The last medicine I cooked for her was honeysuckle tea.
She suffered from Zunxueyan, which is terminally ill.
She still doesn't know that the purpose of my practice of medicine is not to help the world.
Her name is Gu Nianyi, and she is the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion of Wei Kingdom.
When I first met her, she was a little girl of five.
This matter will always be a secret in my heart, and I have never told her.
Yi'er, do you know that when I first met you, it was a cold winter.
When I was young, I was extremely afraid of the severe winter. I was afraid that in winter, the herbs I planted would freeze to death.
When I saw you, there was only one girl behind you.
I only found out later that that girl is called Hongyue, and the two of you have a very deep relationship.
The two of you sneaked out of the house, but you were so young at that time, how did you already have so much courage?
I saw you on the road. At that time, I just felt that you were different from other children. When you passed by me, I smelled a very good smell of medicine.
In the fragrance of that medicine, there is also a touch of peach blossom fragrance.
Yi'er, I know what you did that day. After you arrived at the market in the city, you took Hongyue with you to buy candied haws in the west of the city.
But Yi'er, don't get me wrong.
I really didn't follow you quietly at that time. I followed my uncle that day and happened to pass by all the places you walked by.
After buying candied haws, a carriage suddenly rushed out from nowhere.
I stood by the side of the street and watched you dodge the carriage as you approached me, but did not escape the candied haws shelf that was knocked down by the carriage.
All the candied haws hit you.
Maybe for you when you grow up, those candied haws can't hurt you at all, but you were only a five-year-old child at that time.
At that time, my uncle saw you and hurriedly pulled me over to ask how you were doing.
You are lying on the ground, but you are chewing a candied haws in your mouth, saying vaguely that you are fine.
At that time, I thought, you are very cute.
I was thinking at the time, how could there be such a cute little girl like you in the world.
Your ankle is bruised and I see blood oozing your long dress.
But you still smiled and said it's okay.
Fortunately, my uncle brought a medicine box with him to help you treat the wound.
When I first saw you, I remembered you.
But I know that you at that time must not have remembered the little boy next to your uncle, that is, me.
I stood aside and watched you for a long time.
Later, my impression of you was no longer the fragrance of herbs, nor the faint fragrance of peach blossoms. In my mind, it was all about the girl who was full of the sweet scent of candied haws.
When people are so young, they may not know what liking is.
I was the same then, maybe I was just curious about you, maybe I just wanted to see you again.
So I always deliberately show up at the place selling candied haws in the west of the city, and every time I wonder if I will run into you again.
But since that time, I have never met you there again.
I thought about it for a long time afterwards, is it because you don't like eating the candied haws from that family, or is it because you are afraid of getting hurt there again?
After growing up, I finally figured it out.
It must be because of that injury that your father saw you after returning home, and he will never allow you to go out again.
Yi'er, this is my secret.
I don't want to tell you, because the secret is a secret because only I know it.
It wouldn't be a secret if I told you.
The taste of this secret is very sweet and sweet. Every time when I am sad and sad, I think of this secret buried in my heart, and I feel that there is nothing difficult to get through.
When I met you again, you had already become the queen of Wei Kingdom.
I went to the palace with my uncle as an imperial physician, and my uncle told me one day that this new empress had saved his life.
I know it is you.
But uncle didn't know.
Maybe it's because you grow up and become more and more beautiful. It may also be that the uncle forgot the little girl he helped when he was young, or it may be that the uncle did not dare to see what the queen looks like.
But I still thank you, you saved's uncle.
Yi'er, I have always told you that it was the first time I met you in the palace.
I lied to you, don't blame me, okay?
In my life, I only love you.
the same as you.
In your life, you only love one person.
His name is Xu Zhishi, he is Cang Ran's Nanjia King, and he is the emperor who came after Cang.
Yi'er, you know, whenever you cry because of him, I hate this guy. I hate him and I hate myself for not being able to make you happy.
I just want to make you happy every day, even if you don't belong to me.
But why did you meet him?
He treated you very badly at first, and I kept thinking at that time, why would someone in this world not like you, how could he not like you if you are so nice.
Later I realized that it's not that he doesn't like you, he just buried his love for you in his heart.
When he gave up the pale world for you, I realized how good he is to you.
For you, he is willing to let himself go into the mouth of a tiger.
Yi'er, do you know?
Many things that followed were false.
Many things that have happened since you came to the woods are false.
Many things they tell you are all false.
Sometimes, I want to tell you all that, but I am afraid that you will be hurt by those.
I am afraid that you will be sad, I am afraid that you will be sad.
I am even more afraid that you will take risks at all costs for him.
He is a very smart man, in order to let you stay in the woods at ease, he laid one lie after another.
But those lies are all for your own good.
He is afraid that you will take risks, he is afraid that you will be hurt, and so are we. All of us just hope that you can be well, all of us just hope that you live well, be happy and happy every day.
But in the end, it was not as expected.
I originally thought that I would definitely die before you.
Because I have made all the preparations, I am ready to die for you.
But I didn't expect that you would leave this world before me after all.
How could God be so cruel?
How could he be willing to let you suffer from a terminal illness like Xueyan
Yi'er, I guess you don't want us to cry for you, do you?
Otherwise, you wouldn't have told us nothing
Silly girl, in fact, at that time, we hadn't left yet, and we were standing where you couldn't see us.
You sit quietly on the swing, and a peach blossom falls on your shoulders.
I dare not appear in front of you, because I am afraid that you will see me shed tears.
I know, you don't want us to cry for you.
I know, you don't want to see us cry at all.
right?
But Yier, we can't help it.
That's a lie, something only you don't know.
You were hiding it from us, and we were hiding it from you.
Yi'er, in fact, we all know all about that. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com