Su Ji, I hope your life can be lived happily. I hope you can be with the people you like, where you like, always.
But I also know that all of this will not be as simple as I imagined.
I just hope that you are luckier than me.
Su Ji said warmly, "Nian Nian, don't think so. In fact, although there are many dangers in this place, I may not be very safe staying here, but as long as I can see you every day, I am satisfied. You Don't worry, nothing will happen, nothing will happen. Let's talk about the future, let's get through these few days first, okay? "
I concentrated for a moment, then nodded after a long time, and said softly, "Okay, let's spend these few days well first. Just tell me where you want to go in the future. What do you want to do, Just tell me, okay?"
She smiled and said, "Okay, okay, just don't worry, it will happen."
The two of us walked together in this Taoyao Palace, she was slightly surprised, and asked, "Nian Nian, the layout of this Taoyao Palace is all arranged by the emperor alone?"
I looked at the scenery and said, "I don't know too well, the two of us haven't seen each other for a whole day. He never mentioned to me the layout here, nor did he mention anything about this palace. things, so I don't know about them at all."
Su Ji was shocked after hearing this, "I never mentioned it before? How could it be like this? Aren't you already married, and the last time I saw you two were fine, you won't have any conflicts, right? Nian Nian You two can't do it, how could it be possible that you haven't seen each other for a day. And for such a big matter, he should at least discuss it with you, this is where you will always live in the future. "
There was only a trace of coolness in my heart, but my face was still calm, and I replied in a low voice, "I don't know, we really haven't seen each other all day, and he hasn't come to me either."
She was stunned for a moment, still surprised, and said, "How did this happen? Did you two quarrel?"
I nodded, trying to keep my face calm, "Maybe, it seemed a little unhappy last time."
She held my hand tightly, frowned and asked, "Nian Nian, you have only been married for a few days, and this is the third day, why are you starting to have conflicts? When two people are together, Although it is said that there will always be some conflicts, but you are too fast. And it is only the third day of marriage, how can you not see each other all day."
When I heard her say this, I felt a little flustered for a moment, and said, "Forget it, let's do it like this, don't mention him. I really don't know what he thinks. Besides, it's not that we two got married. Both of us are willing, I'm just wishful thinking. He only married me so that Ah Hua wouldn't have to marry into the palace."
Su Ji seemed to be a little disbelieving and said, "But I think, he looks at you with a look of concern. In fact, he is still very good to you. If he really doesn't have any feelings, he will It¡¯s impossible to prepare such an exquisite palace for you.¡±
All that is left in my heart is bitterness. How can I not feel it if a person loves me or not.
I can feel that his heart is not with me, and I can also feel that this exquisite and magnificent palace is not prepared for me.
Su Ji, he doesn't love me, I know it better than anyone else.
Even if I want to deceive myself, even if I want to make myself not believe this fact.
I said in a low tone, "Forget it, don't mention him anymore. Let's go in and have something to eat. If he wants to see me, if he wants to talk to me, he should come to me by himself. If he doesn't come, then It's just that he really doesn't want to come. Don't worry about him, just let nature take its course, and now in this palace, don't you still accompany me. "
Even though I really want to see him, even if I already miss him very much, but I know she doesn't want to see me. I know he never had me in his heart.
All I know is that no matter what I do, these facts cannot be changed.
If he doesn't love, he doesn't love.
Su Ji looked at me with some pity, and distressed in his tone, "Nian Nian. In fact, there are many, many people around you, you still have your mother, you also have that Mr. Jiang who likes you very much, of course. You still have me."
In my eyes, whether it is Su Ji, mother, or Jiang Yixing, they are all very important to me.
However, I never had him.
I was bitter in my heart, but it turned into a smile on my face, "Okay, okay, let's stop talking, I'm fine now."
She looked at me, sighed helplessly, and said, "Let's go, let's go and eat something delicious."
The two of us walked into the hall and ate some food in the west room.
In the afternoon, the two of us rested together in the palace.
I lay on a soft couch with her, and the two of us talked about the past together.
"Nian Nian, it's been a long, long time since the two of us have talked together like this."
"Yeah, it's been too long. When the two of us were in Weiguo, we only knew how to play happily all day long. The two of us only knew how to sneak out all day long. I'm happy, now that I think about it, it was really beautiful at that time."
Su Ji sighed softly, "It feels like it was just yesterday. But when I suddenly think about it, it seems like a long, long time has passed."
"Yeah, sometimes I think the same way. Sometimes it feels like we can come back to the time we used to be. But in fact, everything can't go back. Everything is different from before. "
"Nian Nian, it's okay. Look at me, there is nothing now, isn't it still the same?"
"Su Ji, you still have me."
"Okay, okay, don't say such tiresome words, we will all be well in the future, we will, right?"
"Most definitely."
"Nian Nian, you have been staying here now, haven't you thought about going to other places? Do you still want to go to those places you really want to go again? I mean, if you can leave this place, you can go to those places you want to go place, where do you want to go?"
But Su Ji obviously has no such ifs.
All of them, there are no ifs.
"At this time, I think about where I want to go, and I can't think of it. It seems that there is no place I particularly want to go. The places I particularly want to go have disappeared now, and they no longer exist."
"Do you want to go back? Back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, or to Jinxiu Palace?"
"I want to go back to the past."
The past I want to go back to is the past when all the people are still by my side.
The father is here, and so is the elder brother.
At that time, our Wei Kingdom was still doing well.