She said, "Mingxuan, call Mr. Xiao for me, I have something to say to him."
I nodded in agreement.
I didn't ask her why, and I didn't say any more.
Because the moment I raised my eyes abruptly, I found her white hair under her purple pink and white hat.
That white hair stung my eyes and hurt my heart even more.
Silly girl, you don't have to cover it up. In my eyes, you look good no matter what.
Even if you have white hair all over your head, even if you suffer from burial face.
Yi'er, in fact, we all know it, but we hope that you can spend the remaining days according to your own wishes.
We don't want you to be bored, we don't want you to be a little bit sad.
When you put on a hat to cover your graying hair, all of us are willing to cooperate with you to hide everything.
I used to think, as long as all of us don't say it, and each of us greets with a smile, then you can live a long life
But that's not the case.
She is still dead.
When I was in Jiuyouyu, I lost my memory. You lied to me that I was just an ordinary doctor, and that you would leave Jiuyouyu with me after seven days, and I would open a medical clinic.
But you always call out my name inadvertently, and you call me Mingxuan instinctively.
I knew at that time that you hoped that I would forget everything, you hoped that I would not be so persistent, I knew that you hoped that my whole life would be to open a medical clinic, and I knew that you hoped that I would spend my life in peace.
That is your hope.
So when my memory suddenly recovered, I still pretended I didn't remember anything.
Because I know that if you find out, I have already remembered everything, and you will feel guilty about me.
I don't want you to feel guilty about me, let alone feel sorry for me.
So Yi'er, I'm sorry, I lied to you back then.
Fortunately, you found out later, so I don't have to wear a mask to face you every day.
I used to not believe in lies, but later I discovered that some lies are just to protect a person's life and heart.
Later, we made up this lie.
I don't know when they all knew that you were suffering from burial snow face, maybe when you were in Penglai Fairyland, you always had a headache.
Or maybe it's when you faint again and again, but you never notice it yourself.
do you know? You will suddenly faint.
Every time I see you laughing and laughing beside us one second, but suddenly fainting in front of my eyes the next second, my heart hurts like a needle.
Later, we no longer dare to leave you alone.
We dare not let you go alone, we dare not let you go anywhere alone.
We have never told you all this, we only hope that in all the years to come, we will be by your side, and all we look at are your smiles.
You have to keep laughing.
At the beginning, Xu Zhishi was worried that something would happen to you in the palace, so he tried his best to keep you in a safe place.
Only then did I realize how deep his heart for you was. For you, he was imprisoned by the national teacher.
This is another lie.
It is your Anan, a lie weaved by himself for your safety.
You did not love the wrong person.
I heard you, before you closed your eyes, you called out, "Anan, are you okay?"
Yi'er, he's not good, not at all.
Maybe he has been tortured at this moment, maybe he has been tortured to the point of being unable to move.
He let himself fall into the hands of Master Cang Ran.
The reason is to save you and send you to an absolutely safe place.
We all lied to you.
We didn't tell you that he didn't come to see you because there was no way for him to see you, there was no way for him to leave there, and he was arrested.
So, it's not because he doesn't love you that he's not by your side, so please don't blame him anymore.
He thinks the same as we do, and only hopes that you can live the rest of your life in good health and happiness.
It's just that he accomplished all of this with his life.
I have thought about it?If you can¡¯t let him go, then we will go together to rescue him.
But at that time you rejected me, I know, you have a new plan.
Silly girl, I know you can't be idle.
I have walked a long, long road with you, and that will be the memory I will bury in my heart in the future.
Yier, I will continue to practice medicine.
It's just a pity that no matter how much I study medicine, I still can't cure you well.
Burying Xueyan, what a terrible disease it is.
How could it fall on you
Even the best doctor in the world, Bi Xue, was helpless.
We have thought of many ways, but you are still dead.
Later, I traveled to many places alone, and I want to walk all the scenery you want to see for you.
I want to travel to every corner of the world, and I want to find a medicine that can unravel the buried snow face.
Later, I finally asked about understanding the Fa.
I finally understand why you are afraid that we will know that you suffer from urticaria, and why you don't want us to know.
That day I entered Penglai Fairyland again and met Leng Chenshuang, who told me about it.
It turns out that there is a solution to Zun Xueyan, which is to exchange Pingling between two people, but the person who exchanges Pingling will die.
You are afraid that we will die trying to save you, aren't you?
Leng Chenshuang said, you should know the solution, because he wrote down everything he knew for you.
But Yi'er, you have concealed the only way to save you.
I know I shouldn't blame you, but I will never see you again, and I have no choice but to cook medicine for you and make you laugh. I don't know who I can blame.
After you left, I was alone in this world, met many people, and saved many people, but ah, my heart seems to have been buried with you.
Yi'er, you've been guessing wrong all along.
The life I want to live is not like this.
I am not a doctor who wants to go to the pot to help the world, I just want to be a boy who can make honeysuckle tea for you with my own hands.
I just want to stay by your side. I'm afraid that the medicine others make for you will be a bit bitter. I'm afraid that the honeysuckle tea made by others doesn't add honey.
Maybe staying by your side, I can only do these things.
But these, I am very satisfied.
Perhaps since the scent of medicine and peach blossoms passed by me, God arranged for me to stay by your side and watch over you.
Being able to see you is enough for me.
But now, I can no longer see you.
You want me to serve the world well, well, I will do all of that.
I will do what you want me to do. If you see me in heaven, you will be happy too.
It's just that I can't hear you anymore, you called me Mingxuan.
Yi'er, all I wish is for you to be safe and happy.
If you like it, I will like it.
You are sad, and I am sad too.
In the end, I still lived the way you hoped.
It's just that there is no happiness anymore. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com