I fell into a drowsy sleep all day and didn't wake up until the evening. My neck was still hurting. I opened the phone and found several short messages, one of which was from the supervisor: "Are you stupid? Today is Saturday, double repair Ah, why do you still want to ask for leave?" I patted my forehead and thought, yes, today is really the weekend, I somehow hung up the leave call in the morning before waiting for him to answer, but thinking about the injury, at least It has to be raised for a few days, otherwise how can I go to work? Please take two more days off. So I sent a text message to the supervisor, saying: "I'm asking for two days off, next Monday and Tuesday." I'm a little hungry, and the wound needs to be changed. So I patted Wei beside me, and asked, "Are you hungry, get up and eat something!" She opened her eyes to look, turned over, and continued to sleep. After being shut down, I was speechless, alas, love is gone, bread still has to be eaten! I shook my head and sighed. He turned around and closed the door gently, and went downstairs alone.
I went to the clinic to change my medicine first, and then went to a sugar water point to eat. I hadn't eaten for a day, and I was very hungry, but I couldn't eat after just two bites. I was so bored in my heart, I blamed myself secretly, if I rushed up at that moment, Wei would have a different view of me now, but I didn't rush up after all, I finally recognized myself, I am a coward, the other But the voice shouted in my mind: "You are not a coward, the reason why you didn't rush forward is because you no longer love Wei! It's not worth making a fearless sacrifice." I was also trying to find a way, even I lied to them that Wei was Miss. I thought they would feel disgusted, spurn and give up insulting Wei, but the result surprised me. A friend in adversity sees the truth, but I choose to retreat in times of crisis, Wei must be thinking so, she must be hating me, hating me for not stepping forward in times of crisis, she must be desperate
The cutting is constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic. It has already happened, and I don't bother to think about what it should be, what it will be like, as a man, I can only face it, and I can never change Wei's impression of Wei by thinking about it here alone. In fact, on second thought, what if I changed her impression? Even if I have a perfect image in her heart, so what? Am I trying to hide something? Is it just to satisfy my own hypocrisy?
I am also a victim myself, and I needed someone to accompany me, so I called Wang Dong and shouted: "Wang Dong, what are you doing? Are you free? If you are free, come and have a drink with me."
"I'm free now, but it's too fucking early to drink, why do you suddenly have such a mood?" Wang Dong asked.
"I'm upset, come or not? It's in the sugar shop downstairs!" I said angrily.
"Good! Good! I'll be right there!" Wang Dong replied.
After a while, Wang Dong's car had already parked outside the door. Ah Jun and Wang Dong approached with smiles, seeing me drinking alone, Ah Jun asked: "I said, why are you here alone? Are you drunk?"
"Not so good!" I replied.
"What's wrong with your neck?" Seeing me surrounded by a white cloth, Wang Dong asked suspiciously.
"When I came back last night, I was robbed by some fucking people!" I said angrily.
"Where's Xiaowei? Was she also injured?" Ah Jun asked.
"No, she's sleeping at home! Come, sit down and have a drink." I said.
Originally thought that Wang Dong would come alone, but in the end he brought Ah Jun with him. Sometimes there are some things that only men can say, but if women are present, there is nothing to say. I got to 3 drinks and said, "Come on, take one!"
After finishing speaking, he raised his neck and drank it all in one breath. Ah Jun held the wine glass and said, "I said Xiao Yang, can you love yourself a little bit? Come to drink after being injured? Do you want to drink this glass?"
"I said, why are women so troublesome? Wang Dong, I asked you to come over for a drink, not to persuade me not to drink!" I said angrily.
"Women have long hair and short knowledge, let's drink, come!" As he said, Wang Dong filled a glass for me, and the two drank it down in one gulp. A Jun was left pouting angrily, sulking.
Alas, a woman is a woman, so troublesome. These days, everyone is not happy, is there any need to worry about it? If you care about everything, how can you live in that day?
After eating, I can't feel better. Ajun said: "Wang Dong, why don't we go and see Xiaowei together!"
Just as Wang Dong was about to speak, I quickly interrupted: "Forget it, she's still gone, she's not in a good mood today, and I had a little awkward fight with her!" After I finished speaking, I signaled him to leave. Seeing my eyes, Wang Dong nodded knowingly, and said to Ah Jun: "Let's go another day! Let's go!"
After Wang Dong left, I continued to wander the streets for a while, feeling thatYou and I are destined to meet, we are destined to walk through these years together, you are destined to quarrel with me, and I am destined to betray you and chase after nothingness, and in the end I am destined to have nothing but to pass by. This is fate, this is my destiny, maybe I shouldn¡¯t have expected anything in the first place, maybe I was born to be a lady, if not, how could I be so successful as a lady in the past? "Wei continued.
"Ah!" I exclaimed.
"God doesn't want me to be a good man, so I can't change it. I have worked hard and struggled to be a good man. Every day in this room, I suppress myself and obediently do what a good woman should do, but in the end I still Failure, failure in life is not afraid of failure at the starting point, fear of failure at the turning point. I am afraid of failure, but in the face of failure, I have to admit that I have suffered a crushing defeat. These days with you, I know what happiness is , what is happiness, what is sadness, what is pain, and also understand what is life. Frankly speaking, in fact, I didn¡¯t love you at the beginning, I was only attracted by your knowledge and the aura of a prestigious university, but later I I realized that I fell in love with you slowly. I could give up everything for you. I gave up my freedom. I just bored myself at home every day and didn¡¯t go anywhere. Although I¡¯m not happy, I¡¯m willing to do anything for you. I even try to improve myself and try to keep a beat and a pace with you, but in the end I found that we are not people in the same world, and some things can be achieved without hard work. Thank you so much, I have learned from being with you A lot. I have to reposition myself. After two days of thinking, I think I should continue to be a lady. This is the path I should take. This path is what I chose at first. I don¡¯t regret it. Now I still choose , because in this world, there is no cheating, no harm, everyone gets what they want, they get their vent, and we get our money."
"No!" I interrupted Wei.
"I have decided that maybe in such a world, I can find myself again, I can find freedom. I have had enough of the life in the house all day in the past. I am a woman and I need Sunshine needs freedom." Xiao Wei continued.
"Have you really decided?" I asked.
"Well, I've decided, life is once in this world, it's very short, I found my own way of living, since I can't get love, it's good to get money, my family needs me, I have to work hard to make money! ' she went on.
"Is there anything you want from me?" I asked.
"There is no requirement. If you want to continue living here, you can. Anyway, I don't hate you. It's good to have a companion to talk to, but you have to lend me 2,000 yuan. You need a deposit to go to the hotel. I don't have one now. Make money I will pay you back immediately!" Xiaowei continued.
I thought about it for a long time, and I had to say: "Okay, I will pick it up for you tomorrow!"
It was late at night, I turned on the light, and fell asleep on the bed. Xiao Wei continued to sit on the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com