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059 Father and Son Talk

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    Father has already talked about this point, can I continue to hide it?  However, I really couldn't bear to tell my father the cruel truth.  "Yes, it's the liver, liver disease" After hesitating and struggling, I finally replied with some hesitation.

    "Liver disease?" My father interrupted me with some displeasure, "Hmph, I think it's 'liver cancer', right?"

    Although I knew I couldn't hide it, I still didn't have the courage to say the extremely sensitive word "cancer" at the last moment, so I had to use "disease" instead.  But, who would have thought, my father heard it all at once.  Under the watchful eyes of my father, I had no choice but to nod in shame.

    When my father saw this, he was taken aback for a moment, and then his expression was dull for a long time.  Although his father had expected it a long time ago, before it was confirmed, he still had a little bit of luck in his heart.  However, now that his guess has been confirmed by his son, the last trace of luck is completely shattered.  Moreover, the actual result turned out to be more serious than I expected (in the general understanding of our people at that time, "liver cancer" was the most terrible kind of cancer, not only had no possibility of cure, but also came with a menacing force that could  take a human life in a very short time).  Therefore, for a while, my father was a little hard to accept.

    After nodding, I immediately realized something was wrong.  I stared very nervously at my father in front of me.  Seeing my father's sluggish expression, I felt a pain in my heart.  But I still stared at my father without moving, because I knew that the most important thing was my father's reaction after the sluggishness ended.  At this moment, I feel very scared in my heart.  I was afraid that my father would have a nervous breakdown because he could not accept such a cruel reality.  If this is the case, then it is estimated that father will not have a good life for a few days.  Really, at that time, my heart was full of fear!

    Now, I can't remember how long my father was in a daze. In my impression, it was a long, long time.  It was so long that I, who was in fear, almost collapsed.

    Finally, my father came back to his senses.  Fortunately, the scene that scares me the most did not appear.  The father's expression didn't change much, and he looked almost the same as before he knew the truth.  Immediately, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.  Fortunately, my father didn't continue to ask.  If my father knew that he had less than a month to live, he wondered if he would be able to remain so calm.

    Just when I was secretly rejoicing, my father said: "Oh, I was still wondering before. Since my condition is not good, why do so few people come to visit me? Now, I finally know why. They are afraid  Infection! Oh, what kind of cancer is not good, but this 'liver cancer' is a must?"

    I can understand my father's mood at this time. At the last moment of life, who doesn't want to be able to have a good reunion with their children.  However, although it is the end of the year, most of the distant relatives and neighbors are at home, but very few people really have the courage to come and see my father.  At this moment, father's heart must be full of desolation.  "Dad, don't you still have me by your side?" At this moment, I had no choice but to comfort my father.  Of course, that's all I can say.  Because, even my two children were ordered not to approach them.  And myself, because there is no other way.  Contagion is contagion!  In any case, I can't see my father leaving alone to take care of him when he's gone.

    My father didn't seem to hear my comfort, he continued to say to himself: "Actually, it's fine if no one else comes. But even my youngest son and young daughter-in-law don't come over very often. This has to be let  I feel strange! Over the years, I have helped them indiscriminately! As a father, I have given them my heart. Could it be that when I am dying, it is not worth it for them to come and serve for a while?  ? Can't figure it out, I can't figure it out!"

    Seeing that the more my father talked, the more emotional he became, I hurriedly said something to comfort him: "Dad, don't be like this. In fact, my brother and sister-in-law will come to visit you every morning. But, maybe they are far away, maybe at that time you  I was sleeping, so I didn't notice it. Besides, Chinese New Year is coming up in a few days, so there are so many things to be busy? No wonder they, no wonder them!"

    After listening to what I said, my father's mood seemed to calm down slowly.  "If you say you are busy, don't you have anything to be busy at home? (Actually, there is some resentment in it) However, I don't blame them! After I knew that what I had was 'liver cancer', I stopped  I don¡¯t blame them anymore! Sigh, who made me get ¡®liver cancer¡¯? It¡¯s not that they don¡¯t have filial piety, they¡¯re just afraid of being infected. I understand, really, I understand¡± As he spoke, his father¡¯s voice  Gradually, there was a little choking.

    Seeing this, I had to comfort again: "Dad, you just need to understand. In fact, you are right. If it is not afraid of infection, thenIt is estimated that the younger brother and the others will stay by your bed just like me.  "

    Father stabilized his mood, and then continued: "Oh, all these years I have blindly helped the second child, but it is hard for you, the boss."

    Hearing my father's emotion, I quickly replied, "It's not bitter, it's not bitter! Dad, you have seen it too. Now, my house has even built a building! This is the first building in the village! What else is there to suffer?"

    "Oh, I remember that when we first separated, I insisted on giving your younger brother the four newly-built blue-brick and large tile-roofed houses in your hands. At that time, what you got was three dilapidated ancestral houses. Every time  It¡¯s raining cats and dogs, and we have to scoop water out of the house I know, you must have resented me, an eccentric old guy, all these years!¡±

    From the looks of it, my relief just now didn't seem to have much effect.  "How could it be? How could I resent my father? Impossible, this is absolutely impossible!" I quickly denied it.

    "No! You should be resentful! If you don't resent, I will feel bad instead!"

    Listening to my father's resolute words, looking at my father's strange eyes, for a moment, I didn't know how to answer.  Immediately, the scene fell into an unprecedented embarrassing silence.

    My father seemed to be waiting for my reply, but I didn't know how to reply.  Seeing that I didn't speak, my father seemed to be unwilling to speak.  The father and son just looked at each other silently, and could only hear each other's rapid heartbeat of "dongdong".  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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