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    He looked at me and said softly, "Yi'er, in fact, you should have a better life. You should have the bright moon in the mountains and the stars in the night. Instead of being in this cage day after day."

    I felt a pain in my heart, and slowly raised my eyes to look at him.

    Ah Nan, where you are, how could it be a prison?

    Where you are, all the good things in the world gather.

    A place with you is better than a mountain with a bright moon and a clear spring, and a night full of stars.

    Wherever you are, that is where my heart is.

    But Anan, why didn't you understand the real thoughts in my heart from the beginning to the end

    Why don't you understand what's in my heart

    I remembered that he said just now that the two of us should be honest with each other.

    I looked at him and said slowly, "A'nan, I really don't have any place I want to go, and I don't want to own anything. Now that I have so much, I'm already very satisfied. Besides, I hope,  I hope you can understand that what I want is nothing more than" I bit my lips lightly, I wanted to tell him what I thought in my heart, I wanted to tell him that sentence.

    But I don't know why, when that sentence came to my mouth, I couldn't say it.

    I want to tell him, I want to say, all I want is to stay by your side

    All I want is to be with you all the time

    This is what I want to tell you.

    But whywhy when I clearly decided to tell you all this, why when I decided that I would tell you everything I thought in my heartbut why when the words came to my lips, I couldn't say anything  up.

    Why can't I say that sentence

    I took a breath and said, "Nothing, just like now. Like now, I can see my mother, and I can also see you. I have my friends and relatives by my side.  This is good enough, how dare I ask for anything more.¡±

    What I originally wanted to say is not the case

    What I want to say is because I want to stay by your side all the time

    What I want is to be able to be with you.

    But this sentence, I can't say it.

    With a frown, he said, "Yi'er, as long as you want, you can have it. With us, you can have whatever you want."

    Ah Nan, what I want has become less and less.

    Today, I seem to have nothing to want.

    Now I seem to want nothing to own.

    I just want, I just want to be quiet and live such a quiet life.

    Live like this and be able to see your life every day.

    Now I just want to live in peace and live the rest of my life.

    I just want everyone around me to be fine all the time.

    I just want no one to die.

    I smiled lightly and said, "What I have now is too much, but I really don't have anything I want."

    I am now in the palace of the Pearl, gold, silver and jewels, and I have everything.

    There is no shortage of silk and satin, brocade clothes and silk shoes.

    My close relatives and friends are all by my side.

    When the weather is cold, I don't feel cold.

    When the weather is mild, I can go to the imperial garden to enjoy the flowers and drink tea.

    In the warm and soft spring climate, you can also be accompanied by peach blossoms and have a few drinks with friends.

    Enjoy the sunset at night and enjoy the good time during the day.

    Living a comfortable life all day long, I can see you when I look up.

    Then you can see my happy boy.

    ? Qionglou Yuyu, the spring breeze is warm and soft, and the rich clothes and jade food are not as good as you alone.

    As long as you are here, I can let go of everything.

    All the good things, I have already experienced.

    There are all kinds of flavors in this world, and you are the only one that I will never forget for a long time.

    Now, I really don't want to have anything anymore.

    I came empty-handed, and I can't take anything with me when I leave.

    I have no gold, silver or jewelry in my eyes, nor power, fame and fortune.

    In my eyes, you are the only one.

    Now that you are by my side, I still have all the good things.

    I just hope that youEnough to be safe by my side, not to leave me, nor to abandon me.

    Ah Nan, can you not abandon me?

    Don't say the words that made me leave, okay?

    Don't ask me where I want to go anymore, okay?

    I'm really, really scared, you want me to leave, I'm really scared that you're going to abandon me, I'm really scared, I'm afraid of being deceived by all of you again at the same time.

    Ah Nan, I really just want to stay by your side.

    I don't want to go anywhere except where you are.

    Where you are, even if there is a clear spring in the mountains, even if there is a bright moon in the mountains, even if there are stars everywhere, even if there are all the beauty in this world, I will not go there.  Because in my eyes, you are the greatest beauty in this world.

    You are all I want. In this world, you are the only scenery I long for.

    I just want to live a peaceful and leisurely life like this in peace.

    He looked at me, smiled faintly, and said, "Yi'er, by the way, I just said I would tell you a story, but I haven't told you yet."

    I smiled and said, "I thought what you said just now was the story you told me like that."

    "I'll tell you now. Let me tell you something about my childhood. When I was young, Xu Lingyun was a child prodigy in Cangran Palace. I've told you about this before. At that time, I always  It¡¯s because I¡¯m one point worse than him in everything. At that time, people in the palace always liked to compare the two of us. I¡¯m a competitive person, and besides, it¡¯s rare to meet someone who can  Someone who competes with me. Over time, I can't help but compare myself with him. For example, how fast he recited that poem today, I can't help wanting to recite it faster than him.  For example, how long has he practiced horseback riding and archery today, I want to practice longer than him. For example, if he is suddenly praised by the concubine mother one day, I will try my best to express myself in front of the concubine mother  , let the mother concubine also praise me. Gradually, the mother concubine also saw my changes, and she also saw that I was comparing myself with Xu Lingyun in everything. Later, I finished training with Xu Lingyun  When Archery came back, Concubine Mu said she wanted to talk to me. I still remember that day, Concubine Mu looked at me lovingly and said gently that we should be a family and get along with each other in harmony. She  Tell me that I need to take care of Xu Lingyun in everything. She said that Xu Lingyun is a poor child.  After I grew up, I gradually understood. When Xu Lingyun became more and more violent and ruthless, I began to gradually understand what my mother meant by these words. Xu Lingyun,  A lot has been lost already.¡±

    Xu Zhishi looked at the calm lake, his face was still so calm.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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