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    Xu Zhishi looked at me with a little surprise, and asked softly, "Yi'er, in fact, there is nothing else going on in the palace during this time, and you don't have to worry about those things in the court. There is nothing in the harem either.  What can you be busy with? After all, you are the only one in the entire harem, so you don¡¯t have to worry about it at all. You can just rest and rest. Usually, you can do whatever you want, if you are too free  You can come to Liangchen Hall to talk to my mother and your mother, or take a walk in the imperial garden. Just pay attention to your own safety, you can go wherever you want, just tell me  Enough."

    I just responded lightly and said, "Hmm"

    In my heart, I concealed countless helplessness.

    In fact, what I am afraid of is that I will be idle. What I am afraid of is not what kind of work you will find for me. I am just afraid that I will be idle. I am just afraid that I will have nothing to do. I don¡¯t know what to do all day.  .

    I spoke lightly and said, "A'nan, it's okay, just watch the arrangement yourself."

    But what can I do, and I can't do anything, you can arrange it however you want.

    I can't always ask you to find something for me to do, you are already busy enough, you have to be busy with so many things.

    I can't, I will trouble you again because of my own affairs.

    Anan, you can do whatever you want, you can arrange it however you want, and you can do it as you want.

    Maybe one day I will get used to this kind of life, maybe one day, it will be good to just go on living like this.

    He asked, "Yi'er, are you tired?"

    "Well" I stretched myself, the weather is gloomy today.

    I replied lightly, "It's not that I'm tired, but I don't know what to do or where to go now."

    He looked at me and asked, "Yi'er, do you want to hear a story?"

    I was a little surprised in my heart, but kept my face calm.

    This is the first time he wants to take the initiative to tell me something, this is the first time he wants to tell me something, tell me about the things he wants to tell me.

    Of course I want to hear it.

    Anan, do you know that I really want to talk to you more.  If you are willing to tell me something, of course I will continue to listen.

    As long as you are willing to tell me, I definitely want to hear it.

    I smiled slowly, and said softly, "There is nothing to do at this time, if you want to tell me something, if you want to tell me a story, I am naturally willing to listen."

    "good."

    "I didn't know anything when I was young. At that time, I only knew that I had a very beautiful concubine mother. But my concubine mother would always look at the bright moon by the window in a daze alone. I didn't know that at that time  What are you thinking about. I don¡¯t know why I always feel that there is sadness and sadness in her expression. At that time, I just felt that there was something sad about her concubine, but I never asked her, I never asked her  I would never ask her what she was thinking, and I would never ask her if she was sad because of something. I knew since I was a child that women would hide their thoughts in their hearts."

    He was right, a woman would hide all her concerns in her heart.

    Yin Liangchen was like this in the past, and so is I now.

    "Yi'er, I didn't realize until I grew up that you really can't ask about women's concerns. Every time the emperor comes to Liangchen Hall, every time he asks my mother what's wrong, my mother will be very upset.  I am happy, although my mother still maintains a gentle smile on her face, but I know that she is already unhappy in her heart. Women's concerns should not be asked. But since I met you, I have discovered that some things, just  If you try to guess, you will never be able to guess. If you don¡¯t ask about some things, you will never know. If you don¡¯t tell about some things, no one will know. Sometimes I don¡¯t know what you think in your heart  What, I don't know whether I should ask. I always feel that you sometimes feel a little sad, a little sad. But I don't know why, Yi'er, if you are willing to tell me,  I am also willing to listen. If you are willing to tell me, I will try my best to help you."

    Anan, what you said to me just now is not what I want to tell you.

    These words are also what I want to say to you

    I also want to tell you that if there are some things, you will neverIf you don't tell me, I really will never know.

    In my own heart, I will never be able to figure it out. If you don't tell me what is thinking in your heart, I will never know what I want to do

    Anan, I only hope that you can tell me what you think in your heart.  As it is now, just tell me a little bit.

    I smiled lightly and said, "Anan, I'm really glad that you can tell me what you think in your heart. In fact, I also want to say that if you have anything on your mind, you can tell me everything.  Sometimes I can't figure out what you are thinking in your heart, and sometimes I don't know what you are thinking, so I don't ask more often."

    Xu Zhishi smiled and said, "Maybe sometimes, both of us should be more honest with each other."

    Yes, you are right, sometimes we really should be honest with each other.

    Sometimes, we should all tell each other what we think in our hearts, so that we don't have to expend so much effort to guess.  In that way, I don't have to guess what's on your mind, I don't have to guess what you mean when you said that to me, and I don't have to guess whether you put me in your heart  In fact, if you just let those all tell me, that way, both of us will lose a lot of things.

    In fact, before you told me all this, I never thought, I never thought that you would say such things to me, I never thought that you would want to listen to my thoughts, I thought you had nothing to do with me  I don't care, I thought you didn't care about all my things, I thought what I thought in my heart, I thought I wanted to do something, I thought I was sad, I thought I was sad, you didn't care.

    Sometimes, I really dare not tell you those things, because I don't know whether you want to hear it or not, and I don't know what kind of feelings you have for me.

    I don't know whether you care about me or not, and I don't know what I should do, so many times I dare not say those words at all.

    However, today you told me these words, I seem to have taken a reassurance.

    At least you still care about me, at least you still care about what I'm thinking.

    At least you will still see my sadness and sadness at those times, at least in the future, I can tell you what I think in my heart.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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