"Mo Li, what did you do last night? You didn't go to Yan Dong's game. He looked for you everywhere, and finally gave up the game. His classmates said that he hasn't shown up yet. Do you know the relationship between this game? Looking at his graduation grades next year, he is already a junior, did you hear that? Why didn¡¯t you react at all?¡± As soon as I entered the dormitory, I heard their scolding, so I had no choice but to remain silent.
"Mo Li, don't just keep talking. You told us where you went last night? After all, they scolded you because they were worried about you. No one answered your phone calls yesterday." Yuan Yuan said calmly.
"I'm sorry, I was with my first boyfriend last night. It was too noisy there. I didn't hear the phone ring, and then it turned off automatically when it ran out of battery." Anyway, there is no point in hiding it. Continue to accept their bombardment.
"What did you say? First boyfriend? Have you ever been in a relationship before?" Zi Yan said in amazement, her two black eyebrows were almost twitched. I had already expected that this sentence would look like a flower, but I didn't expect them to be surprised that I had been in love before. I haven't told them about this, but is it weird if I don't tell them? Why do you have to talk about the past? Win sympathy or show off? For me, there is no need.
"Yeah, we were together for three years and broke up two years ago." I said calmly, then took off the down jacket and threw it on the bed. I was too tired to breathe just now, and my head was in a mess, but for some reason, I calmed down after talking to them.
"No wonder you didn't accept Yan Dong at the beginning." Zi Yan said, her voice was so soft that it sounded like she was muttering to herself.
"Mo Li, tell the truth, do you love Yan Dong? Are you and Yan Dong really only for a stable future? To be honest, I don't think you are that kind of person." Yuan Yuan said.
I can't stand her always acting very sincere, as if everything she said is correct.
"I'm that kind of person. Is there anything wrong with that? I'm just pursuing the happiness I want. Anyway, I didn't force him. This is called one willing to fight and the other willing to suffer." After I finished speaking, Yuan Yuan lowered his head. Without speaking, Ling Xin and Zi Yan looked at me in disbelief.
"Don't look at me like that, okay? I don't think there's anything inappropriate about it." I said calmly, responding to them with an elegant smile. I suddenly remembered that whenever I looked at Yan Dong with this expression, he would seriously say: "Mo Li, don't do this, you will make my heart hurt." But these people in front of me, they only despise me, I My eyes began to fill with fog, and I slowly turned around to make coffee, completely ignoring the contemptuous eyes behind me. Hmph, it's best if all the good people in the world despise me, it doesn't matter, I'm not a kind person in the first place.
I don't know what's wrong with me, sometimes I become like this. To look bad, to be selfish and callous, when I'm sad, when I'm misunderstood. This gives me a kind of masochistic pleasure.
They became quiet all of a sudden, maybe they felt that they had nothing to say to people like me, and I didn't bother to talk to them. I climbed into bed by myself, and then hugged my hellokitty tightly. I feel a little cold, vulnerable and a little like crying, I don't know what to do. When I was sad, there was Yan Dong's tolerant hug and doting smile, but this time my fragility originally came from my injury to Yan Dong.
Yan Dong disappeared from my life again, I was expecting him to show up by himself like last time and then hug me and say it's okay, but I know he won't. I don't want to go to Yan Dong, because now there is a question that bothers me, is it Yan Dong or Lin Can that I love? I was with Yan Dong because I didn't have Lin Can and his embrace was warm enough. But now Lin Can appeared, Lin Can also told me that he has always loved me, he is waiting for my reply, as long as I can accept, he will come back to me immediately. He will forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye two years ago.
Is a warm embrace so important? I asked myself. I can't accept Yan Dong's kiss, I don't like him calling me wife. But what about Lin Can? In the past three years, we have grown so much, will there be no cracks in the so-called reunion? I remember the last line in "Half Life": We can never go back. As long as the people who once loved each other leave, they will never get back the feeling of the past, and they can only feel like strangers.
I know that rumors began to circulate in school that I was a bad woman. I fell in love with Qian Dong's family, but when my old lover appeared, I coldly abandoned Yan Dong. I know this is not intentionally spread by people in our dormitory. The school's love song prince gave up the most important music competition for a girl. It must be a front-page news in this already peaceful campus. There is no reason for everyone not to ask about the inside story of the incident.
"If the school newspaper is not for the school to promote itself to students, if the school newspaper really serves as a newspaper?Now in my dialog box, is this really that kid's girlfriend, she looks pretty. Looking carefully, it looks familiar. It turned out that it was searched on the Internet, which is a bit funny. Why is this kid so boring? He insisted on sending me a picture after searching the Internet for me to see.
"Son, although my sister has learned Chinese, she is still on the English website. Don't insult my sister here, okay?" I quickly typed a line, and hit the Enter key, ok, and the sending was successful.
He didn't reply for a while, probably depressed. Hey, I'm giggling over here and suddenly realize this is the first time I've laughed from the bottom of my heart since Christmas.
The screen suddenly shook, followed by an angry expression. You won't block me, right? I became a little worried. After a while, he was still there.
"I thought you were going to block me." I said.
"You think I haven't pulled it." I suddenly remembered that I really didn't see his profile picture in the previous paragraph.
"Then why did you add me again now?" I asked strangely, looking at the system message, it was a friend request from a month ago, and the verification message was: Mo Li, add me. Probably when someone registered for me, I saw that he knew my name and accepted his friend request.
"Find someone to listen to me when I'm in a bad mood." He answered it as a matter of course, and my lungs exploded. It turned out that this kid worked so hard to find me just to find a punching bag. Who is Morley? If you have a grudge, you can take revenge, and you don't have to torture me like this.
"Then why didn't you scold me during this time?" Suppressing my anger, I typed these words.
"Because you are always offline when I am in a bad mood." He said indifferently, and there was a typo when typing.
That¡¯s right, too many things happened in this month, from the romance of the first snow, to the emotion at the birthday, to the chaos at Christmas, I almost didn¡¯t go online this month, even if On the Internet, it is also QQ stealth, watching a movie.
"Twelve points of sincerity to make peace with you, why not?" I asked.
"Don't do it" replied quickly, without any punctuation.
"Why" I don't punctuate anymore.
"Because I deleted you, no one quarreled with me." Another quick answer.
"" I just sent an ellipsis, and I was speechless to him.
"You don't have to be speechless. It's your honor to be able to treat you as my punching bag. I have basically never lost my temper with anyone, except my dad." He said.
I suddenly felt a little cordial. No wonder Gu Liangze was reluctant to delete me. He went to England a long time ago. He is in a foreign country and basically has no friends. It is estimated that he has always been in the same state as me recently, lonely, lonely, and I can't find someone to quarrel with, so that I can't bear to delete those who have hurt him. I suddenly realized how much I had hurt him. The only friend had lied to him, and he had lied to him about it. It was I who made him appear out of thin air with some unacceptable so-called relatives. We were all too selfish at the time, only thinking about our own interests or those close to others. People are always selfish animals, this is undeniable.
"Hey, talk, you are not happy to say that you are honored." He sent it, and then the window shook.
"Don't worry, kid, I will fight with you in the future." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com