It was a happy day. Xiaojing and I secretly meet each other every night. We agreed to elope in a month. Go to a city with a sea.
She is beautiful under the moonlight.
We hold hands and walk a long way. Late at night in the city, no one bothers you.
The most beautiful thing in life is that the person I love happens to love me too. We cherish each other and understand each other's suffering. We keep each other warm, turning loneliness into carnival.
I will work hard to earn money, spoil her, and love her.
"Monkey, in the future I will post to Moments, and you must be the first to like it." She said.
"Um."
"Send you a message, and you must reply to me immediately. Otherwise, I will be worried."
"Uh-huh."
"We're going to decorate our home like a princess' room."
"Wellwell everything is up to you. You will be the princess, and I will be the seven dwarfs."
She giggled like a child.
I also can't face big cats. They don't know our plan. Everything looked peaceful. But dark waves surged. The big cat is actually complacent because I am going to leave.
Only Xiaomi showed a sad look. I have been advised many times to think about it.
I have made up my mind to go, how can I repent.
Besides, if we stay, Xiaojing and I will not be able to be together.
As the days approached, I became more and more nervous.
At noon the day before departure, I received a call from Liu Yuemei. I was stuffing the last of my clothes into my suitcase.
"Hello. What's up?" I said.
"Monkey, I'm in the hospital now, can you come here?"
"What happened?"
"Come on, you will know."
So, there was no time to think about it. After hanging up the phone, I went to the hospital.
She was standing at the door of the hospital. The streets with cars and people sprint to the excitement of the crowd.
The shadows of the trees are mottled and blurred.
Her figure is still beautiful and slender. It's just that his face is a little haggard.
"Liu Yuemei, what's the matter? What's wrong?" I ran over and asked with concern.
She raised her head, tears streaming down her cheeks.
I was terrified. Fear that something bad will happen.
"Speak, what's wrong with you Now that medical technology is so advanced, don't worry, any disease can be cured"
"Monkey, can we talk?"
"Uhuhokay."
It was a very quiet cafe.
Sometimes she was in a daze, and sometimes looked out the window. The expression is dignified.
"Speak." I was in a hurry.
She took a medical certificate out of her bag and handed it to me.
I was not in the mood to read a series of medical terms, and my eyes were instantly attracted by a sentence.
The b-ultrasound report showed that she was 35 days pregnant.
"Whose child is" I asked.
"It doesn't matter whose it is. He won't want the baby. We've been separated for 20 days"
"Then what do you want?"
"The doctor said that I can no longer have an abortion If I do it forcibly, it may hurt the uterus. There will be no children in the future. Before that, I have had four abortions"
"Obviously I don't want a child, why are you still pregnant" I was really angry and hated.
"Do you think I think so? It's you men who are irresponsible. You only want to be happy for a while, and you don't care about the consequences."
I don't want to argue with her.
"Then what should we do now? You can only give birth to the child."
"Born? How can I explain to my family with my big belly, and what can I say when the people in the village see me. In recent years, they don't know what kind of life I have lived outside."
"This doesn't work, that doesn't work either. I don't know what to do anymore. Also, I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm not by your side, take good care of yourself."
"Monkey, you are willing to leave me behind."
"We're all going to have our own lives."
"You and He Meiling broke up?" she asked.
"yes."
"Monkey, you have changed. Now you don't know how to tell me what's on your mind. You used to never hide anything from me. I want to know your things must come through other people's mouths"
"We all have to get used to being without each other."
&nbs; I want to tell her my embarrassment, but I don't have the courage to say it.
My humbleness and helplessness are like the most inconspicuous sand in the sky. It can only follow the wind, float and float, float and float. Fall into the arms of the earth.
When it was almost dawn, I still got up. I went to the station we agreed upon. She stood there waiting for me. Waiting anxiously. When the time came, I still didn't show up. She kept calling me.
I didn't answer. Let the ringtone run its course.
It was raining, and I saw her standing at the gate of the station and looking towards the intersection regardless of the beating of the rain.
I want to rush over and hold her hand.
Want to tell her that I love her.
But I did nothing. I can only look at it from afar, and look at it from afar. It is enough to experience this feeling once. It will be unforgettable for a lifetime.
The rain is getting heavier. I saw her crouching down and crying.
Her whole body is soaked. You'll get sick if you go on like this.
So, I called Big Cat.
When the big cat arrived, I left secretly.
Sitting in the bus going back.
I sent a message to Liu Yuemei.
"Okay, I agree to be the father of the child."
After sending the message, I cried. Weeping hoarsely. Everyone in the car was looking at me, but I ignored it.
I always thought that I could change the world. It turns out that I have been changed by the world.
I never got my favorite thing, but thought I always had it.
"Monkey, I hate you."
This is the last message Xiaojing sent me.
I hold my phone tightly to my chest, letting the words beat with my heart.
Will they feel my pain?
Will you understand my good intentions?
I am with Liu Yuemei.
We announced our romance. Another bolt from the blue. Indirectly hurt Xiaomi who was deeply in love with Liu Yuemei. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com