I am the oiran in Huayang Building, and my name is Peony.
I am a courtesan woman, who treats guests with red makeup every day, wears a gauzy skirt, and walks among the patrons on silk curtains.
My mother said, whoever gives more money, I should go to accompany him.
Even prostitutes have hearts, and the smiles under the red curtains are always dazzling, bright and moving.
But every time I look at myself in the bronze mirror in the red sandalwood peony pattern frame, I can always feel the sadness in my expression.
I have become the oiran, the most beautiful woman in this Huayang Building.
Why am I unhappy?
Until one day, such a young man came to Huayang Tower, his eyes were so clear and bright that I had never seen before, he carried a medicine box in his hand, and he was going to see a doctor for his new sister .
I was happy with the young man in front of me, but at that time I knew that I was a prostitute, and I had already fallen into the prostitution that I could not climb.
The last thing a prostitute should have is love.
I can greet people with a smile, undo my nepotism, and charm people, but I can't be emotional.
That boy is definitely not an ordinary doctor, and the new sister is definitely not the daughter of an ordinary family.
The arrogance between their brows is beyond the reach of ordinary people.
Sure enough, I guessed it right.
Not long after, Cang Ran's new successor emperor came to us.
I understood at that time that Huayanglou was over.
The old bustard caught her, and it turned out to be the emperor's woman.
I know that the son who came that day must have known this younger sister.
I know them, I must know them.
If I am lucky enough to survive and stay with this sister, maybe I will have a chance to see him again.
I don't want to see Jun Yan every day, but I only hope to see you again.
Later, I entered the palace with that younger sister.
The Imperial Palace is much colder than Huayang Tower, so Aji and I are careful here day and night, not daring to make any mistakes.
We know in our hearts that we are prostitutes, if we make a wrong move next time, no one will be able to save us. We don't have any backing, all we can rely on is ourselves.
We just want to live a good life.
Sure enough, he was also in the palace.
His name is Jiang Yixing.
Knowing his name, I was happy for several days.
But later, I found out that A Ji seemed to like him too.
A Ji, although she came from a brothel with me.
But she is different from me, I am a prostitute, she is an innocent woman.
I am not an innocent woman
If you lose your innocence and chastity how can you be worthy of a man like him.
So I played the piano secretly. I was in a place where there was no one, holding my own piano, and playing it quietly by myself.
Maybe one day, when the strings of the zither are broken and life is lost, he will look back at me.
I only wish that you can remember my face.
But, I saw another woman in his eyes.
He has someone he loves, and he loves her very much.
I always smile wryly, the fate of people is different after all.
After all, she is such a good-looking, kind, and perfect woman. I was also happy to see her.
Everyone would like a woman like that.
Sometimes, I like to follow Mr. Jiang secretly. I like to watch him move forward, and I like to watch him do anything.
But I knew that I could only hide in the corner and watch him secretly.
I didn't even have the courage to appear in front of him and say a word to him.
All my thoughts are hidden in my own piano sound.
I can only express all my emotions in one string and one tone.
Empress, she understood the sound of my piano. That time I was secretly playing the piano in the corner, and she happened to bump into me.
She read the grief and sadness in my heart.
Empress, do you know that sometimes I even hope that you can treat him better.
I know you don't love him, I know you have other people in your heart, but he really loves you. I really hope that you can treat her better and like him a little bit.
Because only in this way can he be happier.
His smile from the heart, only you can give it.
me too.
Only he can give my happiness. As long as he is happy and smiles, I will be happy in my heart.
But as long as he frowns, my heart will tighten a little.
In my eyes, he is the warmest and most dazzling sunshine in the world.
He is my only light.
But we are always the ones living in the palace.
One day, I saw the Guoshi and his group and went to the courtyard where he lived.
At that time, I guessed that he must be in danger.
Among the group of people I was leading, there was a guard, whom I knew.
? On the day I entered the palace, after being bumped into by him by chance, he has been pestering me all the time.
He took a fancy to my body, I am a prostitute, and I have lost my innocence.
Since he is interested, I can use this to see if I can find a chance to save Jiang Yixing.
I introduced him into an unoccupied corner, and the charm that has been deeply rooted in my bones made me understand this kind of thing naturally.
I carried a drug with me, and he was stunned by me.
I put on his armor, trotted all the way to keep up with the team of the national teacher and his party.
She really caught Mr. Jiang.
I tightly held the heavy sword on my body, and my back was already soaked in cold sweat.
I was scared, really scared.
A prostitute, where has she seen such a big battle?
It's all swords
The sword has no eyes, maybe I will die at any time
But I can't shrink back, I can't run, and I can't let him ignore him.
I must, must find an opportunity to save him.
I want to save him, he cannot die, he must not die.
The national teacher brought him to the palace of the emperor and queen, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
Because I thought that with the Empress here, she would definitely not let Mr. Jiang have trouble.
I thought that with her, I could feel at ease.
Jiang Yixing will definitely be fine. She will definitely ask the national teacher to let him go.
But I never thought that the national teacher, she is not afraid of imperial power at all
It turns out that the national teacher has long lost the heart of military officials.
It turned out that this time, the empress could not save him, and the empress had nothing to do.
What should I do I saw the national teacher put a knife on his neck
Don't kill him
He also said at that time that he told the emperor and empress to leave him alone, and that he would die if he died.
He said his own life was worthless
Mr. Jiang, do you know, do you know how important you are to my heart?
How can you say that your life is so cheap?
You are the most important person to me.
She cannot kill him.
On that day, I did the bravest thing in my life, and I did something that I will never regret in my life.
I will never, ever, ever regret it.
Mr. Jiang, this is voluntary.
I raised the sword in my hand and pointed it at her.
But only I know, I can't hold this sword at all, this sword is too heavy, I don't have the strength to pick it up at all.
I just exhausted my strength at that moment.
But fortunately, fortunately, he survived.
Mr. Jiang, will you remember my face this time?
Mr. Jiang, I am happy with you, I like you.
Never regretted it.
The peony will never bloom again.
The flowers bloom and fall for a short time, and the ground is full of red and returns to silence. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com