I went home and went upstairs, and Wu Li was standing on the wall next to the door, with her head down, her hands behind her back, her lips biting, her face very serious. When she saw me, her eyes lit up, she smiled with relief, and stepped over a few steps, "Where have you been? I've been looking for you all day."
"I didn't go anywhere, I just wandered around," I opened the door, "Come in." I asked her to sit down on the sofa, poured her a glass of water, and she took it with both hands.
She probably smelled the alcohol on my body, frowned and asked, "Have you been drinking?"
"A little bit," I smiled at her, "Red wine, I've never drank it much before, it tastes good. Don't worry, it's not for you."
"You came back by yourself?"
"I'm not drunk. In fact, it doesn't matter even if I'm drunk. There are no cars on the road at this time. Last time I fell asleep while riding in the car. When I woke up, I slapped myself twice" I found I talk a lot, and I want to say what I don¡¯t want to say at the same time. Drinking red wine is like sugar water, but its stamina cannot be underestimated. "Wu Li, let me teach you. When you get tired and want to sleep, you can slap yourself once left and right twice. , wake up immediately, it works"
Her face sank, her eyebrows furrowed and tightened, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you what? Tell you, you will tell me to give me a meal, let me be careful, and then run to your Hangzhou, after" I counted to the map on the wall, "Not many, just a few Cities You come to care about me after a few cities, right?" I reached out to take a sip of the water in her hand, and handed the glass back to her.
She put the cup on the table, then walked up to me, raised her head, and put her arms around my shoulders, "Zhou Wen, I'm not going."
I was stunned for a moment, and Wu Li continued: "I'm not going to Hangzhou anymore, I'll just stay here, okay?"
"why are you not going?"
She grabbed my hand, "For you."
I stared at her blankly, and she stared at me tenderly. Under the light, her face was full of affection, which made my heart tremble. Now she looked up at me like a child. She has already said that she will stay for me, and I know that as long as I smile, nod, and throw myself into her arms, everything will be over.
However, a strange force in my body pulled me tightly, and I remembered the seabird I saw that afternoon that didn't eat bread. When she finally opened her mouth to say what I wanted to hear, I couldn't help but start to wonder, how much did these words mean to me? As for the "wrongness" between us, can it be resolved if she chooses to stay by my side?
I shook my head, "Forget it, let's go. Didn't you say that the opportunity is good and it would be a pity to give up?"
She squeezed my hand even harder, "I've already thought about it."
"You hurt me."
She let go of her hand, "I'm sorry."
I rubbed each other with both hands without saying a word. She sat next to me, stretched out her arms and put me in her arms, and I leaned obediently on her shoulder. I have a faint smell of smoke on my body.
"Are you smoking?"
"Smoked a few this afternoon."
"How many?"
"Two."
"Smoking is bad."
"I usually don't smoke, and I'm in a bad mood today."
"It's still not good."
"Then I won't smoke in the future. In fact, I don't have a cigarette addiction."
"However, it doesn't smell bad when you smoke."
I put my hand on her chest, and her heart was beating firmly and powerfully under my palm - that was the place I always wanted to go but couldn't. She buried her head in my collar, greedily inhaling the faint smell of tobacco on my body.
After a long time, I said: "Lili, you should go to Hangzhou. From now on, we will go our own way, and everyone will be free."
"Why do you still think that way?" She hugged me tighter.
"I've always thought this way. I said break up this morning, do you think I'm scaring you?"
"Why?"
"I'm tired."
She pulled me away a little, looked me in the eyes, "Awen, I already said I'm not going, can't I?"
The stamina of the red wine intensified, I smiled at her, "Do you think I'm so unreasonable? To be honest, I'm happy for you if you have such a good chance If you really stay for me, it seems very It's touching, but if you don't like your work in the future, even if you don't say it, you will probably blame me in your heart. How can I bear it. If you go, I don't know what will happen in the future. In fact, I am very useless. ??Because the words have indeed been made clear. One day, two days, three days, a week, she didn't call. Half a month later, she called me suddenly, but said goodbye to me, saying that she was leaving for Hangzhou early the next morning. She is really leaving.
My heart suddenly moved, and a burst of courage came out of nowhere, "What I told you last time was mostly out of anger, so don't take it to heart." After I finished speaking, I felt absurd again, and we broke up. Do you still expect people to take it to heart?
She was silent for a while, and said, "It doesn't matter. Actually, I think what you said makes sense." Her voice gradually softened, "Awen, I don't know if I should say a few words, but I will tell you when I think of them." Right. I don¡¯t mean to be sexist, but I think boys should find someone better. There are quite a few people with good conditions in this place. You can find someone better than me, don¡¯t mention me, than Haiyan if you spend some time. People with good conditions It doesn¡¯t matter if you have money or not, but the key is people. If you don¡¯t have them, you think it¡¯s important.