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Su Xiaolan finally knew that if he loved someone, even if he knew nothing about it, he could gain strength from love. She didn't know what it would be like to be in love, but she thought, if you can really love each other, there must be stronger power, right?
She cried herself to sleep. Accompanying her at the New Year's Eve vigil is not only her sister, but also tears. She didn't know why her sister didn't cry, but she knew that her sister was also sad. Maybe it's really her younger sister who is stronger than her?
But she also felt that these tears had nothing to do with being strong or not. She is distressed. I feel sorry for my parents and this family. She doesn't want this family to be torn apart and broken up one day.
It's not that she only knows how to cry, and she doesn't think crying can solve things. Just because crying can make her think more calmly. She considers it an unchangeable habit of hers.
But she who has cried will always have serious sequelae. Not only will the eyes be swollen, but the head will also be cramped, and the chest will always hurt. This symptom can last for several days.
She struggled to get up, pretending that nothing happened. Parents are very calm. Calm enough to make people feel that they don't know each other at all. Let the cold war be the cold war! As long as you don't make noise, you don't fight.
Su Xiaolan couldn't stop missing Ji Fan again. She texted him: "Have a good time!" She would not tell Ji Fan unhappy things at this time. Because saying it doesn't change anything. On the contrary, it might make Ji Fan unhappy.
Ji Fan replied to her: "Well, you too!" The short words made her a little disappointed, but they still made her feel a little happy! After all, Ji Fan replied to the text message.
The next day, she was still depressed and had no interest in going anywhere to play. She still picked up her father's mobile phone and sent Ji Fan a text message. Unconsciously, she sent out the pain in her heart.
It took a long time for Ji Fan to reply to the first text message. But she couldn't resist and sent a second one. Ji Fan's text message did not come back. She waited and waited, but she didn't see the extra text message on the phone. Although she knew that Ji Fan might be busy, she was still very sad, and couldn't help guessing.
After waiting for a day and night without receiving any reply, she picked up her mobile phone and sent another message to Ji Fan: "I'm sorry! I disturbed you yesterday! I hope you have a good time today!" She was afraid that Ji Fan would think her annoying ! Otherwise, how could there be only one reply to two simple text messages?
She didn't want to cause trouble to Ji Fan, so she had to presume to apologize. She also knew that her apology was a bit inexplicable, but she couldn't find any reason to send Ji Fan a text message.
Ji Fan's text message was replied immediately. He said: "Just talk nonsense! Are you still friends? I wish you a happy day too!"
Su Xiaolan's heart was half sour and half bitter. Of course what she said was nonsense! How many words did she say to Ji Fan that were not nonsense? Everything she wanted to say was buried deep in her heart. If Ji Fan didn't want to, she wouldn't say it.
Her longing has turned her into a dependent patient who can't let go of her father's mobile phone whenever she sees it all day long. But she didn't know what to say to Ji Fan, and she was afraid of disturbing Ji Fan's life.
She had no choice but to edit the text message for her own entertainment: "I love you very much, so I am willing, not to hold you back, and let you fly to higher and farther places to find the happiness you want." Such a text message, Neither can it be sent to Ji Fan, nor can it be kept in Dad's phone.
She was about to delete, and with a shake of her hand, she pressed send
Ji Fan's reply was unprecedentedly fast. He was startled by Su Xiaolan's sudden words! He never thought that Su Xiaolan would show his love to him one day. But she actually said that she didn't want to tie him down! He has never felt her bondage, so how could he say such a thing?
He quickly replied "Ah?" Before Su Xiaolan had time to think about how to remedy it, Ji Fan received the word "Ah" with a big question mark. She could only bite the bullet and say, "I made it up for fun, I'm sorry! I made a mistake when pressing delete. I'm really sorry!"
She kept apologizing, always as if she had done something very wrong! She didn't want to break the peace between the two of them just like that! She was afraid that the calm would suddenly disappear and she would be at a loss.
Ji Fan's answer was still quick, but the simple sentence made Su Xiaolan puzzled. He said: "It's really a disaster! Study hard There will be a period later." How can you say that? What exactly does that mean? These words made Su Xiaolan very disturbed.
She hesitated and asked again: "Are you still friends?" Her worries were directly put in front of Ji Fan. If Ji Fan is not stupid, he should understand what Su Xiaolan is thinking, right? Otherwise, who would worry about not being friends just because they sent a wrong message? And that inexplicably sent the wrong message, why was it sent to him instead of someone else?
But he replied lightly: "Comrade, aren't you?The most absurd question of the eleventh century? Why do you ask that? "It seems that Ji Fan is really stupid! Su Xiaolan thought she was already stupid! So stupid that she made such an obvious mistake! But Ji Fan didn't even discover such an obvious flaw.
Since Ji Fan was asking her why she asked that question, she replied generously: "I'm afraid you'll ignore me!" She was so bold because she knew that Ji Fan would never think too much!
Sure enough, Ji Fan replied with four words: "Worries are unfounded." Hehe, did he really not understand her truth? What kind of relationship can become such a "barbarian"? She was thinking, if she hadn't denied it at all. Will it still be as simple as "unfounded worries"? Maybe, you don't even have to be friends?
She was tortured by herself to the point of going crazy! I have always missed Ji Fan. She didn't know why Ji Fan sometimes made her feel so warm, as if she couldn't live without him. But sometimes Ji Fan would make her so sad, as if he wanted to empty her heart out.
She wished that Ji Fan would break with her completely! Maybe if Ji Fan ignores her, she won't feel so uncomfortable. She didn't know why Ji Fan didn't get rid of her as soon as possible! Why continue to be "good" to her! Although there are many good things that she made up in her own brain in the dream.
Maybe, Ji Fan doesn't even know that she has become so dependent on him? But she has shown her heart in so many places. Why didn't Ji Fan refuse?
She didn't believe that Ji Fan would like her! Because Ji Fan once told her that he already has someone in his heart. Just like she already had Ji Fan in her heart, she knew that it was beyond her reach. Therefore, when Ji Fan came to ask her because of some clues, she always tried to defend herself.
Maybe it's because she really has a talent for lying, maybe it's because Ji Fan doesn't want to expose her lies, after her excuses, Ji Fan always acts as if nothing happened. They were as calm as ever, with the occasional connection as always.
But Su Xiaolan's heart was not missing Ji Fan for a moment, and felt empty. She has fallen into it, unable to extricate herself, without complaint or regret.
It didn't take long for the Spring Festival to usher in the start of school again. She wrote to Ji Fan again, thinking about her relationship with Ji Fan before she received Ji Fan's reply.
Is it an ordinary friend? It doesn't seem quite like it, because all she pretends in her heart is Ji Fan. Is it a couple? Impossible, Ji Fan has someone he likes, she dare not disturb her.
She dreamed of Ji Fan again. She always dreams about Ji Fan, all kinds of things. Make her cry, make her laugh. She misses Ji Fan very much! The word "thinking day and night" is not enough to describe it!
It was a holiday again, and she couldn't help stealing her father's cell phone to send Ji Fan a text message. She just wants to know if Ji Fan is okay! Maybe, she just needs to be able to contact Ji Fan. It was as if she was holding a thin thread connected to the unknown in her hand, and from time to time she wanted to check whether there was a response from the other end of the thread.
Ji Fan didn't seem to be in a good mood. His grandfather passed away last week, so he was on leave for two days and was making up for missed classes. And Su Xiaolan is almost always asking for leave. Because her body is more and more prone to many conditions. She was in no mood to make up for missed lessons.
But she still told Ji Fan that she was also making up for missed lessons. She knew that since the sunshine was planted in her heart, all the places that could hold the sunshine had been emptied. What she guarded carefully has become very single.
Ji Fan also said that he just sent the letter to Xiaolan. He said I was really sorry Although Su Xiaolan had been waiting for this letter for a long time, she felt very happy. At least the letter changed from unknown to certain.
She counted the days day by day, hoping that the letter would arrive sooner! However, even the certainty of waiting began to become unbearable. She remembered the letter that was left on the corner of the head teacher's desk last time. She guessed that the letter was with the teacher, but she didn't dare to ask.
She asked for leave again. Tormented by pain. She didn't want to be in pain at school and not be understood, so she'd rather run away.
But what should be faced still has to be faced, and the school will eventually go back. Looking at the pile of English homework, she was extremely upset. Isn't it just letters? Isn't it just that the four letters "abcd" are alternately filled in the brackets behind?
She picked up the pen without looking at the questions, and filled up several test papers within a minute. She never thought about the consequences of doing so. Because after the previous English homework was handed in, the English teacher sent it down and read the answers for everyone to correct each other.
Unfortunately, the English teacher saw something wrong with Su Xiaolan's homework at a glance. She called Su Xiaolan and a few people who didn't do their homework out of the classroom.
The teacher was the first to scold her: "What did you do? Do your homework to make it look like this! I've never seen a girl with such a thick skin! She can be so thick-skinned!" She took a peek The teacher's eyes were full of contempt.
At that moment, Su Xiaolan's heart ached inexplicably. She was not sad because she didn't do her homework well, but because the teacher said "thick-skinned"! Yes, she does have a thick skin! Her feelings for Ji Fan are shameless! In her heart, there is Ji Fan all the time
Her head hurts and her chest feels tight. From elementary school to now, this is probably the worst time I have been scolded by a teacher! She was very sad, but she never shed a tear or said a word. She didn't want the teacher to think that she was pretending to be pitiful!
After that English class, she just felt relieved, and before she had time to cry secretly, a classmate came to tell her: "The head teacher is looking for you!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)At this moment, Su Xiaolan's heart ached inexplicably. She was not sad because she didn't do her homework well, but because the teacher said "thick-skinned"! Yes, she does have a thick skin! Her feelings for Ji Fan are shameless! In her heart, there is Ji Fan all the time
Her head hurts and her chest feels tight. From elementary school to now, this is probably the worst time I have been scolded by a teacher! She was very sad, but she never shed a tear or said a word. She didn't want the teacher to think that she was pretending to be pitiful!
?After that English class, she just felt relieved, and before she had time to cry secretly, a classmate came to tell her: "The head teacher is looking for you!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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