I bit my lips tightly to keep my tears from flowing, "I didn't expect you to be not only a little old, but also a bit feminist."
She looked into my eyes, "Awen, give me another scarf, let's start again, okay?"
"Isn't the old one bad?"
"Okay, it's just a little too short. My neck is longerit seems to be a little thinner. You know it's terribly cold in our place in winter."
Can't buy it now "I can buy it for sure," she also became childish. "I don't want to bother you anymore, why are you talking so much now?"
She held my face in her hands, looked at it for a long time, and said seriously: "When Haiyan comes back, I will tell her that she can do whatever she wants with me."
I shook my head in her palm, "I'm already half married to her. I always don't count what I say to her, this time, I, I can't count"
"Awen." She begged me.
"No." I also begged her.
We stared at each other for a long time, until we saw the pain in each other's eyes thoroughly, and it turned into a kind of desolation back to our hearts. Suddenly, I hugged her and pressed my head tightly to my chest, because I realized the feeling that Lu Feng said that time: We are like a pair of farewell travelers, one is on the boat, the other is on the shore, she is pulling the ribbon This end, I pulled the other end, watching the boat slowly pull out, the strap became tighter and tighter, until it was stretched into a thin thread, and then it broke with a "snap", and the severed end flicked on my finger , At first there was no feeling, and then there was a tingling pain. In the past, maybe there was no need to say goodbye, but the one who bought the boat ticket was always the first to go, and maybe he stayed and begged, but he finally left; at this moment, he really wanted to fight for his life, maybe he could swim by jumping into the water Going back to the shore, but the boat is sailing away and drifting away. How many people would do that? Isn't there always only tears and choking speechless?
Lu Feng was right, the most resolute farewell was between the beds, when it was supposed to be the most intimate. This kind of farewell cut off even the back road. I, gave up on her.
Wu Li hugged me for a long time, and finally let go slowly. After I got dressed, I took out a cigarette and put it back, "I'll show you something."
Half an hour later, I told her to park the car on the side of the road, "I'm not going."
"I promised to show you Oujiang."
"I don't want to read it."
"Okay then," she was silent for a long time, opened the car door a little to let the light come on, and then handed over the rose-patterned ring, "do me a favor, put it on, and let me see, okay?"
I put the ring on the ring finger of my left hand. The little diamond smiled under the warm light, and she showed a satisfied expression on her face. The ring was a little too big, and I said, "It's better than too small."
I took the ring off and gave it back to her. She put it in the box, looked at it for a moment, rolled down the window, and threw it out of the window. The box drew an arc in the night and quickly disappeared without a trace. I looked at her in astonishment.
She turned her head, "That's fine, I won't miss you from now on. I won't¡ªI won't miss you again." She lowered her eyes, but her tone became firm again.
There was a pain in my heart, "You, you have to give me a good time."
She nodded.
We were silent for a while, and she said, "Go, I'll take you back."
I told her to stop a block from my house, "I'll walk back by myself."
I reached out and stroked her hair lightly, "Xiao Ci Lao, live a good life."
My tears flowed silently down my cheeks. After a long time, I choked up and said, "I hope you are happy too."
She nodded and smiled at me faintly.
Finally had the opportunity to say "I hope you are happy". It's just that, among us, we can no longer tell who is the prodigal son and who is the unlucky one.
We have all worked so hard to live up to each other, and we have also waited for each other, but in the end it is like this.
I stood on the side of the street and watched Wu Li's car turn on the red light, start slowly, and spit out a puff of white steam, which scattered into the night, like a sigh.
When I got home, Haiyan was standing next to the refrigerator drinking a glass of milk. She asked me where I was, and I said go out for a walk. I took off my shoes and walked up to her barefoot, "When did you come back?"
"Just came back," she was scooping up a sip of milk, stopped at her mouth, and brought it to me, "Do you want to eat it?" It was my favorite flavor in my favorite brand, and she forgot it when she went grocery shopping last week Yes, when I came back, I remembered to make a special trip again.
I nodded, opened my mouth, and she put the milk in my mouth. cool.
theAt night, without any stage fright, Haiyan insisted on admitting her mistake by the side. I said before that there is a child in everyone's body, but now the child in my body is hungry or wet, crying non-stop, I can't control it at all. Really, it's not that I want to be sad, I can't control him.
Haiyan poured me a glass of water, I drank it, and then remained silent; she poured another glass, I drank it again, and then we didn¡¯t meet again; finally she brought a whole bottle of mineral water, and I poured down half of it, Still keep silent. It seems that there is nothing else to do but be sad that it is forever.
Haiyan put a blanket over me and begged me not to be sad.
That is a very desolate feeling: if you ask me what is the furthest distance between people, I will say that it is the thickness of a blanket bought in a department store and dozens of pieces.
When it was almost dawn, she finally couldn't bear it, put on her clothes and went out. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com