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    Some people say that fate is like a tree swaying in the wind, with constant thoughts and choices.

    I never thought that I would still have the right to happiness while lying on the bed at this time.  Perhaps this is fate's grasp of fairness or injustice for a person, and a delicate balance is always maintained between gain and loss.  And the so-called karma meeting is nothing more than a joke made by the heavens. If it succeeds, it is a marriage.

    I don't know what kind of state my inner emotions are at this time. Sometimes I feel relieved, but most of the time I am still flustered.

    Ever since I chose to be with Su Xuefei, my life seems to have turned from confusion to a new life. During this process, I have experienced struggles, and I am reflecting and realizing every day. Whether my choice is right or wrong, and this seems to be forever  A puzzle that cannot be solved.

    Without language, Goddess Su became the main bridge for me to talk to other people. She is so understanding and has a high degree of tacit understanding with me. She can always say what I mean completely and accurately on the phone.  Her goddess-like tenderness.

    I originally planned a special Christmas marketing, but after all, I have lost the power to do something like this, so I can only silently look at the busy Yang Xiaoyu and the Christmas decorations.  All kinds of colored lights lit up.  Sitting in the cold drink shop silently drinking the "good medicine" drink that Yang Xiaoyu personally made for me, I smiled knowingly, but there was a bitter taste in my mouth.

    Goddess Su and I just sat quietly in the store on Christmas Day, watching the bustling crowd and a large number of customers who were attracted by publicity and programs. Of course, there were many familiar faces, Zhang Tongtong and her  To help the little classmates, Baisheng that wonderful boy and Sister Rose, who I haven't seen for a long time.

    During the day, seeing everyone busy in the shop helping to decorate the cold drink shop, without so many so-called interests and without mainstream praise from the world, I was suddenly moved, as if Su Xuefei was with me at this time.  The feeling around me is also like wearing a scarf knitted by my mother for the first time when I was a child, warm and real.

    Time passed, and in the blink of an eye, it was night, which was also the most noisy time in Yichun. The cold drink shop finally won the first time since the beginning of winter that it was full.  Several beautiful waitresses wearing sexy and bright red short skirts appeared one after another instantly detonated the enthusiasm of the audience. I smiled helplessly but was also convinced by Yang Xiaoyu's fashionable ideas. Perhaps this kind of society needs such a rhythm.

    The business of the cold drink shop is very good. Combined with the strength of the surrounding small shops, everyone is singing and dancing in rented clothes. The warm atmosphere has set off wave after wave of marketing in the cold drink shop.  I know that this event was actually very successful. Although I didn't participate in it later, and I couldn't enjoy the fun of conceiving ideas together, I still feel very satisfied.

    People in this world always live for some illusory things, and the pursuit of these means paying the same price. For money, one must be deceived by money, for love, one will be deceived by love, and for beauty, just like me  lost what should have been a wonderful life.

    Occasionally, I will suddenly feel lost and crazy, but I can't say a decent word, and this feeling that no one can understand makes me even more bitter and even cry.  A person hides in a dark corner and struggles anxiously, thinking, but can't even find a direction to refer to. He can only sleep in pain, regret in sadness, and look forward to in sorrow.  Fortunately, I still have Feifei with me.

    I gently squeezed Su Xuefei's fingers, and pointed out the window under her calm and gentle eyes.

    Pulling Su Xuefei out of the cold drink shop, we once again came to this road of origin that I gained and lost a lot. The whole street can be said to be brightly lit at this time, and there are as many pedestrians on the road as a street corner in summer night.

    Su Xuefei took my hand and said softly: "The store's business is really good today. It would be great if it could be like this every day."

    I nodded, but felt a little bitter in my heart.  In fact, all these achievements have nothing to do with me. Apart from having the word "boss" on my name, I have not even fulfilled my responsibilities, not to mention my obligations.

    I became a nominal couple with Goddess Su, which made me feel sorry for her from the bottom of my heart. I can't help but make her understand love wrongly, and it is more likely that she will follow the wrong person.

    The road of life will never be smooth, but in the ups and downs, there will always be people who are devastated. I used to despise this kind of people who gave up their life and ideals the most. I was proud of my singing memories, but now I am  Really understand why life can make a person change, and it can even make a person give up the motivation to live, because at this time you will never know what you will face in the future.

    After going through such a thing, I seem to understand Zhang Jiaxin's thoughts at the beginning, and I can finally understand the pressure in life.What is the taste of unavoidable bitterness.  Sometimes life is like this, it's up to you to choose the direction, but we always go the wrong way, and only when we turn back and go the other way do we realize that maybe that side is better.

    I don't want to be a useless person, and I don't want to be a person who everyone calls "a useless person". But sometimes we can't do anything when we face difficulties, because you will find that there is a huge bar behind the hard work, inside the bar  We can't help shutting down the darkness that can consume all our perseverance, and the despair that accumulates over time.

    Life is like this, life is even more like this, but even so, we still have to live strong, because there is her, there are also them, there is love, and there is pursuit.  Sometimes, living is no longer for oneself.

    I stopped to help Su Xuefei straighten the scarf around her neck. Although I couldn't say anything, there was an emotion that didn't need you to say anything.

    Such an accident may change my life soon, but I understand that even if life is changed, there are many things that will not change, like the understanding of love, like the beauty of the past, like those who are no longer  People who don't come back.

    Walking on this road, what we look forward to is never the beautiful scenery in front of us after escaping from the dead, but the short but beautiful process of being redeemed.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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