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Chapter 176

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    Maybe you don't want anything in return at all, maybe you don't need anything at all, you just want him to be happy, you always want to give him all the happiness you can give.

    But he didn't want it at all, he didn't want anything.

    But you are always humble and want to do something.  I don't know when it started, maybe from the first moment I saw him, the first time I saw him, it was decided like this.

    You want to give him everything you can give.

    I want to give him all the good things I have seen, and I want to give myself, my favorite thing, away from him.

    You are willing to do anything you can for the person you love, but he doesn't need it at all.

    He doesn't want it at all.

    As long as he is happy, he is happy, you are willing to do many, many things, everything, without exception.

    Because in your eyes, he is the whole world.

    But Gu Nianyi, what kind of person are you, how can you put your hatred behind him, who is obviously a Cang Ran person, who is clearly Cang Ran's Ninth Prince.

    Why on earth did I do this, my father and elder brother died in front of me.

    I saw my father and elder brother leave me with my own eyes, and my dearest people left me, forever and ever.

    And how can I put my enemy, the person I should hate, in such an important position.

    How could I think about him like this every day.

    I couldn't help but murmured in a low voice, "It has nothing to do with me."

    Xu Zhishi glanced at the master and Lu Huan over there, and said softly, "The people over there are your people, right?"

    I numbly nodded, "Yes."

    Xu Zhishi turned around and said coldly, "In that case, please don't delay my search for herbs here, and please don't tell others that I'm here."

    What kind of person am I in his eyes? He still doubts me and will tell others his whereabouts.

    In his eyes, what are the important times and what are the important people.

    Perhaps in his eyes, the time with Bai Hua is the most favorite and most important moment in his life.

    Perhaps in his eyes, the most important person is Bai Hua.

    In his eyes, she will never be forgotten.

    Xu Zhishi, when will you take a good look back, I am always behind you.

    No, forget it.

    After all, if you don't love me, everything I do is futile.

    If you can't love it, I am one too, and what you promise is also a person who can't love it.

    You love Bai Hua, but Bai Hua loves her brothers from the north and the south.

    The person you love won't love you either, she never will.

    And you will never think of me.

    "Yi'er"

    Suddenly, a deep male voice interrupted my thoughts.

    who is it?

    Who is calling me?

    Xu Zhishi said coldly, "Turn back."

    who is it?

    I looked back and saw Jiang Yixing's figure. After all, he found me.

    His eyes seemed to contain infinite sadness and sadness. For the first time, his eyes avoided my gaze.

    Jiang Yixing's voice was very low, so low that it was hard for me to hear what he said, "Yi'er, what are you doing?"

    What?  what am i doing

    Yes, what am I doing.

    Originally, I shouldn't be like this.

    I shouldn't have encountered these things. If I hadn't encountered them, I wouldn't have thought of so many things.

    In my mind, I will never forget that day when countless army ants rushed towards me. He pulled out his sword and blocked all the army ants in front of him. Maybe if I touched one of them, I would die on the ground.  There,

    He took me out of that dangerous place that day, and he saved my life that day, but broke my heart.

    Maybe I realized it later, but he doesn't love me after all.

    Nothing can change it.

    Jiang Yixing stood beside me quietly, he didn't look at me, his eyes always avoided me.

    What's wrong?

    I asked softly, "Mingxuan, what are you doing?"Are you coming?  "

    Mingxuan, why are you here again?

    Mingxuan, why did you come to my side again.

    Jiang Yixing's voice seemed to be mixed with a lot, and he seemed to say helplessly, "Yi'er, I'll come and find you."

    Find me back?

    I just wanted to get some air.

    I just didn't want to see Lu Huan bickering with Master and Leng Chenshuang, so I came out to get some air.

    Why are you going back again?

    What's wrong?

    I don't want to go back and watch them quarrel, but I'm standing here, Xu Zhishi is also here, he said it just now, and I will delay his search for herbs.

    In this case, I might as well leave directly.

    I looked at Xu Zhishi, his eyes were looking in the direction of Master and Lu Huan at the moment, he frowned, and suddenly looked at me.

    There seemed to be a trace of worry and panic in Xu Zhishi's expression. It seemed that he was just looking there quietly, "Why are Nanbei and Emperor Cangran here? Also, is she also  coming?"

    "What?"

    she?

    The person he mentioned must be Bai Hua.

    Xu Zhishi, you want me, you want me to leave quickly, but why do you ask these questions.

    You are concerned about her, you want to know if Bai Hua is here, you are afraid that she will encounter some danger when she comes, this place is very dangerous, very dangerous.

    So even if you saw Nanbei and saw the old man with white beard coming here, you would think that she had come here too.

    It turns out that you, who speak so coldly, will be so flustered sometimes.

    Sure enough, if you love someone, you will lose your sense of proportion because of her.

    Sure enough, the result of loving someone is like this, and all loves that cannot be loved are like this.

    Xu Zhishi, have you tasted my sadness, my pain?

    However, why do I feel so uncomfortable and painful at this moment.

    I suppressed the emotions in my heart, and said in a low voice, "That's right, it's Bai Hua. Don't worry, Bai Hua and her brother are both in the ten-mile peach forest, and everything will be fine. She didn't come here, we are the only ones here."  gone."

    Xu Zhishi breathed a sigh of relief, he whispered, "Oh, that's good."

    She is so important to you.

    I turned around, looked at Jiang Yixing, and whispered, "Let's go back."

    I followed Jiang Yixing to this piece of grass, ready to go back.

    I thought about it, and looked back at him again, I really wanted to see him again.

    I really want to, turn around and look at him again.

    After all, maybe this time, we will never see each other again in the future. For some people, the meeting we meet will be the last time in our lives.

    The two of us are on different paths and may never see each other again.

    When we meet again, he is him, maybe I still miss her.

    But we will never be able to, forever and ever.  I understand it in my heart, but I never dare to accept it, but I always deceive myself, but I always let myself fall into deeper, deeper and greater sadness.

    I should have given up a long time ago, I should have given up on him long ago, I should have let myself forget him long ago, but why did I, why did I let myself do this, I should be fine, because I understand that we will never be able to.

    Maybe it was the last time I met him, maybe we will never see each other again, maybe, he also felt uncomfortable because he couldn't see her.

    But these have nothing to do with me.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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