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Ji Fan replied after a while. He said: "I'm afraid it won't work tomorrow, why not the day after tomorrow?" His family is always busy and he doesn't want to see his parents working hard. He didn't want to go against what he had promised his parents because of his own affairs.
Su Xiaolan thought, the day after tomorrow will be the day after tomorrow! She then asked: "What time and where is the day after tomorrow?" Ji Fan replied, "You decide!" and Xiaolan couldn't figure out what Ji Fan was thinking.
She wanted to accommodate Ji Fan in everything, but she was afraid of disturbing him accidentally. But this sentence made Su Xiaolan embarrassed. Is Ji Fan answering this because he is busy now, or does Ji Fan want her to choose a time that suits her?
After thinking about it, she still rejected the idea that was beneficial to her. Ji Fan will always be that mysterious sun, making her unable to figure it out, making her dependent and hurt.
So, every time she takes a vaccination, she thinks of the worst result. As long as she can regard missing Ji Fan as a wall to shelter from the wind and cold when she is quarreled, angered, implicated and scolded to pieces by her parents, it will be fine!
The next day, Su Xiaolan who just woke up found that the ground was wet. The damp air seemed to soak her heart. She wasn't sure if Ji Fan would come again on a cold and rainy day like this. She picked up her father's cell phone and texted Ji Fan, "If it rains tomorrow, will you come?"
She dared not have any intention of coercing Ji Fan. If Ji Fan said no, she would just silently clean up her broken heart. But Ji Fan's answer was: "Yes!" She simply interpreted these two words as "see you or leave".
A single word of Ji Fan can sometimes become a healing medicine that can turn decay into magic! She never expected that Ji Fan would come to see her in the rain. She was so excited that she immediately forgot all the sadness of being scolded just now.
Although she is sick, in order to see Ji Fan, she will go no matter how heavy the rain. She thought, maybe she went to see Ji Fan and she would recover sooner when she was in a better mood.
The day they agreed upon will arrive soon. There was no rain in the sky, perhaps this was another gift from heaven to Su Xiaolan. But it depends on human effort, even if God helps, it can only help so far.
Both Ji Fan and Su Xiaolan came out alone. Su Xiaolan didn't know whether it was a date when two people came out alone, and always felt that such an atmosphere was very awkward.
Su Xiaolan set the meeting place at the gate of the park. Because she really didn't know where to go with Ji Fan. She felt in her heart that as long as she was with Ji Fan, she could do whatever she wanted wherever she went!
They have been walking along the riverside path in the park. Both Ji Fan and Su Xiaolan were trying their best to find a topic. Su Xiaolan has been walking with her head down, she is not good at talking with people, although she has nothing to say with Bai Yan, she also talked to Ji Fan countless times in her dreams, but she couldn't find anything to say when facing Ji Fan who was really in front of her eyes up.
In fact, she had already made a list of topics to talk about after seeing Ji Fan at home, but she always felt that those topics were awkward to talk about, like doing a questionnaire survey. She even asked the boys who have a better relationship in the class what kind of topics boys like.
But all the preparations were no match for the flustered Ji Fan. Even if Ji Fan was quietly accompanying her by her side, she couldn't stop missing Ji Fan. This feeling made her wonder if she really liked the boy in front of her so much, or did she just like a shadow like sunshine?
In any case, the name Ji Fan has been closely linked with her beliefs. From time to time, she raised her head to look at Ji Fan, and from time to time met his eyes that just happened to look over.
Looking at each other like this, she no longer dodges. She looked at his somewhat melancholy eyes, as if she couldn't see enough in her whole life. But she still didn't dare to look at it for too long. Xiaolan couldn't find anything to say, and could only wait silently for Ji Fan to find a topic.
Ji Fan doesn't seem to be that good at finding topics, let alone being with a person who he doesn't remember talking much, he feels that he has no words. He could only ramble about Su Xiaolan's recent situation, hoping to think of some topics.
When they talked about her father, Su Xiaolan thought of her father's sternness. She even cried when her father stared at her. When she thought of her father's fierce eyes, she wanted to cry. She said involuntarily: "I don't know why, but I want to cry when I think of my father."
If Su Xiaolan met a friend and said that, she would definitely break the casserole and ask the end. Even if it makes her friend cry, she still encourages her friend to speak out what is in her heart.
But Ji Fan was obviously very afraid of seeing girls cry. He said worriedly: "Don't cry!" Su Xiaolan immediately held back the tears that swirled in her eyes. She rubbed her eyes and said to Ji Fan: "I didn't cry!" She really didn't want Ji Fan to be sad, and she didn't want to affect Ji Fan! So Ji Fan told her not to cry, and she stopped crying.
They talked about studying. Then inevitably Ji Fan talked about thatThe tablemate who won his favor. He said that the two at the same table must be able to chat. However, in this short semester, Su Xiaolan has changed several deskmates. Although they were all "peaceful breakups", they changed to a boy in the end.
Su Xiaolan thought of that chubby deskmate and said: "I don't talk to my deskmate all day long." She paused before continuing: "He only knows to sleep all day long." Ji Fan smiled lightly and said: "I thought he only knew how to study all day!" Xiao Lan was also amused by this thought, and smiled slightly.
Xiaolan kept her head down as she still couldn't find a topic. As a result, I almost didn't find it at the end of the riverside path. Ji Fan didn't know what he was thinking, but he was still walking forward, and he didn't realize that it had come to an end.
Su Xiaolan had no choice but to remind: "Hey!" Ji Fan recovered and realized that the front was very "dangerous". Su Xiaolan secretly smiled at Ji Fan's cute expression, but found that Ji Fan said expressionlessly: "Let's go back!"
Su Xiaolan's smile disappeared instantly! What is Ji Fan thinking? Even though he was reminded of the danger, it's fine if he doesn't say "thank you", but what does it mean to have a cold expression? The smile just now choked in Xiaolan's throat, which made Su Xiaolan's chest ache.
They still walked in silence. Some peddlers who peddled things cast strange glances at them. The peddlers seem to be saying: "How can someone fall in love at such a young age?" If they really said that, Ji Fan would definitely stand up and refute it, right?
While walking, Su Xiaolan saw someone eating. Although she didn't eat anything because she guessed that Ji Fan might not have eaten, she didn't feel hungry at all. If Ji Fan hasn't eaten yet, he must be hungry already! She was about to ask Ji Fan if he had eaten, so Ji Fan asked, "Have you eaten?"
Su Xiaolan suddenly had a short-circuit in her mind, as if she had returned to the door of the classroom in junior high school, she opened her mouth and replied: "I have eaten too!" As soon as she finished speaking, she wanted to bite her tongue off!
Ji Fan obviously didn't say that he didn't eat, but she knew it. Inexplicably, the word "also" was added. Just add the word "also"! He even said he ate it! She really didn't know that her logic would be so confused!
She immediately changed her words and asked: "You haven't eaten, have you? Let's find a place to eat." From the moment she heard that Ji Fan could cook, what she wanted the most was to eat meals cooked by Ji Fan himself. Although she can do it too, she always feels that what Ji Fan does will be different.
She really wanted to suggest going to grandma's to do it herself, but she was afraid of Ji Fan's protest. She had no choice but to follow Ji Fan all the time, waiting for Ji Fan to come up with a place to eat.
When they met, they never held hands, and even bumped their shoulders occasionally would make Su Xiaolan terrified. It's really tiring to maintain a relationship that you don't know if it belongs to you. But she never tires of it.
They ate something casually in a roadside shop and started walking along the street again. Because the next day is New Year's Eve, there are many people on the street. Su Xiaolan was a little afraid of the crowd and noise, but she followed Ji Fan all the time.
Until Ji Fan said: "It's getting late, let's go back!" Su Xiaolan was a little sentimental, if time could stop, that would be great! However, Ji Fan is like Cinderella who had to disappear at midnight at the ball, but just gave her a dream according to the agreed time.
Although this dream is not perfect, it is enough for her to think about it for a long time. Cinderella left behind her glass slipper, and she left Ji Fan with a scarf she wove herself.
In fact, she always wanted to tell Ji Fan about the scarf when she wrote the letter, but in order to surprise him, she kept silent. Now, the bag she has been carrying has finally been handed over to Ji Fan, and today's mission, the long-awaited mission, has been completed.
She kept looking at Ji Fan's disappearing back, she was afraid that Ji Fan would look back. Because then she would be reluctant to leave. But if Ji Fan doesn't look back, she will be disappointed again. She turned around silently, ending these hours of wandering without knowing the meaning.
New Year's Eve is a boring New Year's Eve. Because parents are still angry and ignore each other. New Year's Eve dinner, maybe chewing wax will be more comfortable than this kind of dinner. Because at least there won't be a sour taste in the wax.
Of course, Su Xiaolan did not dare to cry in front of her parents. She and her sister pretended to be happily chatting and laughing between their parents, trying to ease the dignified atmosphere.
However, the unextinguished gunpowder smoke is a dangerous existence after all. If you're not careful, even a small scrap of paper can become a war that soars into the sky. A non-"standard" action by the younger sister, and a strict instruction from the father, the war broke out again with a bang.
Su Xiaolan shouted hoarsely: "Can't those who celebrate the New Year enjoy a good New Year?" Her mother replied in a louder voice: "You want people to think about it!" Although the words were directed at Su Xiaolan, she The angry eyes never left Dad's eyes for a moment.
None of them is ready to show weakness. Su Xiaolan returned to the room in despair. She really couldn't bear such sadness. She was about to suffocate because of the pain in her chest.
She misses Ji Fan, misses it very much! She didn't know what would happen to Ji Fan if she didn't think about it! She didn't dare to try it lightly. Ji Fan's eyes, Ji Fan's written words floated in her mind over and over again, like pieces of magical erasers erasing her sadness and calming her down. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)"None of us is prepared to show weakness. Su Xiaolan returned to the room in despair. She really couldn't bear such sadness. She was about to suffocate because of the pain in her chest.
She misses Ji Fan, misses it very much! She didn't know what would happen to Ji Fan if she didn't think about it! She didn't dare to try it lightly. Ji Fan's eyes, Ji Fan's written words floated in her mind over and over again, like pieces of magical erasers erasing her sadness and calming her down. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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