"Tell me your story. If I think it's good, I'll share my story with you, and we'll become best friends." Meng Ziyue looked at me with interest, and tugged at the coat she was wearing .
But at this moment, I was completely pulled into the quagmire by the memory of the past, unable to breathe.
"This is not an inspirational story." I smiled.
Some people say that love is like a blank sheet of paper, our respective shortcomings are like the writing on it, even if there is only one stroke, no one will notice the purity underneath the writing. Because people are inherently independent creatures, different concepts are imposed together, and the mixed feelings cannot achieve the expected purity. magnified until it is irretrievable.
I always think that loving someone is heavy and complicated, but liking someone is happy and simple, not because I have any noble consciousness to interpret the meaning of this sentence, but because I have really loved , but also had a fascinated love.
The end of my college life was also the beginning of the rupture of my beautiful life. The woman I loved the most betrayed me and followed the big boss in the entertainment industry who was making money every day. And I, a defective product in the academic society, naturally became part of the "good man" and "best memory" in other people's hearts.
From the moment she turned around, I understood the humbleness of love, and I also knew how cruel reality is. It can not only change a person's destiny, but the terrible thing is that it can also change a person's original intention.
I also foolishly wanted to get back this relationship, but along the way, humiliation, ridicule, persuasion and even bitter words appeared in front of my eyes more and more times, until one day I was in heartbreaking pain After a while, I realized that no matter how much I miss the things in the past, they will never come back.
In this way, my life seemed to be thrown into the ice cave in an instant, and I lost my previous motivation to make money by singing. Every day was like a walking dead, with no purpose and no persistence.
Some people say that a man needs a woman to mature. Only then did I realize the true meaning of this sentence and sympathize with the person who summed it up. Maturity does not refer to age, nor how smooth you are in the world, but whether you still have expectations in your heart.
Life is like a sinusoidal curve with alternating peaks and valleys, where there are high altitudes there are low valleys, but after passing through the low valleys, there is a vast sea and sky again
Just like that, I met another girl in my life. But when I mention her, I always have a hint of imperceptible helplessness. She is always hovering between the goddess and the heroine.
We got acquainted in the bar, we went from strangers to familiarity, from mutual contempt to sharing weal and woe, and finally got together by bumps and bumps, although the days like that were very short.
"It seems that she chased me first"
There was a smile on the corner of my mouth.
"What?" Meng Ziyue looked at me inexplicably, turned her cheek slightly, and put her soft little ears in front of me.
"Nothing" I sighed and stopped talking.
"Can't you say it again? It's a man!" Meng Ziyue raised her fist in dissatisfaction and hit me.
All the good things worth our efforts are too short-lived, and the love between me and her seems to have been uprooted before it sprouted. I came out of the hospital after suffering for a long time, but I didn¡¯t see her again when I got home. She disappeared in my life like a beautiful meteor, dazzling, but flashed by. .
There are too many memories of her in this room She played the guitar and she hummed a ditty, she said she didn't like it or didn't like it, but she secretly ate the breakfast I gave her. The night I watched a horror movie, and that sentence I hope we meet by chance
At that time, I finally realized what it means to laugh and cry For her, I can love so humblely.
"Actually, in front of love, everyone is a coward." I said with emotion.
"It's just that you are a coward." Meng Ziyue didn't show any affection, "If it's me, it doesn't matter what your reason is, first find someone to talk about."
I nodded and leaned against the back of the hospital bench.
I have always believed in one thing, she naturally has her reasons for not looking for me, and then the appearance of her and that handsome guy completely broke all my dreams.
You can't imagine that the lover you miss day and night is walking with other people, talking and laughing, but the first thing that emerges is no longer anger, because longing has already defeated any other emotions.
I just remember that day I put the person who was many years ago? Lost it all, hurt your body, broke your heart, everything changed.
"Brain is a good thing, but unfortunately you don't have it." Meng Ziyue stood up and moved her body, pointing to me and said, "You doubt her, which means you don't love her enough. If it is true love, will there be doubts? What's more, you have experienced it together. After so much, don¡¯t you even have the most basic trust?¡±
"You're right, I'm too stubborn." I looked at Meng Ziyue who seemed to feel the same way, and said with a smile, "Maybe I still haven't improved after so long, and I have already given up on myself."
Meng Ziyue reached out and pinched my face, dissatisfied: "Be a little more confident and sunny, ok? My boss Yang!"
Later, fortunately, the misunderstanding was resolved, but I could clearly feel that the distance between us was different from before. It seemed that there was some force controlling our feelings. She and I also had a tacit understanding. We stopped talking about being a couple, and slowly, we seemed to be friends again.
Although we have always comforted each other with friends, my heart told me, Yang Chen, you don't want such a friend Rather than being friends, it's better to have a good time with each other. Maybe, I'm selfish.
"In fact, I still agree with this point. Couples who break up and become friends are really asking for trouble for themselves." Meng Ziyue spread her hands with a look of understanding, "This relationship is the foundation of your respective future lives* If you don¡¯t blow it up, you will use it, and once it¡¯s blown up, it¡¯s amazing.¡±
I couldn't help being amused by her, this description is very apt, very purple.
Having experienced so much, met so many people and things, I plan to give up, because just like my mother used to ridicule my academic performance - I am really not that material.
"give up?"
"give up."
"No regrets?"
"No regrets."
Meng Ziyue pouted, sat back beside me, stretched her waist and said nothing.
The fate between me and her is really here. After this summer is over, I will go home and develop. The stubbornness of the past has been exhausted. Buying and selling, or even being a small worker, would be a good choice.
In the face of reality, what is a promise?
"Even if I can become a candle, at least I have illuminated others, but at present, I can't even count as that bit of wax oil. Not only did I burn myself out, but I also burned others."
Meng Ziyue bent down and laughed amused by my metaphor, but covered her mouth for fear of disturbing the rest of the patients in the ward.
"Is it that funny?" I looked at Meng Ziyue, who was barely holding back her smile for a long time, speechlessly, "It's your turn to fulfill your promise."
"Then what will you do when you go home, who will you marry?"
"Let's see who can take a fancy to me."
"Can you recommend yourself?" Meng Ziyue started her usual trick again, seeing that I was unmoved, she muttered "boring", and said again: "Then let me recommend one to you."
"who?"
"I think Zhang Li is pretty good, especially after your hero saved the beauty, I think this girl seems to be a bit interesting to you." Meng Ziyue pretended to be very serious and looked at me.
"Then I'm really thanks to you!" I rolled her eyes and didn't bother to talk to her, "I'll go back if I don't say anything."
"You are so boring, no wonder no one is looking at you" Meng Ziyue took a deep breath and said, "But you have to make an agreement with me for three chapters, otherwise we won't talk about it."