There are two designs, one is a rose, the other is a star, I picked it and I still think roses are more auspicious"
"Then, why didn't you tell me later?" I asked her with a trembling voice.
"I saw the manual on your bedside." She paused, drinking saliva, "any diamond in it is one or two carats, and, you tell me, a colleague is engaged, and the diamond ring on his hand looks like a mahjong I was so scared that other people didn¡¯t dare to sit next to him in a big meeting without his ring. I thought I couldn¡¯t get this out, and then I thought, forget it, and I¡¯ll buy a decent one when I earn more money. And , play better, and ask you to take me again."
I stared blankly at the ring until the warm light on it blurred, "I didn't say I wanted to I, I didn't say Why do the rings need to be so big? It can't really be used as a card game." Actually, I, I don't care that much" My throat choked.
She raised her head, and there was something bright in her eyes, "But I care. I don't want you, and I dare not sit next to them for fear of being laughed at. I think my boyfriend is so poor Maybe others will too If you think about it that way then you will definitely feel very humiliated. I am afraid that you will happily accept it in front of me, but secretly feel wronged in your heart, so you still refuse to tell me. "
My tears finally flowed down, "What's the matter with them? What's the matter with my ring? You don't know If you give it away, you can give it away, if you don't give it back, you won't give it away, half of it, what is it?"
Tears rolled down my cheeks, but I didn't have any free hands, so she wiped them away for me, "This kind of mentality is a bit ridiculous when I think about it now. I want you to marry me as my wife, and I will be yours. From now on, as long as you work hard, There is always a chance to treat you well, treat you as much as you want, give you as big a ring as you want, right? But at the time, I didn¡¯t know why"
"Did you decide to go to that company in Hangzhou because of this?"
She nodded.
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"I'm not their first choice, I don't have much practical experience, and I don't know what to do, but after much deliberation, I still think that since I have the opportunity, I should try it. If I can secure my seat, there will be a lot of room for development. I know you always I hope I stay in Wenzhou, maybe you will think that I did it on purpose You are a very thoughtful person, easy to think too much. Then I suddenly thought, let's get married, although it seems a bit early for women to get married in their twenties, but that It might make you feel at ease, so I went to buy that ring However, when it was sent out, I realized that it was not on the stage I thought at the time, wait for a while, that is, a year or two, and wait for the future to look a little brighter Let me tell you again," she took another sip of water and pursed her lips, "I even thought, when my side is almost settled, I will let you go with me. At worst, I will raise you in the future. Anyway, the houses there are not as expensive as Wenzhou I didn't expect you to say you want to break up right away, and I agreed as soon as I showed my courage It's also because of this, I later found out that you and Haiyan would be so angry after being together again"
She quietly, as if talking about a long past event. She never told me about these thoughts, so I don't know; I thought she didn't have me in her life plan, I was wrong; I thought she didn't have me in her heart, but the fact is the opposite, she hid me so much Deep, like she wrapped mine in her fist that night, so deep I couldn't see it myself. There are some things that we think we have enough time to say, do, and understand, but we don't. Our time was frozen on the ring I gave away.
Wu Li's words seeped into every corner of my heart like rain, and I endured the soreness of my nose, "I didn't say I wanted you to raise me. Can you afford me? I'm hard to raise."
"I know it may not work now, but I always feel that if I can do my best, at least you don't have to worry about it. You are afraid of not doing your job well, layoffs, and being bullied all day long. You are all worried, and you even speak English in your dreams Your appearance is really distressing. I hope you can have more choices, do what you like, and don't do what you don't like to do" She touched me "Besides, you are thinner now than when you came out. People get fatter outside, but you are getting thinner"
"That's called being slim, and many colleagues are envious of it. When eating, they secretly see what I eat to keep me from getting fat." I sniffled.
"What's there to envy about all the bones? I want you to be happy and fat, like, like Snoopy."
When a woman resolutely asked me to look up to a dog, all the tears in my heart spewed out - when she silently made up her mind to shoulder all the difficulties, I was desperately jealous, jealous, angry, If you get angry with her, she must be very wronged in her heart, and it's really hard to pretend that nothing happened.bsp; "Have a good temper, can endure hardships, are easy to raise, and can fight the world together."
"Xiao Ci Lao. I'm going to tell Jersey that's why you found him as your boyfriend. He promises to vomit blood."
"Don't laugh at me."
"That means you think I have a bad temper, can't bear hardships, can't be raised, and can't fight the world together? I I have a bad temper, but other"
She tapped my nose lightly, "I know, I know now. I didn't chase you well at that time, do you hate me very much?"
I nodded, "I can't even catch up with men, and I don't have any face."
She was silent for a while, and said: "Awen, I used to have three boyfriends, two of whom were in college, and they all broke up not long after the beginning. Because people thought my family conditions were too bad, and then Jersey also broke up. Yes. But you are different from everyone else, you for some reason, you take me seriously"
"Seriously?"
"That time in Yandang Mountain, when I was sleeping with you in my arms, I thought, since you take me so seriously, I will take you twice as seriously, raise you well, guard you, and prevent you from suffering in the future. , let you always be so proud, the days are getting better, and your temper will naturally improve, and you are not an unreasonable person" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com