. No one will marry me. Only the big cat, he does not dislike me"

    she cried.

    "Monkey, there is no such thing as a late encounter in life. I originally planned yes I planned to marry the big cat just like this. Maybe I am not reconciled. I think I should be with the person I like. Rather than just settle down like this  For the rest of my life. Now, I am not afraid that you will dislike me. I will not lie to you. I am such a girl."

    "I was too depressed to be with the big cat. When I was 13 years old, I didn't choose to commit suicide. Since I survived, I should live the way I want. I don't care what others think of me. How can I be like this?  Do you love it?" Tears welled up in her eyes.

    Listening to what she said, my heart kept shaking.

    Yes, I love her more than ever.

    I think I should hug her, at least to give her a sense of warmth and security.

    "Then do you like me?" I asked softly.  I don't want me to be her last choice.

    She nodded on my shoulder.

    We decided to elope.  It's a bold idea.  If you want to escape without sloppiness, you must do so in this way.  The big cat will not let her go easily.

    Ever since I confessed my love to her, the big cat has severely restricted her freedom.  I check her WeChat and call records every day.  Walking on the street, if you see her looking around, you will suspect that she is misbehaving.

    "After we reach our destination, we will send a message to Big Cat," she said.

    "Big cats will find better than me."

    We often use very euphemistic words to escape the uneasiness of conscience.

    "Where are we going?" she asked.

    "No one can find our place." I looked into the distance and replied.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)? place.  "I looked into the distance and answered. (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com
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