Unknowingly, such a "weekend lover" lived for more than a month. While enjoying the passion given by Ouyang Yu, I felt more and more guilty towards Xiao Xin, struggling on the edge of love and sex. I found that I have gradually fallen in love with Ouyang Yu, and it is more of a responsibility and guilt for Xiaoxin. In this Sex and the City, when weak people encounter intense sex, everything will roar like a flood breaking a bank. Her appearance was purely accidental. These two people who were lonely in heart met at the right place at the right time. It was hard for the story to happen.
It was Tuesday, a normal working day. In the afternoon, I received a message from her, "Let's have dinner together, okay?"
Of course I was happy, and I couldn't wait to agree. In fact, I don't want to be with her only on weekends. I hope to have more time with her. Even if I don't go to bed, I hope to feel the tacit understanding, the happiness, and the long-lost romance. .
Romance is what people feel when they are in adolescence. People who are a little older have basically never enjoyed romance, but are enjoying waste¡ªroses, candlelight dinners, high-end entertainment venues, extravagant gifts, etc. , These are basically what adults call "romance", just like the sentence in "Crazy Stone" "Waste romance first". In fact, I still like the romance of adolescence. There is no rich material cushion, only the warmth of the flowers and the pure psychological satisfaction. I am enjoying this renewed romance, and I want to hold on to it desperately, and do it again heartily. And she is the same as me, in today's society full of copper smell, she wants to grasp the feeling that she has never had before. In the evening, we all came to a Chaozhou porridge shop behind Grand Hyatt according to the agreed time.
"It's been so long, I still don't know your name?" she asked.
"Didn't I tell you my name is David?"
"I mean your real name. Show me your ID card." She said domineeringly.
"Hehe, I didn't bring it. Let me show you the temporary residence permit, but you also have to show me your ID card."
"No problem." She was always so straightforward, and we didn't really know each other's name until we had been in bed for almost two months.
After finishing the porridge, we held hands and came to the park in the middle of the street, sat under a tree deep in the park, and cuddled together. Sweetness, tenderness, joy, and laughter echoed over the park. We tasted this happiness carefully, for fear that it would disappear too soon. In the dark night, we felt all these with our hearts, and even the last parting moved the sky. Weeping¡ªit was raining, and I got caught in the rain and caught a cold, but if I could have such nights every day, I would rather catch a cold than be worth it.
Xiaoxin finally found out that I was dating another woman, and I took the initiative to confess, but I concealed the truth, and only said that ordinary friends were chatting together, but her heart was already filled with jealousy, and she did not make a big fight Dabao, as always, got along with me day and night, but, since then, I have never spent weekends with her. Always looking for various excuses to date Ouyang Yu, enjoying the double satisfaction of sex and love.
Ouyang Yu reminded me, "I don't want you to be with me all the time on weekends. Although I really want to be with you, you should also spend some time with your girlfriend, and you shouldn't neglect her." She is also a woman , It can be seen that she has compassion for Xiaoxin, but when a man who makes her happy and worthy of sincere treatment appears in front of her, she is also selfish and struggles. When I included the unhappiness between me and Xiaoxin including her family's prejudice against me, Ouyang Yu would hug me tightly. She is a woman who has experienced ups and downs, understands men's hearts, and understands men's feelings. Fragile, and more importantly, I am very simple. I have never had any ill intentions towards Ouyang Yu's money, which made her feel at ease, and gradually made her fall in love with me, a man who is almost 10 years younger than her.
My acquaintance with Xiaoxin was also by chance. At that time, I was still working in a well-known company, and I went to the annual meeting with the company in September. She was still a college student and applied to the company as a welcome lady. Her mellow appearance, good eloquence, and extraordinary knowledge quickly caught my attention. I was always looking for opportunities to get close to this girl, and my hard work paid off, and I finally got her approval. After the meeting, I returned to the company, and the two of them talked over the phone about their lovesickness.
During the Chinese New Year, I decided to go to her house. Although her family situation is very special, almost everyone advised me to be cautious, including Xiaoxin, but I had no hesitation, thinking that as a man, I should do my best for my beloved. The people who give everything, no matter how hard it is, they have to face it head on, I believe that people will conquer the sky!
A few days before the new year, I took the train to the remote Northwest. Her family was very moved by my arrival, and her family accepted this stranger who came from afar. This New Year is something I will never forget in my heart. Although life is not rich, everyone is harmonious.Xiaoxin's mother was moved by the happy atmosphere.
But since then, I have never been well received by her family, because I have no stable career, no solid financial foundation, and my appearance makes her family dissatisfied. I can understand all this, so I work hard , I hope to give her a happy future, and I hope her family can accept it.
But the world is such a tease, I lost my job. Before Xiaoxin graduated, I accompanied her home again, but what I got was her mother telling me to leave! My heart was about to break, and tears of humiliation flowed down. I said to Xiaoxin: "You can despise my present, but please don't despise my future. Although I am a poor man now, I will work hard. , I must make you happy!" Xiaoxin was caught in a dilemma, with love on the one hand and family affection on the other, and the special situation at home, all of which weighed on her.
?No way, in order to alleviate the awkward atmosphere, I went home early, pretending that love is sweet and happy in front of everyone, and only I know the pain in my heart.
After graduation, Xiaoxin chose to work part-time. She needs to earn money to maintain the huge expenses of the family. For the sake of love, I went to her without hesitation. Before leaving, a friend told me: "Don't believe in love." "I will let you believe in love!" I made up my mind. The first days were difficult, because Xiaoxin lived in the dormitory provided by the company, so I went to a very close friend - A Jun. At that time, Ah Jun was still doing odd jobs in a relative¡¯s restaurant, and his salary of 600 yuan per month included food and lodging, all year round. The place where he lived was the underground warehouse where the goods were stored. It was narrow and dark. I was overwhelmed, and I didn't recognize your existence at all.
This is relatives, even though they are relatives, they still squeeze blood from you to satisfy their luxurious life. I brought a total of 2,500 yuan. Xiaoxin said that her hair was not good, and she always split ends, so she went to Wal-Mart to buy her the latest Pantene and sent it to her on foot. I was willing to spend more than 20 yuan to buy it for her. Shampoo, but reluctant to spend 3 yuan for a ride.
Xiaoxin said distressedly: "Why are you so stupid, you don't get tired after walking."
"I'm not tired, I have nothing to do anyway, walking and exercising, and getting familiar with the environment, and saving money, what a wonderful thing." At that time, I always looked silly, comforting her Enduring the piercing pain in the soles of the feet, it was a journey of more than 4 hours. Although we are poor, we love each other, and that happiness cannot be bought with money. In order to be able to get along with her day and night, I decided to rent a house. After paying the rent and the deposit and buying basic daily necessities, I had very little money left on me.
What happened next worried me, and I began to wonder if my choice was a mistake. The money ran out quickly, but the job hadn't been found yet. I was very anxious, and her face turned ugly. Every day she goes to work in the company and leaves me alone at home. I need money to eat, buy newspapers and read job advertisements. I have to ask her for money. She gives me 10 yuan a day, and just 10 yuan makes her face no longer. I haven't watched it, and I feel chilled.
It took me 2 months to find a job, and at the end of the year, I finally entered a foreign company to work, and finally stabilized. During these two months, I deeply felt the importance of money, the warmth and warmth of human relationships, and my heart was slowly cooling down. I began to miss the old days in Xi'an a little bit.
It's the weekend again, this is the last weekend for me and Ouyang Yu, because after this week, we live together and live a happy life every day.
On the hotel bed, she was lying in my arms, enjoying my body temperature. I looked at her affectionately, she seemed to feel it, and when she turned her head, her two pairs of infatuated eyes touched each other, without speaking, only the sound of heartbeat. "I love you, baby." She said the words that had been hidden in her heart for an unknown amount of time.
"I love you too." "Shall we be together?" She said with expectant eyes. I didn't answer directly, but hugged her tightly in my arms. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com