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no.48 They broke up (2)

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    "Lin Can, why do you ask me not to call someone else's husband? You must know that when I saw you, you were Su Xiaowei's boyfriend. Su Xiaowei was my best friend before."  My face, almost distorted by pain, in the mirror on the wall.

    "You didn't stop your harm. In Violet Age, you actually used money to hurt me. You asked that rich young master to treat me to western food, and you asked that high-ranking son to perform infatuation for you. Mo Li, you  How can you bear it, when did you become like this?" He ignored my words and said to himself.

    "Do you know? I was angry at you, angry at you for forgetting me, betraying me, angry at you and Su Xiaowei smiling at my pain together, even I was jealous, jealous of the tenderness you gave Su Xiaowei  , do you know all of this?" I also became hysterical, I don't know if it was because I secretly drank his whiskey while listening to Lin Can's speech, it was already very late, the bar gradually became quieter, and the few guests next to me asked strangely.  I took a few glances here.  One guy even whistled at us.

    "Okay, I trust you, trust you, okay? Can you stop doing this, can you still come and love me?" Lin Can asked while staring at me, ignoring the reaction from the side.  I knew that in the past he should go up and beat those people without saying a word.  He is always so domineering and arrogant.

    "I can." I said firmly.  I think I must be crazy now, I have always pursued "a good horse never turns back", love is nothing in front of dignity.  How can I say I can to this man who has broken up today?  I must be drunk, talking nonsense here with Lin Can.  Fortunately, he was drunk, after tonight, he will not remember anything, everything I said was the same as talking to myself.  We will have no future, no connection.

    The owner of the bar, who looked like a wandering singer with long hair and long clothes, came over and said, "Both, sorry, we are closed." I suddenly realized that it was very late.  I paid the bill, and ended our tangled dispute sloppily.

    Looking at the watch, it's two o'clock in the middle of the night. On this Christmas Eve, we have nowhere to go.  I looked around, because it was near the school, and there were no nightclubs that were open all night.  It is impossible for Lin Can to go back to school when she looks drunk, and even if she goes back to school, she cannot enter the dormitory.

    On this winter night, I can only make a decision that everyone would make: drag Lin Can to find a small hotel.  Perhaps this is not even a decision, but just like the conditioned reflex experiment we did in junior high school biology class.  It's a completely unconscious reaction.

    When I walked out of the bar, I saw snowflakes falling from the sky one by one, driving all the carnival crowd back home. The street was deserted and deserted, and there were still people left in the square next to it.  Traces of Christmas Eve Carnival.  The streamers were half covered by the freshly fallen snow, and the other half was still panting outside.  The fruit residues that have been stepped on by people, mixed with white snow, cloudy and disgusting.  Plastic bags of various colors went up to the sky with the howling north wind, and they probably knew their fate of being thrown down heavily.  There was a young couple in front of them who were also walking drunk, and it seemed that they were also looking for a hotel.  I dragged Lin Can, who was completely unconscious at this moment, to move forward step by step.  In the cold night, the cold wind seems to have the magic power to penetrate the down jacket and invade my body bit by bit.  Touching Lin Can's red and cold hand, I took off my red gloves and put them on for him.

    Finally found a hotel, the sleepy proprietress stood behind the counter to check in.  The fat body leaned against the table in the front desk.

    "Auntie, I want two rooms." I said.  The proprietress gave us a strange look and handed us two keys.  I think it's a little funny. It turns out that it's normal for a man and a woman to ask for a room in a hotel.

    Put Lin Can on the bed and cover him with the quilt, and I am going to find my room.

    "Mo Li, don't go, stay with me." Lin Can grabbed my sleeve tightly and refused to let go.

    "Lin Can, let go, I'm going to sleep." I finally regained my senses and calmly said to the drunk Lin Can.

    "No, don't." As he said that, he lifted the quilt I had just covered, and tremblingly wanted to stand up.

    "Lie down, I don't want to leave." I quickly pulled him, pressed him on the bed, and walked over to help him pour water.

    He reached out to pull me again, and his arm hit the glass, the clear sound of glass breaking pierced the entire night.  All the water splashed on my down jacket, it became hot suddenly, and then cooled down quickly.  Helpless, I took off my down jacket, and the cold immediately invaded my body.  I only think of three words at the moment: tired, cold, and sleepy.  Lin Can still held me tight.  I didn't want to care about anything and lay down next to Lin Can.

    This is what I used to love?The smell of alcohol mixed with me is always lingering around me, making my heart hurt too much to think.  I don't know how long it took, but I fell into a dream.  In the dream, it was still that bar, endless entanglement, dim, entanglement, and fell asleep in this entanglement all night.

    When the first ray of Christmas sunshine came in from the window, I slowly opened my eyes, and I was startled when I saw Lin Can staring at the ceiling with wide open eyes in a daze.

    "You're awake, wewhy" Lin Can asked shyly, obviously he forgot everything he said and did last night.

    I don't even want to explain what's going on.

    "Don't worry, I didn't do anything to you. You called me to come out." I resumed my cold tone. Since he didn't remember, I would forget about that chaotic night. I sat up calmly and went to get me.  down jacket.

    "No, you misunderstood. Well, how should I put it, I woke up and saw you next to my pillow, I was a little happy." Lin Can said deeply, without moving, "I broke up with Su Xiaowei because I couldn't give her  The future." I don't know why Lin Can wants to tell me this, in my impression, he has always been that domineering, arrogant, unfathomable, with a wicked smile, and sometimes a little childish.

    "Sorry, I have to go to class, you can go to the gate and take a taxi back to school." I didn't know what to say, my heart was beating like a mess.

    Lin Can didn't say anything, and her expression was a little dazed, probably recalling what happened yesterday.  I went out quickly, and when I reached the corner of the stairs, I heard Lin Can calling me, but I didn't stop.

    When I walked out of the hotel, I saw Yan Dong, his eyes were red, I don't know if he was frozen or tired.

    "Your cell phone was turned off yesterday. You stayed here with him all night, right?" Yan Dong stared into my eyes and said, his face was full of heartache.

    "Yan Dong, listen to me." I hurriedly explained.  Although I know that Yan Dong won't believe what I say, but I also know that Yan Dong has always been tolerant to me, to the point of a little connivance.

    "No, I just want to hear your answer." Yan Dong said with some despair.

    "Yes." I know it's futile to say anything now, and I can't lie to him.

    Hearing my answer, Yan Dong turned and left and walked towards the school. I called his name a few times behind him, and he continued to walk forward as if he didn't hear him.  catch up.  Stopping, taking a few breaths, I walked slowly towards the school by myself.  Look at the phone, it's out of battery, so it's turned off.  At this moment, I am in a state of disarray.

    Why would I give up Yan Dong's competition and go drink with him after a phone call from Lin Can?  Why did I know that Yan Dong was calling me outside the window and didn't leave Lin Can to explain to Yan Dong?  It is true that he indulged me.  But I am not ignorant that indulgence has its limits.  Why do I have to go beyond the limit of endurance in severe winter.

    I know I was wrong, and it is unforgivable.  But I don't know why all this is.  When Lin Can called me and asked me to drink with him, no, no, when Xiao Luo called me to tell me the news that Lin Can and Su Xiaowei broke up, I began to fall on Lin Can's side without hesitation.  Do I still love him?  No, no, I haven't felt it for so many years, maybe it's just what everyone calls emotional inertia.  Yes, it is emotional inertia.

    Some people say that if two people have been together for a long time, even if they don¡¯t love each other anymore, they will still retain the feeling of being in love. Because they are used to it, they can¡¯t tell whether they are still in love.  Lin Can and I must be like this.  I didn't feel sorry for Yan Dong, I didn't know that I didn't love Yan Dong and still be with him.  I will explain to Yan Dong, and he will forgive me like last time.  Everything will go back to normal and all of this will end like a dream.

    However, later events proved that all of this was just my self-consolation. Since this incident happened, I should be drawn into a whirlpool, a bottomless whirlpool.

    I don't know what Lin Can is thinking now.  Who cares, fuck Lin Can, it's best to die.  He messed up my heart, messed up my life, and caused a rift between Yan Dong and me.

    By the way, what about severe winter?  Yan Dong started from last night; has he been waiting for me to come out outside the hotel after two o'clock?  Such a cold day, such a big snowstorm, what should he look like now?  Thinking of this, I called Yan Dong.  But my cell phone is dead.  I had to find a public phone.  The morning of Christmas seems to be many times more lively than usual, and the shops near the university can always seize the business opportunity of Christmas-this foreign festival, and the whole street is decorated with lights.  Laughing, laughing, smiling faces everywhere.  But I was anxiously looking for a public phone booth.

    I finally saw one, walked in, and when I dialed, I realized that I didn¡¯t remember Yan Dong¡¯s phone number at all, and I couldn¡¯t even remember whether it was 138 or 150. The phone was out of battery, so I couldn¡¯t contact Yan Dong. Is it right?  For bleak?  I had no choice but to walk out of the phone booth and hurry back to the dormitory.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com), I can¡¯t even remember whether it is 138 or 150, and my phone is out of battery, so I can¡¯t contact Yan Dong. Should this be considered bleak?  I had no choice but to walk out of the phone booth and hurry back to the dormitory.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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