"Dad, to be honest, I used to be resentful too." Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore, and took the lead in breaking the silent and depressing atmosphere. However, while talking, I stared without blinking. I saw a little self-mockery and relief on my father's face.
A little relieved, I continued: "However, you are my father no matter what. There is a saying that goes well: 'Father and son have no overnight feud'. No matter how much I resent you, I can't change that we are' The fact of father and son. Therefore, in the end, this father-son relationship will inevitably overcome the short-lived resentment." After a pause, I continued, "So, now, I really don't resent at all. !"
As he listened, his father's expression became complicated. From my father's previous words, I can hear that he thought that what he did before was a little unfair, so it is reasonable to incur my resentment. If I really resent my father, then my father will feel better in his heart. But now, I tell my father very clearly that I don't resent him at all. Then, the father who had long regretted his injustice would blame himself even more in his heart. However, my disregard of past suspicions and my emphasis on the relationship between father and son inevitably moved my father's heart greatly. Regret, self-blame, moving and many other emotions conflict and blend with each other, and the father's inner world will inevitably fluctuate violently.
After a while, my father finally calmed down. "Do you know why I always help your brother?"
Seeing that my father didn't entangle too much about the sensitive issue just now, I felt a burst of relief in my heart. In fact, I can guess some of the reasons why my father blindly helps my younger brother. However, now that things are going on, can I still argue with my father? So, I had to pretend to be ignorant and shook my head.
"Perhaps, you will think that it is because of his young age. Of course, this is also one of the reasons, but it is not the main reason. The main reason is actually that your brother is not as capable as you. I am a father, and in the In my eyes, the two of you are like the palms and the backs of hands. I hope that you two brothers can live well. However, when you were young, your brother was not as good as you. I am not blind as a father. Can't I see the contribution you have made to the whole family? Logically speaking, I should help you. However, you have a better life than your brother's family. If I help you again" Speaking Here, my father stopped, and he looked at me with straight eyes. After I gave my father a look of understanding, he continued, "It's not that I am cruel as a father, but that I have to balance. Your brother is not as good as you, so I can only help him, so that he can It is possible to catch up with you. Besides, I can't live a long life, I always have a "two-legged kick" (dialect, referring to the end of life). While I still have breath, I don't want to help my brother with some property. Once I close my eyes, can I relax?" As he spoke, his father's voice choked up.
In fact, I understand my father's feelings now. My father has such a stubborn temper - he will never admit his mistake! I know that the more my father emphasizes this, the more he blames himself. When I was by my father's side every step of the way, was my father still thinking about how to get my understanding and forgiveness? My father is a smart man, he must know that if I don't understand and forgive, then I will never do this (serving every moment). Therefore, my father's explanation for his loss of control is not so much to ask for my understanding, but rather to ask for his own understanding. Of course, this also includes absolute trust in me. In my father's view, I was the one he didn't need to worry about at all.
"Dad, don't be like this. No one blames you. My younger brother is the youngest. Parents spoil the youngest. That's normal. Really, no one will blame you!" I was very afraid of my father. The emotional loss of control will become out of control, so I hurriedly spoke out to comfort him.
"No, I'm helping your brother, not because he's the youngest!" The father immediately argued emotionally when he heard this.
Of course I understand what my father said. However, in order to make my father feel better, I think it would be better to comfort him from the perspective of common sense. After all, common sense is the easiest to be accepted by the public, so it is also the most convincing. I never thought that the father at this moment is actually getting into the horns of the dead.
"Yes, yes, yes! Dad, the main reason why you help my younger brother is because their family is not busy!" At this time, can I not follow his old man's lead?
After listening to my explanation that I was in a hurry, my father's expression gradually stabilized. "So-and-so (a nickname for my nickname), if your family is not doing well, I will help you too!" Father held back for a long time before uttering such a sentence with some guilt. Seeing that I didn't respond, my father asked in a somewhat impatient tone, "?Don't you believe it? "
"No, no, I believe it, I believe it!" At that time, I felt that my father was a little abnormal today. It¡¯s not easy when you grow up. In fact, after we get married and start a business, we don¡¯t need your old man to do anything. Therefore, it¡¯s not very important whether this helps anyone. Anyway, it¡¯s still the same sentence, no matter what You always help someone, but you are always the father of our five sisters, and no one can change this!" The more I said, the more excited I became, and the more I spoke, the more determined my tone became.
As the father listened, his emotions became agitated again. My father may not know what the other four people were thinking, but at that time my father could clearly feel that my words were definitely true words from the heart. Otherwise, the son in front of him wouldn't have been serving him almost inseparably after he came back from the inspection. What is the easiest thing to impress people in this world? There is no doubt that it is "true love"!
Father closed his eyes. I saw tears welling up in the corner of his eyes. Is it moved? Maybe. From my father's expression, I think there should be other things besides being moved! Among the many children in his life, the father was the best to the youngest son. Who among the old people at that time did not have the idea of ????"preferring boys to girls". Therefore, the three daughters who have been married like splashing water will never say anything about the father's eccentricity. In the eyes of the world at that time, it was only natural to be kind to his son. If the father had only one son, he would never feel guilty now. However, the father had two sons. Logically speaking, now that the father is bedridden, the youngest son should rush to take care of him. But, in fact, it is the eldest son who really takes care of him in every possible way! At this moment, my father will inevitably feel a little sorry for me. Therefore, there is also a little bit of guilt in the tears that ticked down. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com