She spoke lightly, with deep sadness in her eyes, "I really miss it too."
Go back to the past when the sun and the moon are like the past, back to the past when the mountains and rivers have not changed a bit.
But I also only think that the sun and the moon have passed, and they cannot be chased back.
The only thing we can grasp is now.
It's a pity that this time flies too fast, like quicksand between fingers, like a gust of wind that I will never be able to catch.
See, we just took a nap, and the day passed like this again.
My husband and I have not seen each other for two whole days.
In the early morning, Su Ji and I stood together on the balcony, she frowned slightly, and asked, "Nian Nian, this day has passed"
Yes, the day passed like this again, and I still haven't seen him.
I stood with my hands behind my back, letting the cool morning breeze brush my cheeks, my heart was sore but I showed a look of indifference, "Maybe, he is too busy."
Su Ji was a little annoyed, his eyes were filled with displeasure, and he said, "But it's not hard to be busy for so long, he must not forget that there is a queen in Taoyao Palace, right?"
With deep sadness in my tone, I only whispered, "Maybe."
Maybe he has, forgot that I am still here.
Perhaps from now on, I will always be such a hollow queen.
Perhaps in the future, it will be very difficult for me to meet my own husband.
He is the king of Cangran, the emperor of this world.
I am just the most insignificant grain of sand in this vast expanse of Nuo Da.
In his eyes, he is just one of his thousands of people.
He never pleased me, but I persisted in keeping him in my heart.
Su Ji pouted, grabbed my hand suddenly, and said, "Nian Nian, in fact, you don't have to hold on like this all the time, if you want to see him, you can go to Nanjia Palace to find him. "
He is someone I can meet whenever I want.
He is the emperor of Cang Ran, the king of the whole world.
Where is the one I want to see
Besides, even if I go to Nanjia Palace to find him, he might not be willing to see me.
If he wants to see me, he will naturally come to me.
The fact that he didn't come to look for me at this moment proves everything.
A person who wants to see me will naturally come to me.
I know this truth, and I also know that he doesn't want to see me. I know he also needs to be alone at this time, and so do I. It's just that I can't calm down in my heart. Maybe from the moment we got married, my heart can no longer be calm.
I don't know what he thinks in his heart, and he never told me.
Perhaps there are some words that he never wanted to tell me.
He never told me, and I never knew what was on his mind.
I gave a wry smile, and said softly, "Su Ji, if he wanted to see me, he would naturally come to Taoyao Palace to find me. He didn't come here to see me, so why should I have the audacity to go to him."
"Nian Nian, but obviously you really want to see him"
I sighed softly, and my voice drifted away with the breeze, "Maybe, maybe I really want to see him."
But Su Ji, there are so many things in this world that I can't do.
Even if I want to see himbut there aren't that many things I can do
He does not love me¡¡
Everything I do will be in vain
Su Ji still didn't understand, "If you want to see someone, shouldn't you drop everything and go see him? What's more, now you are in Taoyao Palace, and he is in Nanjia Palace which is so close to you You are so close, why should the two of you suffer so much?"
I smiled quietly, held her hand instead, and said with a gentle smile, "Su Ji, you still don't understand"
She lowered her eyes and stopped talking.
Su Ji raised his head suddenly, and his tone became more firm, "But Nian Nian, I have never experienced such a relationship. But I know, I know that if you love someone, you should love."
I was slightly surprised, didn't she always want me to be with Xu Zhishi in the past
Didn't she always tell me to
Why did you suddenly come to persuade me to love bravely at this time?
When I dare not love
I asked in surprise, "Su Ji, why do you feel so much today?"
Su Ji looked at me helplessly, "I Oh, Nian Nian, I will just say these few words today, if you can listen to them, then listen to them. Besides, I don't know if what I said is right or not. Think about it for yourself, that¡¯s all I¡¯m going to say. Anyway, I don¡¯t know what to do when I encounter such a thing. Anyway, I hope you can cherish the person in front of you. After all, some people can only meet in this life. For once, if some people miss it, they miss it."
My heart was sore, I tried my best to keep my face calm, and said softly, "I know, I naturally want to cherish people who can be cherished. However, some people are quicksand that I can't hold, even if I want to cherish I don't have the qualifications to cherish it."
"How could it be! Now that you two are married, why don't you have the right to cherish him."
I slowly let go of her hand, stood on the balcony and looked into the distance, "Just because we are married doesn't mean we are in love. He doesn't love me, and he will never fall in love."
What he thinks in his heart is always other people.
It was never me, never will be me. We met too late, everything has been missed. When I fell in love with him, he loved someone else.
Su Ji still asked in disbelief, "Nian Nian, are you thinking too much? I feel that he still has a little affection for you. Moreover, even if he doesn't like you now, even if he I haven't fallen in love with you yet, but it doesn't mean I won't in the future. No one can tell what will happen in the future. And you obviously like him so much, you should do something to make him fall in love with you. You can always be with him By his side, let him know that you are always there. One day, even if it is a long-term relationship, there will be feelings. "
?But long-term love, how can it compare to that special liking, my love at first sight for him and my company for such a long time, how can it compare to his special liking for her.
He is willing to find Weiguo from Cangran for Bai Hua, and he is willing to travel to every corner of Weiguo for her.
As long as there is a little news about her, he will go there to have a look.
How much he likes her
But Xu Zhishi Do you know how much I like you.
Forget it, the misfortune in this world will eventually fall on me.
I smiled faintly, and said softly, "Su Ji, let's talk about the future. Now, I just hope to spend every day here, as long as I can spend this life safely and soundly. I will I just hope that all of us can be together all the time, no one has anything to do, and everyone is fine. As for Anan, as long as he is happy, I don¡¯t expect to be able to get him, nor I can't imagine what he will do to me, as long as we are all safe." (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com