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Chapter 61 Living in Contradictions

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    Ever since I encountered that kind of thing twice, I have become very seldom talk. Although in front of others, I still maintain a normal appearance and seem to have no changes, but in my heart, there have been earth-shaking changes  , no matter what ridiculous things I encounter, I can't laugh anymore.  Soon, my friend Yang Jian noticed this.

    One day, he found me and told me many things about him. I remember one sentence most clearly. I remember that he said to me at that time: "Che, what's so great, isn't it just that he fell into that name?"  Are you in the pit of 'love'? Who hasn't experienced this kind of thing? After a while, once the swamp dries up, you will climb out by yourself. I used to be like you, I couldn't get up every day, but time  After a while, I realized that if you gave up one tree, the whole forest is yours." So I asked him, "How deep is your pit? Did you bury it in your heart?" He smiled lightly at me and said, ""  He is taller than my head, do you think you have buried your heart?" I smiled and said, "Are you out of breath, then how long did it take you to climb out?" He thought for a while and said, "About a month?  I don¡¯t remember very clearly either.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe it and said, ¡°So fast? You don¡¯t love her that much, do you?¡± He said seriously, ¡°It¡¯s not that I didn¡¯t love her deeply enough, it¡¯s that I woke up quickly.  You can¡¯t hang yourself on a tree. In fact, at that time, I also thought that I would never fall in love with anyone again. Although, I didn¡¯t fall in love with anyone later, but occasionally I would meet a few people I liked. Anyway  It¡¯s just being carefree and light.¡± I shook my head and said with a smile: ¡°I¡¯m different from you, I¡¯m a dedicated person, I love someone, I love someone, no matter what happens, I won¡¯t change her  The position in my heart, unless she dies, or I die, or it is really irretrievable, otherwise I will not give up." Yang Jian shook his head and smiled: "From now on, you don't think so.  "After speaking, he turned and left.

    Actually, that sentence was not exactly what I wanted to express in my heart. Maybe he thought that I said this sentence to Tang Xiaoya or Li Feng, but I said this sentence to my future spouse.  As for Tang Xiaoya and Li Feng, I can't tell you how I feel about them. If I continue to develop, I might really fall in love with one of them!  But there is no affirmation of all these, so how can there be love and love later?  Those two people are just passers-by in my life.  But it is these so-called passers-by who hurt people.  It is precisely because he (she) likes to plant trees in rainy days, otherwise, how could others not see the road ahead and fall into that pit?  I remember a famous saying of Wang Dao during the Eastern Jin Dynasty and Yuan Emperor period: "I (you) don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me (you).".  In fact, this sentence is used in passers-by, so it is not the same reason.  But at that time I lost my mind, people are selfish, no one likes to be dumped, although I know that it is impossible to marry her, and I can¡¯t imagine what it would be like to marry her, but I still don¡¯t want her to leave me like this  and go.

    One night, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Li Feng out, without saying anything, I took her directly to Guishi.  Because I think what is missing between me and her is a good memory.  Because only by impressing people, can one person's heart be tied, so I want to try it, two people throw everything away, don't care about anything, don't think about anything, just do what you want to do, don't worry  How others treat you, don't worry about work matters, like those lovers, don't be afraid of absenteeism, not afraid of absenteeism, not afraid of opposition, just to be able to meet one side, experience that kind of excitement, that kind of heartbeat feeling, if  If she still insists on leaving at that time, then I will sincerely bless her.  Because I accidentally saw the notebook she wrote before, I know that she once had an inseparable relationship, even if the mysterious man already has a family, she still can't forget that relationship, so  I don't believe that she resigned because she wanted to get married, because this is really absurd. I haven't seen her go anywhere in the supermarket for so long, and I haven't seen her dating anyone. How can it be said that she is married when she gets married?  There must be some secrets in it that I don't know about, so I'm going to get to the bottom of it.

    When I arrived in Guizhou, I originally wanted to be like a married couple, holding her hand to go shopping, walk on the street, and run yellow lights on the zebra crossing.  How do you know, all of these are just my personal thoughts, and when I get to the top, it's not what I thought at all.  Not only did we fail to do it with one hand, but we turned into wandering around. Just like that, we kept walking on the road, no one spoke, and after a long silence, I mustered up the courage and said straight to the point: "Don't be addicted to TV dramas.  , you should understand that a person is a person, he (she) is neither a bird nor a fish; he (she) cannot grow wings, let alone live in a place without air.¡± After hearing what I said, she did not  Any reaction, just kept avoiding me, as if I was afraid that if I said something wrong, I would do something to her.  Later I asked her??It wasn't because she was afraid of me that she said, "Did you bring me up here just to tell me this?" Of course I said no, so I said bluntly: "Are you really going to get married? Who is that person?"  ?¡± When asked at this juncture, she became silent again.

    I don't know how long we walked, but I just remember that we walked to a square, we found a place to sit down, and after a while, she didn't tell me about her past when I asked about it again.  She said: "I met a man before, he loved me very much, and I loved him very much, but for some reason we couldn't be together, and then he married someone else. I regretted it only after he got married,  But so what, he even has a child now, and he is still living happily. I can¡¯t destroy their family. Once I asked him, if you were given another chance, would you choose me or choose  She? He said, he would choose me." Li Feng smiled slightly, and then said: "The past is the past, irreversible, and I can't bury myself forever, but the person who will accompany me will not be you.  I told you that I like mature men" At this point, I interjected: "Is it because of that man?" Li Feng replied: "Maybe, because in my memory, he is really  It¡¯s too deep.¡± I asked: ¡°If there was no such man, would you choose me?¡± Li Feng said: ¡°I don¡¯t know, maybe.¡± I wondered: ¡°Maybe what?¡± Li Feng said: ¡°It¡¯s nothing, let¡¯s go back,  It's very late." I said anxiously: "You haven't told me who you are going to marry? I don't want you to marry someone randomly. This is irresponsible to yourself and you will not be happy. You understand  Is it?" Li Fengdao: "I'm not looking for someone randomly, I've known him for two years, earlier than I knew you, I talked with him, it's that simple." (Remember this site website: www.hlnovel.com  com
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