I relighted the censer and dusted off the thin dust that fell from the tall shelf.
I made a pot of hot tea and even set up the white jade porcelain cup.
I straightened the slightly crooked round wooden chair, and sat there obsessively smelling the scent of Longyanxiang. Holding the warm stove in my hand, I quietly watched the steam rising from the hot tea.
All of this seemed too quiet and peaceful.
Under the tranquility and peace, there is a storm that I can't imagine.
I have already made hot tea, but I haven't had a sip yet because I have to wait for someone to come back.
I am waiting for that person to come back, and I will pour him another cup of hot tea.
I'm waiting for that person to come back, I'm waiting for his return, the palace is warm now, just enough to wipe away his travel and dust with warmth.
I'm waiting for that boy to come back, I'm waiting for him to come home.
Anan, when will you come back, the tea will be cold.
Gradually, I couldn't see the heat floating on the tea, and gradually I couldn't see the warmth.
My boy, he hasn't come home yet.
I must wait until you come back, I must wait until you come back, before I will drink this cup of tea.
If you don't come back, even if the tea is cold, I won't take a sip.
If you don't come back, I'll just sit and wait for you like this.
Until you are willing to come back, until you are willing to come back to see me, until you are willing to come back and talk to me.
Until you are willing to come back, until you are willing to come back and tell me where you went.
I've been here waiting for you to come back, I've been sitting like this waiting for you to come back, you will definitely come back, right?
This Nanjia Palace was originally your and my home, if you don't come back, it will be empty inside.
This is only me, why leave me alone in this place.
Why don't you tell me why you are leaving.
Why didn't you tell me those things, why did you leave me alone, why didn't you come back until now.
Anan, I don't know, I don't know if I can wait for you
I don't know if I can see you today, I don't know you, will you come back, I don't know where you are now.
Anan, come back soon, okay Come back and stay by my side, okay
Do you know that every time I'm alone, every time I'm alone in this place, I always feel like you're right next to me, I always feel like you're sitting across from me, But I can't see you no matter what, I can't see your figure at all, I can't see your existence at all.
You are not here, you are really not here, I tell myself over and over again, but why, why I still miss you very much.
But we just haven't seen each other for a while
Ah Nan, can you, remember me who is still here.
Can you come back and see me
There is a coldness on my cheeks, I don't know if it's the coldness from the tear streaks or the cool wind, which makes me feel cold.
Anan, this tea is cold too, I still haven't waited for you.
The tea is cold, and the non-returner still has not returned.
You are my boy, you are the one who doesn't return in the palace, you are the boy I can't wait to come back.
? The scene of meeting you for the first time is still vivid in my memory, and it seems like it was still yesterday when I first met you.
But no.
We have been through too much together
In that memory, it seems to be all about you.
You are in the eyebrows, you are in the words, and even the plants and trees around you have your breath.
All of that, just because there is a person hidden in my heart.
When you are in my heart, you will be in my eyebrows, in my words, and in my imagination.
But isn't that the case with all feelings in the world? It's not like I haven't experienced when I can't get enough of love. The pain of not being able to love, maybe everyone will experience it.
No, that's not the case, Ahua doesn't have it, she loves the boy she likes, and the boy she likes loves her like that, what a happy person she is.
What am I sad here again, I just can't see him now, I just can't wait for him to come back now.
He still hasn't come back.
I looked at the pastries and tea on the sandalwood table, and said infatuatedly, "Anan, the hot tea I cookedThe tea is already cold, why don't you come back. "
"Anan, how long do you want me to wait? I feel like I'm waiting for you, and I can't even laugh."
Come back, come back and give me a shoulder to lean on, give me warmth, and give me courage.
Can you come back quickly come back and tell me what to do, can you come back quickly and tell me what I should do now, can you come back quickly, and tell me everything, you Do you know how hard it is for me to wait for you?
I really don't know what to do now, I don't want to just sit here blankly, I don't want to just wait like this, I really want to do something, I really want to do something to change this Everything that is about to happen.
I don't know what to do, but I don't know what I can do.
"Anan, I really want to go back to that time, when I don't have to think about anything. Just beside you, looking at you quietly. I want to go back to that time, just beside you Live, live quietly and peacefully."
I don't want to meet anyone again, I don't want to meet anyone again. I don't want to go anywhere, everything is worthless to you. I really want to give up all of this, I really want to stop thinking about it all, I really want to stay by your side all the time, I really want to just walk with you like this, I really really want to see you, but If you don't come back, you still haven't come back.
You have never returned, and I have never stopped waiting.
I am still waiting for you.
Even if today's hot tea has become cold, even if the birds are about to disperse, I will not leave, and I will not stop missing you.
As long as the sun hasn't set during the day, and as long as the moon is still hanging high at night, I won't stop waiting.
No matter what I encounter, no matter if it is a storm, no matter if it is a storm, I will not.
It's just, it's just that at this moment, you must be well and don't let anything happen.
I am willing to be here, to fight against all things, I am willing to be here to fight against all these storms.
But you must be good.
"Anan, after the storm, will it return to calm?"
"Is the spring breeze in March cold? Does the peach blossom have a hint of cold air?"
"Will the peach blossom be like this hot tea, it will be cold when you wait together?"
I was in a trance, and I sat weakly on the round wooden chair, unable to care about the messy hair in a bun, nor my face without any rouge embellishment.
But why, why did I suddenly hear a sentence.
The voice came suddenly, like a trace of cool fragrance in the bamboo forest.
The voice suddenly sounded, like a songbird returning, and the gentle tone of Yingge Yanyu fell to my ears.
The sound suddenly sounded, like the clear and clear sound of white jade porcelain cups colliding.