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    I raised my eyelids with difficulty and looked around.  The familiar faces in the neighbors were ignored by me, and suddenly, my sight was attracted by a figure.  That was a barefoot doctor in our village.  I saw him shaking his head while closing the half-opened medicine box, winking at his wife, putting the medicine box on his back and walking out the gate.  Seeing my wife following closely behind, I knew something was wrong.  They must have something to talk about, but they want to turn their backs on me. If you think about it with your ass, you know it must be a bad thing.  Although I was vigilant, but because my spirit was really low, I had to put away the eyes that followed the barefoot doctor, and slowly closed my eyes.

    Just lying on the small bed so exhausted, I didn't want to move.  Of course, even if you want to move, you have to use your strength.  At that moment, I felt as if I had only one breath left.  I couldn't see myself, but I reckoned that my face must be frighteningly pale now.  What can I do?  Now I can only try my best to keep the last piece of clarity in the Lingtai, and try my best to keep it until the children come back to see me for the last time.

    After the barefoot doctor came, he didn't even open the medicine box, so he probably told his wife the cruel reality of "I'm about to fail".  I can imagine how my wife will be shocked after learning of this bad news.  As far as my wife's fragile nerves are concerned, she will definitely cry for this.  However, even so, my wife who thinks I don't know the truth must still be thinking about how to hide it from me.  Therefore, she who cried into "panda eyes" must not dare to enter the house in the short term.

    Alas, at this moment, my wife must be bewildered and at a loss.  I am really incompetent, but I can't help my wife at this critical moment.  However, it is precisely because of the barefoot doctor's truth and his wife's grief-stricken crying that the surrounding neighbors must be able to realize the seriousness of the problem.  Therefore, while the wife is crying, the neighbors will definitely comfort and help make suggestions.  Thinking about it, under the reminder of the neighbors, the wife should call the son and daughter with the help of others.  Come to think of it, with the intelligence of the children, they will rush back desperately after receiving the call.

    Although my son concealed it very well, judging from the occasional anxious expression he showed yesterday, he should have realized that my situation is abnormal.  Thinking about it carefully, when I talked about "return to the light" yesterday, my son looked at me very strangely.  Presumably, my son should have felt that his abnormally excited spirit belonged to "returning to the light" yesterday.

    Although the urban area is a bit far away from here, if you want to drive a motorcycle back, it shouldn't take too long. It is estimated that it will take an hour at most.  Now, although my mental outlook is quite bad, but thinking about it, it shouldn't be a big problem to persist for an hour or two.  Thinking of this, the anxiety in my heart inevitably faded a bit.

    No!  It is precisely because the son realized something was wrong yesterday, so after receiving a call from his wife today, he is likely to be emotionally agitated.  In case, they are eager to come back in order to see me for the last time The speed of this motorcycle is fast, it will be easy Bah, bah, bah!  Crow mouth!  No, nothing will happen to them!  However, although he comforted himself so much in his heart, the worry in his heart could not be weakened at all.

    Maybe it's because I can't move at all, maybe it's because I keep my eyes closed, maybe it's because I have only my last breath That's why I can't control my thoughts.  At that time, my heart was very confused and contradictory.  In order to be able to see the children for the last time, I hope that they can appear by my side immediately; because I am worried that the children will have traffic accidents on the road, I also hope that they can keep calm enough and try not to drive too fast.  For a moment, the strong desire to see the children one last time prevails, so they hope that they will come back as soon as possible;  This kind of entangled and contradictory mentality made me very messy.

    I shook my head violently, maybe it was just in my own mind, because, at that time, it was so difficult for me to do any simple movement.  Try to get out of your mind the ambivalence that ravages your soul.  However, it seems that the effect is not very obvious.  So, I had to try to distract myself.

    I can't think about whether my children will come back in time.  If the children come backnot to mention, the effect of this method of distraction is much better than shaking the head.  If I can't hold on, they will be distraught when they come back.  Then, they will feel extremely regretful.  I regret why I didn't insist on staying at home yesterday when I realized that the situation was not good.  Otherwise, she wouldn't even be able to see her father's last face.  no!  I must never let them regret for life because of themselves.  so IMust persist!  No matter what, you have to stick to it until they come back!

    If I persevere, then when they come back and see me dying like this, what kind of feeling will it be?  Although they had predicted that this day would come sooner or later, but when it did come, they probably still had a hard time accepting it.  However, this is also impossible.  How can a person fight against the sky?  This is all predestined and cannot be changed at all.  The so-called "the king of Hades wants you to die on the third watch, who dares to keep you until the fifth watch", this is my fate!  However, it is estimated that children who do not believe in ghosts and gods will definitely not think so.  Seeing my life-threatening situation, they will definitely do their best to fight against fate while grieving in their hearts.  Based on what I know about them, they will definitely find a way to get me to the hospital for emergency treatment!

    Rescue?  useful?  If it was really useful, then I wouldn't be reduced to such a situation!  However, when the time comes, shall I accept or not accept the kindness of my children?  In fact, rescue is just a waste of money, and nothing else will happen.  But can I really say no?  If after a lot of rescue, I can't survive in the end, then at least, the children will feel less self-blame and regret in their hearts.  Well, forget it, just let them toss.

    Gradually, my mood gradually calmed down.  Then, all the things I experienced in the past kept appearing in my mind like a movie.  Such a vision further indicated that he might not be able to hold on for long.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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