"Many things are not as you imagined" She turned her back and sobbed softly.
"What should it be?"
"Let's go."
"Are you rejecting me?"
"IIII won't like you."
After she finished speaking, she ran away without looking back.
I was left alone in the same place. I clutch the hem of my coat, trying not to echo the pain.
Like a nightmare. The love that muster up the courage to say it is just like the beautiful snowflakes in winter with only a momentary spark. It cannot stand the scorching of the sun.
I walked back to the rental house decadently. He Meiling sat by the bed and waited for me. She didn't know that I went to Xiaojing to confess my love.
"Where have you been?" She stood up and asked softly.
"Nonodidn't go anywhere?"
"Is it cold?"
"I'm not cold." He bluntly refused her kindness.
For my unreasonable anger, she was not angry. Still ask me kindly, why are you unhappy?
I don't know how to answer her.
We had to change the subject.
"Have you been waiting for me for a long time?"
"It's been a while."
I sat her down on the bed. She followed my advice. But she didn't know what I was going to do next.
I found a chair and sat down across from her.
She put on light makeup and perfume today. Everything caters to my liking.
"What do you want to say to me? Are you nervous. I'm nervous too. I told my mother about us. My mother was very against me and you at first. But I told her that you and I will get married Yes. We all fell in love for the purpose of getting married. Although you are poor, it doesn't matter. As long as we work hard, everything will be fine."
Her eyes are sincere and moving.
"Meiling, I thinkI thinkI may not be able to give you a complete home." I said.
She looked at me in horror. Let go of my hand.
"Whatwhatwhat do you mean?"
"I can't fall in love with you."
"Monkey, are you sick?"
"No I'm telling the truth. In fact, these words should have been told to you long ago. I have never had the courage, because I have never been able to face my heart. You don't know me in the past, and I live in a shadow. I Longing for a light to illuminate my life."
"I can be your sunshine"
"Noyou're not. I don't like you. I don't want to hurt anyone else. We're all young, and you're a good girl, but not my type. Don't cry, look at your makeup melted. It's going to be ugly."
I handed her the tissue.
"It's my fault. I shouldn't have given you hope in the first place. I gave you all the girls' fantasies about the future. But I gave you the most embarrassing blow when you were the most excited. But it's not the worst result anyway. Yes No, if we live together for a long time and find out that it¡¯s not suitable. At that time, we had already wasted too much youth.¡±
"Monkey" she broke down in tears.
"Just now I went to confess to that girl. Although she rejected me. But I know more clearly what I want? I don't want to hide everything I did today from you"
After all, these words hurt people. She loves me, does not dislike me, is willing to marry me, and obeys any request I make. I should treat this feeling with complacency. But I still followed my inner guidance and chose to give up.
She can yell at me. Asked me to reason, but she did nothing. Keep crying, a woman's tears are only so much.
My heart has never been softened.
When I make up my mind to do something, there is no possibility of turning back.
"This house has been tidied up, so you can live in it. I have already paid the rent for one year to the landlord. It is my debt to you." I said.
"NoI won't live here." Her tone was firm.
She is still angry.
"If you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to me."
"No."
"If you can't be a lover, you can be a friend."
"Friendforget it."
"As for being so unfeeling?" I said.
"It's you who are unfeeling, not me. I wish you happiness."
OK. A woman can turn her face faster than a book.
whatLing opened the door and walked out.
I looked at the brand new quilt and toiletries thoughtfully. You could have spent the night peacefully, so why do you have to fight for happiness in a feverish way?
Things didn't get better, but worsened. How should I face the big cat, and what should I do when I meet Xiao Jing?
Sure enough, the big cat blocked me at the bathroom door in the afternoon.
"Monkey" He was serious.
Xiaomi next to him kept pulling him.
"Don't pull me, I'm going to make it clear to the monkey today."
"Monkey, hurry up. The big cat is a little lost. If you have anything to say, go back to the dormitory. If you have to say it in public, all the workers in the factory will immediately listen to it as a joke." Xiaomi persuaded me.
"Xiaomi, you don't have to worry about this. Big Cat and I have to figure this out sooner or later. You can go."
"Did you hear that. The monkey let you go" said the big cat.
Xiaomi is still hesitating.
"It's okay, this is between me and him." Xiaomi reluctantly left. At the same time, he asked us not to mess around, and we can discuss anything. In front of him, Big Cat tried hard to restrain his anger. It seems to give an innocent explanation of our friendship. After Xiaomi left, the big cat showed its true colors.
His eyes were red. Hit me hard on the nose. Immediately, the nose was burning with pain, and blood immediately flowed down the nostrils continuously.
"Monkeyare you doing me the right thing?"
"Dare to attack Xiaojing. Thanks to you, you are still my best friend"
"Why? Why are you breaking us up?"
"Monkey, you don't want to be my friend at all, and Xiaomi is still looking at you like that We are all blind, and the whole factory is now spreading rumors, saying that you went to the dormitory building next door in the middle of the night to confess to my girlfriend"
"She and I are going to get married We've been in love for so long It's about to reach the end Why do you want to cross your legs"
He slammed me behind the door of the bathroom, a bathroom where people come and go. At this time, the big cat is like a mad lion. I can't stop him from losing his temper.
Can only be at his mercy. Perhaps it is a kind of soul salvation.
The resentment he had been squeezing for so many days finally had an outlet to vent. All the blame is directed at me.
Finally, he was tired of cursing and beating. Let go of your hands and pant aside.
"Say, why did you fall in love with Xiao Jing? There are so many women in the world?" He asked weakly.
I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth.
"have no idea."
"She's mine, do you understand? Do you understand?"
"I don't understand." I said.
"How long have I been by her side, and how long have you been by her side? Do you think that if someone better than me appears, she can give up two years of emotional disregard? What do you have better than me? Isn't it because you look taller than me?" I look good, what else?"
"I am more confident than you."
"Confidence? Hehe Are you kidding me?"
"If you were confident in yourself, you wouldn't stand here and argue with me. Because you are not confident in your relationship. You are afraid. Even if there is a little trouble, you will be like a possessed beast"
"Who said that, I am unwavering in my feelings."
As he spoke, he began to cry.
"Monkey, you like to say beautiful words on the scene. You are a wolf in sheep's clothing."
"I grew up with Xiao Jing. She lived behind my house, only across a river. Since she was a child, she was as beautiful as an angel. I was barefoot, wearing dirty clothes, and drooling in my childhood with her. I spent it together. I never thought I really never thought that one day, she would become my wife. I was so poor and had nothing. The house in my hometown was taken by my elder brother and sister-in-law She didn't dislike me, she was willing to be with me I fought it together. What an amazing thing."
"Xiao Jing doesn't like me."
"Who knows what she thinks in her heart."
"Big cat, although you are very poor, you have never experienced the plight of being helpless and difficult. People like mehave no parents' love and control since childhood, basically fend for themselves and let it develop. Maybe It is the freedom that many people envy. But I am not free. I am hungry, there is no steaming meal, I am thirsty, there is no cold boiled water, and I keep wearing clothes when they are worn out. I can¡¯t tell the good from the bad, as long as there are people If you are willing to give me a piece of candy, I can do anything for him.¡± (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com