Everyone in the world says I am ugly and unsightly.
My mother often said that she would find it an eyesore if I was asked to be a maid in Huayang Building.
Is it true that in this world, ugly people don't deserve anything?
Is it true that good-looking people can have everything smoothly?
Does an ugly person deserve to be insulted?
This world seems to be like this.
I have never gained anything since I was a child, I have no way to live, I don¡¯t know who my parents are, and I don¡¯t know when I can live, I even ask myself sometimes, why should I live .
? I was sold to clean in the store, and I would be disgusted by the people in the store for my ugly appearance, which spoiled the interest of the customers.
In the end, I was sold into a brothel again.
However, from the moment I entered Qinglong, I knew it in my heart. I'm so ugly, and I'm such a loathsome man, men who come for pleasure won't touch me.
Sure enough, exactly as I thought, I am here as a maid.
I don't like flattery, it seems that people who don't like to talk, and they are so ugly, will be disgusting wherever they go.
Mom, she hates me very much, she often beats me.
I know that the sisters here are extremely beautiful, I know that the girls here are all beauties, and I know that I am ugly.
So I got used to being beaten, so I didn't dare to speak anymore.
Later, something happened in the Huayang Tower, and the fairy-looking sister turned out to be the emperor's person.
I was so terrified at the time, I thought we were all going to die.
I thought that if Huayanglou was over, I would be over too.
But I never expected that Sister Fairy would actually say that she would take me to the palace with her.
What a place the palace is, it must be very beautiful there.
There is a scenery that people like me can never see in a lifetime, and she even said that she would take me in.
But I am ugly I thought about it for a long time before I realized that Sister Fairy must have remembered me because I pleaded for her in front of my mother that day.
I heard that if there is a little carelessness in the palace, you will turn around. I can't care so much.
Originally, for me, it was a blessing to be able to survive.
Originally, for someone as ugly as me, I didn't deserve to see how magnificent the imperial palace is in my whole life.
I am ugly, if those women in the harem see it, they will be upset too.
After entering the palace, I didn't dare to look up to see the magnificence here.
Sister Peony was very cautious. She said that since the two of us can survive this time, we must live well.
She said, the two of us can't die here, and we can't let down the life-saving grace of Sister Fairy.
Sister Fairy arranged a small yard for the two of us. I never thought in my life that I would have a small yard.
? Although the configuration in the yard is simple, it can be regarded as having everything you need.
This is a good place to live.
In my heart, I regard that small courtyard as the home of sister Mudan and me.
Sister Fairy is sympathetic to us, she treats us very well, she doesn't arrange heavy work for us, as long as we do some very easy and easy work in our spare time.
I am extremely happy in my heart, and I think that I will spend the rest of my life like this.
Until one day, I met a teenager.
For the first time, I saw a boy with such good-looking eyebrows and eyes.
He will talk to me
I have never spoken to a man in my life.
I dare not talk to men, let alone look them in the eye.
I know I'm ugly.
But that day, when I fell from the tree, he saved me.
He squatted down, looked down at me, and asked me, "What's going on, what happened?"
That was the first time in my life that I heard a man's voice so close.
Normally, those people would beat me and scold me, and they wouldn't look at me at all.
But he is different, he did not dislike my ugly appearance, he was not frightened by my face, he did not hate me.
Such a beautiful person doesn't hate me
He must be, an excellent man.
theIt's just that I am lowly and ugly.
If I have the beauty of Sister Peony, maybe I still have the courage to raise my head and take a good look at him.
But I
I only deserve to walk with my head down, so as not to pollute other people's eyes.
During that time, Sister Peony was very strange. She always liked to be alone in a daze, and looked into the distance alone. There seemed to be a little more melancholy in her eyebrows.
Once she went out, and I saw that she hadn't returned for a long time, and I was afraid that something might happen to her, so I thought about going out to find her, but who knew, she just went to find a place where no one was around to play the piano quietly.
But that day, on my way to find her, I met a woman who ruined the rest of my life.
That woman is Cang Ran's national teacher. I didn't know she was a bad person. She was good-looking. Although she was a little bit evil, she talked to me with a smile.
She told me that Mr. Jiang had an accident and asked me to go and save him.
I was so panicked at that time, I ran over in a hurry.
But when I ran into his room, my mind became unclear.
My head hurts.
I feel my body is very hot
Inside the house, it seems that someone has lit the incense
I had no way to control myself at that time, I didn't know what I was doing, I just vaguely felt the temperature of Young Master Jiang
Later, fortunately, the Empress Empress came, so I didn't dirty Mr. Jiang
People like me are absolutely not worthy of him.
But what happened that day made me terrified.
The empress was furious.
In my heart, the empress has always been the fairy sister. That was the first time she got angry at me, and it was also the first time I saw her so angry.
She said something that I will never forget all my life, "Do you think that your low status is destined by God? Why don't you see how much you have abused yourself. Look at what you did just now Things, take a look and see what kind of person you have become."
At that time, I only knew how to cry, I was so scared, I was really scared.
The empress said, "A Ji, when I first met you, I only thought that you would be a good girl, even though your status is low, your birth is unfortunate, your appearance is still flawed, even though you are not a very perfect person. Although not so many people like you, not so many people love you, and not so many people treat you well. But Aji, I always thought that you were kind in your heart, but I never thought you would do such a thing matter."
Ma'am, I'm sorry
I don't regret dying.
At that time, I just felt that I didn't deserve to live in this world, I just felt that I was extremely dirty.
I hate myself so much.
It was the empress who saved me and made me survive, but I let her down so much
I lost the idea of ??living, and accepted all the punishments without hope.
I thought I was going to die.
But when I woke up, someone told me that the empress had saved me.
Empress, what are you doing, you saved the life of the servant again.
If you are like this, what will the servants give you in return
I really want to tell you that the national teacher is a bad woman, and everything that happened that day was due to her bad thoughts
not me¡¡
I did not do it on purpose¡¡
But empress, why are you no longer in this world
Sister Peony is gone, I am the only one alive
I'm uglyit's the extremely ugly Aji. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com