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Chapter 175 Snow Lotus

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    People who can't love are willing to become humble, but they still can't get any good results.

    Xu Zhishi didn't answer my question, he said flatly, "Penglai is very dangerous."

    I moved my eyes to other places, and now I don't even have the courage to look at him.

    He looks very good-looking, but I don't want to remember his appearance anymore.

    I dare not remember him anymore, dare not touch the memory of the past.

    He doesn't love me, I can't be more clear in my heart.

    It's just that I often deceive myself.

    Forget it, thinking about it so much just adds to the sadness.

    I whispered, "Aren't you here too?"

    Xu Zhishi's voice sounded faintly, "I'm here to find a medicinal herb."

    I hurriedly asked, my tone full of worry, "Are you sick? What's wrong?"

    My voice gradually lowered. He was looking for medicinal materials, but what kind of injury did he suffer?

    A trace of astonishment flashed in Xu Zhishi's eyes, what happened to him?

    Yes, he was looking for medicinal materials, what kind of injury did he get, and what does it have to do with me?

    I am me, he is him.

    He was injured, it was his business, it had nothing to do with me, why did I say that.

    It has nothing to do with me.

    What he needs is not these, because I am me, and it is me that he will never care about.

    He will never care about me no matter how much I care about him.

    In any case will not

    But Xu Zhishi, how can I control that involuntary worry?

    Xu Zhishi

    But my emotions will never have anything to do with you, because in your eyes, I am nothing.

    No matter how many times I experience heartbreak and sadness at night, no matter what happens to me, no matter how I am, it has nothing to do with you.

    Regardless of my birth, old age, illness or death, no matter how sad I am.  How I miss, how I can't wait to let myself leave this world.

    No matter how humble I am, no matter how painful I am, even if I die, it has nothing to do with you.

    Because in your eyes, I am nothing.

    It's such a pain not to love, you can never wait for him to love you, but you can never let go.

    Why, let me feel the warmth once.  Let me have, had fantasies about you.  Let me once, put you in such an important position.

    When will you know, no, you will never know.  Because you don't care at all, and you never will.  Never will, I am nothing.

    Leng Chenshuang loves my mother, so he has been waiting for her all the time.  But the she he was waiting for was already married as a wife.  He will never have her, he will never have her, he will never wait for him.  But he has been persistently waiting.  Those who cannot love are the most painful.  It must be very painful for him to wait for so many years.

    Luluo has always been by Leng Chenshuang's side, she is so persistently waiting for Leng Chenshuang.

    But Leng Chenshuang will never have her in his heart.

    Because he doesn't love her, the person he loves doesn't love him, but he doesn't love the woman who loves him.

    People are always like this, obviously they can have happiness and joy, but let their heart always be reserved for that person.

    Although that person doesn't love himself, but he has fallen in love with that person, there is no way to forget it.

    Sometimes love is beautiful, very beautiful.  I still believe that love is great and great, but love will never come to me again, because I am me, and I love someone who will never get it.

    When did I realize that I fell in love with him?

    No, the moment I first met him, I was very happy.

    The moment I met him, how could I forget that scene, it was so beautiful, how could I forget it.  However, if I don't forget, it will only be my torture.  He could never remember, he was soon, no, he never remembered.  To him, I may not even be as good as a passer-by.

    However, in my mind, I have engraved so many unforgettable moments and so many profound scenes.

    I will never, ever forget that at the moment of life and death, he was by my side.  At the moment when the Army Ant Company attacked, at the moment when I thought I was going to die, he was standing in front of me.

    I used to think that weThe two can be regarded as living and dying together.  But it turned out that this was just wishful thinking on my part.  Maybe he just regarded it as a trivial matter, a trivial matter, but I thought it was such an unforgettable thing.

    Everything, all those moments that are important to me, are just a passing cloud to her, maybe he never remembers them.

    However, in front of the crabapple flowers, I also felt his warmth.

    However, he also spoke to me very gently.

    However, he stabbed me in the chest and saved my life.

    However, he is Cang Ran's Nanjia King, Cang Ran's Ninth Prince.

    And I am Gu Nianyi, the daughter-in-law of Wei Kingdom's Prime Minister's Mansion.

    Just because he is Xu Zhishi and I am Gu Nianyi.

    But Xu Zhishi, in my mind, I always think back to the warmth when you quietly appeared beside me when I was in Jinxiu Palace, and the heartbeat that I slipped away quietly in the pavilion next to Xuanning Palace.

    It's ridiculous, I thought at the time that we couldn't be together, because I was the queen of Wei Kingdom, and I was the daughter of the Gu family.  I have to bear the responsibility of taking care of my family and the responsibility of Weiguo.

    So at that time, I thought that because of those responsibilities, I couldn't be with him.

    But he never has. In his eyes, I am just an ordinary one among all living beings.

    The one where nothing ever happens.

    Really ridiculous.

    Even at that time, if I wasn't the queen of the Wei Kingdom, or the daughter-in-law of the Prime Minister's Mansion, he wouldn't fall in love with me, and he wouldn't put me in a special position.

    Once, how ridiculous I thought.

    I looked at him quietly, and he just stood there.

    There were marks on his hands that had just turned over the grass on the ground. I asked softly, "What herbs are you looking for?"

    Xu Zhishi's tone was emotionless, "You haven't seen the herb I'm looking for."

    I said softly, "I have studied medicine for a while, maybe I can help you, just tell me, and I can help you find it. In this way, you can find it soon."

    His voice was still cold and clear, "You haven't seen it before."

    I insisted, "Maybe I have seen it, but if you don't tell me, I will never see it."

    Xu Zhishi whispered, "Xue Xinlian."

    Xuexinlian?

    In this climate, how could there be snowdrops?

    No, what he was talking about was Xue Xinlian.

    Xuexinlian?

    Xuexinlian should also be a herb that is only available in winter.

    I asked softly, "What does Xue Xinlian look like, you tell me what it looks like, and I'll just go and look for it."

    Xu Zhishi said lightly, "It has nothing to do with you."

    Yes, all of this has nothing to do with me, why is it still like this, why, he himself said that it has nothing to do with me.  Why do I still want to help him find herbs.

    People who can't love, but always think about what to do for the person they love.  But that person doesn't need it at all, doesn't want it at all, that person doesn't need it at all, no matter how much you do, no matter how much you give, you won't get any return.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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