Zhang Han's Chou Niang misses him very much. Every time he went back to see her, Chou Niang would babble about many things.
"Han," said Chou Niang, "you and her are half-way couples, so you have to be careful."
Chou Niang used to find Zhang Han a daughter-in-law in her hometown, but the daughter-in-law came to the city to marry Zhang Han, and died of illness within half a year.
Zhang Han didn't tell Joan about this, and Joan didn't know.
Zhang Han felt very uncomfortable when he told Chou Niang about the "halfway couple". He didn't like the daughter-in-law who died young at all.
Chou Niang said again: "Your passbook, leave it here with me, not at home."
This, Zhang Han has no opinion.
"You have to beware of her, she is from the north!"
Chou Niang emphasized again.
Joan felt that the relationship between Zhang Han and his mother was very deep.
Every time he came back from Chou Niang, he would bring back some pickled vegetables and pork, that is, boiled pickled vegetables and pork into a pot. It's a dish they've enjoyed for decades. Then, for many days, Zhang Han only ate this dish.
Why can't she feel his feelings for her? Could it be that he lacks emotional education?
Sometimes, Qiong really felt that Zhang Han and the ugly girl formed a camp and were on guard against herself.
Once, and the only time, he asked her to go to see Ugly Niang together. When they arrived at Chou Niang's house, Chou Niang pulled Zhang Han into the kitchen.
Joan, curious and amused, put her ear together as they closed the door.
As a result, what she heard was that Chou Niang was teaching her son word by word how to deal with his wife. Afterwards they even spoke in a low voice, and talked for a long time.
Joan didn't bother to ask Zhang Han.
And Zhang Han also obviously became blunt towards Joan.
After a long time, this blunt attitude instigated by Chou Niang slowly changed.
However, as long as he has been to Chou Niang's place, his attitude towards her will be different from usual when he comes back.
Joan felt that as long as Zhang Han listened to Chou Niang's teachings, the relationship between them would be shadowed. But no matter what, she couldn't slander his ugly mother.
It is impossible for him to change.
Some educational deficiencies can never be made up for.
Joan's rebellion was not only because she met Girls' Generation idol Luo Zi on that Friday evening.
In fact, within a week of the wedding, she was disgusted. Yes, disgust.
Zhang Han was a glib taxi driver during the day, and turned into a gluttonous bull at night. Almost all the bones in her under his body were about to break Then, he snored like a bull.
Recalling her encounter and marriage with him, she felt that it was an irreparable setback for herself.
One autumn a few years ago, Joan had just graduated from college and wanted to find a job in Chongqing. On the Internet, she met Zhang Han.
Zhang Han is handsome, enthusiastic, and claims to be the boss of a pharmaceutical company.
They chatted very speculatively.
Knowing that her work problem had not been resolved, he warmly invited her to go south and work in his company.
Joan was overjoyed. He even sent her the plane ticket.
She came as promised, and he drove a taxi to the airport to pick her up. He said that the company's vehicles could not be deployed, so he hired a taxi for her use.
Joan was both grateful and disturbed.
The taxi was gliding on the streets of the brand-new city, Joan's heart was full of inexplicable passion and hope. Yes, she has always thought this way: living elsewhere, living in a distant place She saw her own life, her own distant place.
That autumn, this beautiful city seemed to have promised her a certain kind of life.
Her eyes are closed, her hands are stretched out of the window, into the sky, into life.
She listened to her heartbeat, opened her eyes after a moment of silence, and let go of her fists¡ªhands were empty, with moist palms, kissed by the air before the rain
Zhang Han kept looking back at her.
He is a simple and cunning fellow. He fell in love with her, and fell in love with her while chatting online. He didn't know why, but he wanted to find such a pure girl. Besides, she is really beautiful!
So, he has been thinking of some tricks.
He looked back at her from time to time with a smile in his eyes.
She noticed that his eyes were wide open and glowing.
"open?? Your own business. Even if he fell into a trap and fell into a scam, it was his own fault. And if you choose the way of marriage, in the eyes of others, you will say: Yo, you took advantage of him.
"Besides, this guy is not bad, for you."
Joan's colleagues would say so.
"You know what he does when he's at home? Watching TV. He only watches TV, and TV is his favorite thing, and he wants to sleep with it in his arms."
Joan said and said: "Of course, he also has a great time, that is to read the newspaper, to solicit customers, he can have a topic to chat with others. Is the man in your family also like this?"
"Oh, watching TV isn't elegant enough, is it?" Everyone booed, "Zhang Han is beautiful, you have to thank him if you don't fuck! Nowadays, men drive around all day, who knows what they will do ,Yes or no?"
"Yes, yes, the car earthquake incident, have you heard about it?"
"have no idea."
Joan really didn't know. She only reads professional books, and sometimes reads some classic literary works, but she never cares about entertainment, sports, and financial affairs.
"What is a car shock?"
"It's just¡ª" A male colleague wanted to explain and demonstrate in detail, but was stopped by a female colleague.
The female colleague said: "Think about it, there are so many beautiful female college students who think they have enough capital, so many young women go south every day, wandering women, they like to get into the car door opened for her by men."
Joan felt at a loss for words.
Life cannot always be far away, life is right in front of you. Life has woven its web, it is catching us, we are catching ourselves, and at some point we will be complicit in it.
When it wraps you tightly, it starts to ask you, constantly asks you, in the name of "morality" and "responsibility".
Joan walked to the air-conditioning air outlet, stretched out her hand, felt the coldness of the air-conditioning, and became silent in her heart, like water at low tide, slowly, slowly, sinking
Once people are caught in the net of life, at this time, a state of helplessness begins to form, and fatigue accumulates in their hearts. People often restrain themselves and turn life into a habit.
Lo and behold, people's faces are numb, dull, gliding through habit.
this is life. Sliding in the middle of the habit, the more you slide, the lower you go, life is withering day by day