What Yang Xin's mother said made Xin Xin shed tears of emotion.
At this time, Xinxin was a little ashamed. She felt that Yang Xin's love for Chen Feng was beyond her comparability, and Chen Feng's love for Yang Xin was so shocking. Looking back on her attitude towards Chen Feng, it was really too much. I hurt him myself. She regretted it a little.
Seeing that Xinxin didn't speak, Yang Xin's mother got up and took out a book in the inner room, recalling with emotion:
"Here is an essay by Zhou Guoping - "The Illusion of Love". When Yang Xin and Chen Feng fell in love, I racked my brains to convince my daughter. One day I came across this essay by Zhou Guoping in a bookstore. I thought it was very suitable to persuade my daughter, so I bought it, and wanted her to know that her love was just an illusion.
"What shocked me was that my daughter memorized it overnight, and the next day she quoted a passage from the article to affirm her determination in love. I originally wanted to persuade her, but who knew that not only failed to persuade her, but actually strengthened her belief. You see, this is the paragraph that Yang Xin drew by himself, and wrote the words 'I do' next to it."
Speaking, Yang Xin's mother found a passage from the book, and then handed the book to Xinxin. Xinxin took the book and looked at the page opened by Yang Xin's mother. There was a passage on it that was underlined, and there were indeed three words "I do" next to it, followed by an exclamation point. The handwriting is delicate, and you can tell it's a girl's handwriting at a glance.
She silently recited a passage written by Yang Xin in her heart: "You are willing to love him wholeheartedly and unswervingly, regardless of rich or poor, sickness, bad environment, or failure in life, and will always be with him in the journey of life. Until we grow old together?"
After reading it, Xinxin's heart was shocked again, and she respected Yang Xin even more: a friend in need is a friend, no wonder Chen Feng still loves her deeply!
Yang Xin's mother looked at Xin Xin and said, "To be honest, I was also touched by my daughter at the time. Some people say that middle school students are immature when they first fall in love, but I think that because of their innocence, children at this time are not influenced by evil trends. influence, so they are extremely serious and pure about their feelings, and they feel that their choices are sacred, so I have nothing to say and can only let nature take its course. And later, I will recite this essay.¡±
Xinxin took the book and touched the cover of the book. This is a "Love Prose Collection", which collects the love prose of ancient and modern Chinese and foreign celebrities.
"Yang Xin once told me that Chen Feng would also recite this prose. I think Chen Feng must keep this sentence in mind." After speaking, Yang Xin's mother recited:
"It's just that one day, when he left you, at first, you missed, lost, and even felt melancholy and pain. However, in the days that followed, you quickly forgot. Another scenery broke through Into your field of vision, replacing all the previous thoughts, you feel that in comparison, you love the scenery in front of you more."
After reciting it, Yang Xin's mother excitedly said to Xin Xin: "My child, don't worry, I believe that Chen Feng loves you. It must be because of this sentence that Chen Feng felt conflicted, entangled, and guilty between you and Yang Xin. And pain, he needs a process of thinking, wait for him to sort it out, child, give him some time, huh?"
The greatness of love is that it can save a dead heart, save people from pessimism and disappointment, and from nihilism. A heart that dies due to loss of love will naturally be reborn due to gaining love.
Chen Feng's dead heart was revived by Xinxin's love, and at this time Xinxin understood that Chen Feng loved her, and his dead heart was also revived by love. However, what weighed on her heart at this time was her illness, and the previous sense of spiritual emptiness disappeared, replaced by the sense of illusion brought about by the end of her life. She felt that everything was hopeless, so although Yang Xin's mother's words made her eyes light up, they quickly dimmed again.
The numb heart ached again, and Xinxin felt that she really understood Chen Feng at this time. Before, because she felt that Chen Feng didn't love her, she felt sad, even pessimistic and desperate. Now she understands Chen Feng, understands that Chen Feng loves herself, and the pessimism and despair are gone, but she feels even more painful.
At this time, Xinxin thought, if it wasn't because of her body, she wouldn't even care about who Chen Feng really loves in her heart, as long as she loves him, as long as he can be with her, even if he really treats herself as Yang Xin to love, I won't care about it anymore. What's more, as Sunshine said, it's normal for Chen Feng not to forget the person he once loved deeply, except for time, no one can change it.
Xinxin believes that as long as she opens the door of emotion, Chen Feng will eventually become her man no matter whether she is active or passive. But it's different now, I don't have much time, if I only care about my own feelings and drag Chen Feng into another love that is almost a copy of Yang Xin, it will be too cruel for Chen Feng,heart. Her love for Chen Feng was already very deep. After this parting, she felt the pain of longing. She suppressed this pain because of the misunderstanding of Chen Feng and the despair of love before, and she felt better. Now, after Aunt Yang's care Persuasion, the misunderstanding was eliminated, and the pain of longing was released. She felt that her love for Chen Feng had become unconditional. She no longer worried about whether Chen Feng loved herself or Yang Xin, as long as she could be with him. , but now that I am sick, alas, I can¡¯t even think about love.
After a brief silence, Sunshine pushed Xinxin away, looked up at the clock on the wall, and looked at Xinxin again. Xinxin understood Yang Xin's meaning, looked at Yang Xin's mother and said, "Auntie, if you miss sister Yang Xin in the future, please call me, I will come to see you, you can treat me as your own daughter, now we are going back .¡±
Xinxin is kind-hearted in nature, and she was moved with compassion for a mother who lost her daughter. But after saying that, she regretted it again. She thought, if Yang Xin's mother really regarded herself as her daughter, wouldn't she have to face the pain of losing her daughter again?
"Hey, okay, good boy, auntie will," Yang Xin's mother said emotionally, "When Chen Feng comes back, I will go to persuade him, you have to forgive him, you must get along, ah?"
Yang Xin's mother's voice was a little choked up again, Xin Xin's words made her excited, as if Xin Xin was really her daughter. She thought, as Sunshine said, Xinxin is a kind girl.
Xinxin was worried that Yang Xin's mother would cry if she spoke again, and she didn't want to talk about Chen Feng anymore, so she got up and said, "Auntie, let's go back."
Yang Xin's mother gave the book to Xin Xin. She wanted to stay with Xinxin and Yangguang for dinner, but she also knew that they were really busy, so she didn't insist. Sunshine and Xinxin drove away, and she watched the car go a long way. When the car turned onto the main road, her eyes were blurred, and tears flowed down her face, as if she was really her daughter who was sending off. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com