I don't know how long I waited for him in Nanjia Palace. He didn't come back for lunch that day.
I seem to be waiting empty in Nanjia Palace, treating someone who does not belong to me.
He never came back, and I don't know where to find him.
Throughout the whole morning, the palace remained calm on the surface, as if nothing was going to happen.
The birds on the branches are still chirping, the withered and yellow leaves seem to be rotting in the dust, and the dancing in the air is the pink that is just beginning to show up when the spring is coming.
Whether it's the sound of sparrows, falling leaves into the dust, or the slightest breath of spring in winter, it all makes people feel in a trance.
At that time, I couldn't even tell whether it was spring or the middle of winter.
I just want to live a good life, but the peace is about to be broken after all.
?I know that this is the case, and I also know that I am powerless to change, and I am also powerless to retreat.
It's just Anan, what is it that made you keep it from me until now?
I always want you to know, I always want you to know that I have never been afraid of anything, whether it is life, whether it is death, no matter what happens, I will not be afraid.
I have never been afraid, I just want to be quiet and be by your side.
Maybe such a day is just unsatisfactory.
That's all.
I was in a daze for a long time, but I didn't realize that there was already a palace man beside me.
The palace maid's face was serene, and she seemed to be at the prime of her youth, she said in a sweet voice, "Empress Empress, a nobleman sent a message just now to ask the girl in Tsing Yi beside you to go to the Hall of Liangchen, and the nobleman also said, please Come back quickly, there is something important that needs to be told to this girl."
I looked at her lightly, and asked softly, "Who is it?"
The people in the Palace of Good Days? Only the mother and the empress dowager are in the Palace of Good Days. The two of them want Su Ji to go back? What did Su Ji go back to do?
Why so suddenly?
The palace servant lowered his eyes and saluted, "The nobleman only let the servants pass on these words. The servants dare not say any more. I also ask this girl to go back quickly. I hope the empress will forgive me. Forgive me for not talking too much. The servants will leave first." .¡±
Su Ji didn't realize it until the palace servant left, and quickly asked, "Who is this? What did she mean by what she just said? Why do you want me to go back now?"
I didn't understand it either, so I said, "I don't know, I've never seen this face before. She should be a new palace maid here, and I don't know who asked you to go back, and I don't know why I want you to go back now, but I seem to be in a hurry."
Su Ji's eyes were blank, and he spread his hands and said, "Then what should I do, what should I do now? Could it be that you are teasing me How can someone be idle and have nothing to do, and let me go back suddenly?" , and they shouldn't say anything important to me, and I don't have anything important. How could they suddenly let me go back? Even if there is something important, they shouldn't let me go back. Just let me go back Well, it doesn't seem to be of any use."
I pondered for a moment, and then said, "Otherwise, you should go back and take a look first. Since she said that, she meant to avoid me. Maybe there will be something important, Su Ji, you should go back now." Let's go."
The reason why I persuade Su Ji to go back is because I know that there will be no danger in Liangchen Palace, and I know that Liangchen Palace is much safer than Nanjia Palace. I know that Su Ji will not be safe if she stays in this place. I know that maybe if she goes back, she might be able to avoid all that.
After all of this, I don't want her to suffer with me. I know it's not safe, so I hope she's fine, I don't want anything to happen to her.
Su Ji said in a daze, "Why, but I still can't figure out what she wants to tell me. Does she mean to let the two of us go back together, or let's go back together. Let's go back and see if they are going back together. If you want to say something, really, why do they make it so mysterious, it is better to say it directly."
I pretended to be tired and said, "Don't think too much, maybe there is nothing wrong, maybe I just want you to go back quickly, I'm a little tired right now, I want to rest first. Just go back and have a look, is there any something important."
"Ah, are you tired now, do you want to go to sleep for a whileum" She hesitated for a moment, then said, "Okay then, go to sleep for a while, I'll go back and see Nothing important. If there is anything important, I ???Come back and tell you. "
I nodded, and replied warmly, "Okay, let's go back quickly."
In Nanjia Palace, I am the only one left.
Looking at the fallen leaves swaying in the wind outside the window, I sighed lowly.
I only hope that the violent storm and stormy sea will strike together when they are not there, and where they are not there.
I am not afraid of wind and rain, nor of wind and waves. What I am afraid of is always that the people around me will be hurt.
Falling leaves are not ruthless, falling leaves just want to leave the big tree, she just doesn't want to drag the big tree down.
The fallen leaves know that they are no longer gorgeous, and they don't want to hang on the high branches anymore, they just want new shoots to replace it.
It just wants the tree to keep its beauty, and it just wants to bear all the decay alone.
It is willing to abandon the good, only willing to let the no longer good self leave.
I quietly wandered in the entire Nanjia Palace, wandering in those places where the two of us once walked together, I quietly walked through the study room, and quietly walked through the sleeping hall. Quietly flipped through the books we had read together, and picked up the memorials scattered on the ground for him.
Even, even if I walked past the place where Ahua's scroll used to hang, I no longer felt any waves in my heart.
Today, looking at the past, I seem to be able to smile a little. It seems that the sadness and sadness in the past have disappeared with the cold wind. It seems that I really only care about life and death now, and I don't care about love and hatred anymore.
Because of life and death at this moment, even I can't grasp it myself. Not only my life and death alone, not just my life and death with them, but the entire palace may be subverted by that vicious woman.
No, not only the entire palace, she can subvert, even the whole world.
My heart is sore, and now I can only watch this happen again.
I gently closed my eyes, and meditated in my heart, the original people are in good health, may the country be peaceful and the people are safe, and may he and the people around me live well.
It is good that the people are healthy, the country is peaceful and the people are safe, and it is good that Cang Ran is fine.
After pondering for a long time, I smiled wryly, all of this, even if I thought about it, I'm afraid it can't be realized.
I am a member of the harem, I am just a woman, I should not have been involved in government affairs. In this world, this country has nothing to do with me.
I shouldn't be thinking about that, I shouldn't be dabbling in that.
Maybe I am not qualified to get involved in these at all, what am I worried about here. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com