I lowered my head sadly, "I always seem to be sad when I'm with you. When you're in love, you shouldn't get sadder and sadder, right?" I sniffled, "You're amazing, you have all kinds of There are ways to make me sad, I can't bear it, I think I probably need someone who won't make me sad."
She put her hands behind her, slowly clenched into two fists, and did not speak for a long time. We fell into an awkward silence.
After almost half a century, I finally couldn't stand it anymore. I took off the watch in my hand and handed it to her, "Give it back to you."
I held the watch in my hand and waited for her to pick it up, but she didn't move.
"I'll give it back to you, I don't want it anymore." I repeated. She still doesn't move.
"Didn't you hear?" I forcefully pulled her hand out from behind, opened my fingers, and stuffed the thing in, "That's it."
Wu Li stared at her watch for a long time, and finally said, "Zhou Wen, do I really make you sad all the time?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"You know it yourself."
She suddenly became firm, "I don't know."
I didn't expect to write a narrative essay before breaking up, "Okay, you don't know, let me tell you. I am very sad that you fell in love with my good friend and slept with him; you broke up with him and met privately. , and lied to me, I'm sad; I tell you, I'm sad to death; learn that you have to go to him and get a girl who delivers clothes, nonsense, of course I'm sad; now it's all right, you probably think In the past, it wasn¡¯t far enough, it wasn¡¯t fun, which ghostly place in Hangzhou, God knows who you will meet there, do you think I¡¯m sad or not?¡±
"No wonder you refused to let me see you," she pursed her lips tightly, "Awen, I really didn't mean it. In fact, I thought about it later But at that time, I thought you regretted it and hated it. I'm sorry."
"What's the use of being sorry? I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry."
"But why do you keep clinging to the past? This time I'm looking for a job, I admit it's my fault, I didn't tell you earlier, but¡ª"
"But, there's nothing else to do," I felt like my patience was blown to the top like a balloon that was about to burst. I turned around to run, but was suddenly hugged by her, "Awen, listen to me"
"I don't want to listen, you let me go immediately," I wanted to break free from her, but she hugged me tightly and said hurriedly in my ear: "You said that I always make you sad, but, have you Have you ever thought that you are making yourself sad? You always seem to disbelieve me"
Unreasonable, she actually put the hat back on my head. I was so angry that I struggled harder and punched and kicked with all my strength, but it was still useless. When a woman refuses to let you, you suddenly find that she is really strong.
Finally, in a state of desperation, I lowered my head and slapped him on the hand. When he let go of his hands, I immediately sprinted away at a speed of 100 meters.
Wait until I run two blocks out of breath. I stopped and couldn't help turning my head to see if she would come after me. After waiting for a while, she didn't.
I stood there blankly. Was she hurt by me just now? Still think I'm cruel? Or, she actually chased after me, but she couldn't see me and thought I had run far away, so she stopped chasing me?
That day, I found out that the classic scene of this romance film can be performed beautifully in many cities, causing buckets of tears, but it just doesn¡¯t work in Wenzhou. Because there are very few people here, it is destined to be impossible to pull the man and woman who are about to break up into one shot; it is only a few streets away, because they can't see, they think that the other party has gone far, so it is easy to give up; it is also because they can't see , Thinking that the other party doesn't care, even less courage to turn back. Beware of becoming fragile, a road is a moat.
I wandered aimlessly in this high and low city, from the high-rise area, through the bustling streets, and at dusk, I walked along the market street and returned to the trestle next to Pier 1.
The trestle bridge was empty, and I sat alone on a bench listening to the sound of the waves in the bay at my feet. A seabird flew over and landed on the railing directly in front of me, staring at me motionless, refusing to fly away. I tilted my head to look at it, and it tilted its head to look at me. I thought it might be hungry, so I rummaged through things and only found a few pieces of leftover bread. I broke the bread into pieces and spread it out in front of it. It was really hungry, so it immediately lowered its head and came over to sniff, hesitated, then turned its head away, finally realized that there was no oil or water here, flapped its wings and flew away.
I was a little disappointed, and then felt ridiculous: Bird, how can you like to eat bread?
At that moment, I suddenly realizedI realized that Wu Li and I might be like the seabird and the bread to each other. There is nothing wrong with each other, but together, it is wrong.
Our heights do not match, no wonder she is because I am only 1.78 meters;
We can't sing together, no wonder I'm because she's tone deaf;
She treats me very well, but makes me sad, no wonder she can't blame me, because she can't give me what I want.
But, what do I want? Frankly, I don't know either. However, if it¡¯s not right, it¡¯s just not right, so don¡¯t think too much about it.
The sun was slowly setting to the west, I stood up, turned around and walked back towards the tall buildings in the city center.
The trestle bridge is a beautiful thing. It stretches far into the sea, allowing people to appreciate the scenery that cannot be seen on the shore. At the same time, it is also something full of sadness, because no matter how far you go, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, in the end, you always have to look back.
I went to Lu Feng and told him that I broke up with Wu Li.
Lu Feng yelled, "She dumped you?" There was an expression on his face that he was going to kill the enemy at any time.
"I dumped her."
Lu Feng was even more surprised, as if he didn't believe that I could still have such a future, "Why?"
"We don't deserve it."
"Why not worthy?"
"Unworthy is unworthy."
Lu Feng stared at me for a while, then smiled maliciously, "Is it because she is not doing well in some way? Or is she doing too well? You can't handle it?"
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Nonsense. Please don't ask, okay? I'm already in a bad mood, so don't come here to comfort me."
Lu Feng shook his head, "I'm not talking about you, it's not too early to get rid of you, you have to work so hard to wait until someone graduates from school and find a job before you get dumped, fuck the little girl to the point of inseparability, and then serve it on a plate to other men, Do you think that you are a general, and you will retire after success?"
I was not angry, "I am showing off my might, but I am not ruling the territory of my own country."
Lu Feng hooked my shoulders, and posed a very free and easy posture, "If you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it. Breaking up in love is also an indispensable experience in life. Let's go, buy wine!"
Let's go buy wine. When I said to buy beer, Lu Feng waved his hand, "Beer is also considered alcohol." He wanted to buy whiskey, but I firmly opposed it, because I was afraid of getting drunk and going crazy like Lu Feng did last time. Finally, we stopped in front of a large bottle of red wine.
"Buy this!" Lu Feng held the bottle, "There is a famous allusion to this kind of wine, that is, once the bottle is opened, drink it all at once, otherwise, it will turn into vinegar if you drink it for the second time."
I was dubious, "Really?"
"Honestly, I don't believe it, but it's romantic."
I smiled, "It's a bit like falling in love. It's always good at the beginning, but after a long time, problems arise, and finally it becomes a bottle of vinegar. Smart people know that they should solve it quickly, and fools think about drinking it slowly. Just buy this!"
We moved the wine back to Lu Feng's house. There was a note on the door, written by Wu Li, asking Lu Feng to call her back. She also had several messages on the answering machine, asking if she saw me, sounding anxious. The last message was from Jersey, asking if Zhou Wen was missing, because Wu Li also went to look for him. In his words, "I'm as anxious as pinching a fly that turns its head away."
Lu Feng was a little puzzled, "Are you guys separated? Or are you scaring her?"
"I made it very clear to her. Besides, I won't scare people with such things."
"Then why is she still like this?"
I snorted through my nose, "Just put on a show, get cheap and act good, let people think it's all my fault. If she calls again, just say you didn't see me."
"I don't like lying."
"Don't worry, the lies she told before are more serious than this one, if you lie to her once, it won't hurt your strength."
We open the wine. Sweet and sweet, slightly sour in the sweet. Lu Feng ate a cup and said, "It's not bad, it's a bit like love, it's sweet and whimsical, it makes people happy."
I said: "It's better than love. Love is more sour and less sweet. It's a bastard."
As soon as the voice fell, the real bastard called again. Lu Feng answered according to my intention, put down the phone and said: "She is waiting for you at your door, and she sounds like she will see you or leave."
"Don't worry about her. If you want to wait, wait and drink. I will sleep with you tonight. I haven't slept with you for a long time."
When there was a thin layer of wine left in the bottle, both of us were a little bit flustered, Lu Feng said: "Save these for experimentation, let's see if it will turn into vinegar."
I shook my head and poured all the wine into the glass, "Drink it, it's really turned into vinegar, what a pity."
I raised my head and drank the last glass of wine, and my heart suddenly seemed to be hooked by something¡ªI still don¡¯t want to let red wine turn into vinegar. I stood up and said to Lu Feng, "I'm going back."
"Didn't you say you wanted to sleep with me?"
"Forget it, I like to roll the quilt when I sleep, so I won't torture you."
"I think you still miss her, don't you?"
"No, I just want to make it clear to her so that she won't harass people everywhere."
"Can you go back like this?"
"I can go back even in my dreams, what am I afraid of." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)What a pity to turn into vinegar. "
I raised my head and drank the last glass of wine, and my heart suddenly seemed to be hooked by something¡ªI still don¡¯t want to let red wine turn into vinegar. I stood up and said to Lu Feng, "I'm going back."
"Didn't you say you wanted to sleep with me?"
"Forget it, I like to roll the quilt when I sleep, so I won't torture you."
"I think you still miss her, don't you?"
"No, I just want to make it clear to her so that she won't harass people everywhere."
"Can you go back like this?"
"I can go back even in my dreams, what am I afraid of." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com