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018 Dark Wandering

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    After hearing this, I immediately had the urge to scold my mother.  "I need my son to pay for the custom-made money? Didn't I tell you a long time ago! I have to pay for the 'life tool'!" However, in the end, I restrained myself from uttering such reproachful words.  .  After all, it's not a bad thing to ask for an opinion to show respect for your son.  After all, after he closed his eyes, the burden of the family had to be borne by his son.  So, after thinking about it, I had no choice but to sigh helplessly: "Okay."

    Seeing that I was very depressed, my wife quickly comforted me: "Don't worry, it won't take long. So-and-so (the carpenter classmate's nickname) said that he will come tomorrow morning. When the time comes  , let¡¯s make a phone call and ask our son, if he agrees, then he will immediately go to that shop to order.¡±

    Hearing this, my eyes suddenly brightened.  That's right, in this way, isn't it the same as today's custom-made?  Just thinking about it, I felt something was wrong.  "Then, why don't you call and ask now?" I asked a little puzzled.

    "You also have to check the time! What time is it? The child (referring to the granddaughter) is probably asleep. If you call now, won't that disturb the child? The child has to go to school tomorrow!" the wife blamed.

    It seems that I am really impatient!  He sighed secretly in his heart, and then said: "Okay then, just call tomorrow morning and ask."

    Of course I did not expect that because of this delay, I would never have the opportunity to make this call.

    In the evening, I was still in the same state of excitement as the previous two days.  The voices of the deceased ancestors still ring in my ears.  In order to make myself feel better, I still use the method of TV sound interference.  However, this time, the effect seems to be not as good as before.  I always faintly hear the whispers of the ancestors.  They seem to be eagerly reminding something.  It's just that I didn't want to know what they were talking about. Coupled with the serious interference of the TV sound, I couldn't hear what they were saying until the next morning.  In the feeling, the ancestors seem to be reminding themselves to "make an account early" or something.

    Although I haven't slept for three nights, I still feel refreshed the next morning.  After washing up vigorously, he ate a big bowl of porridge, and then lay down on the small bed in the main room to rest.

    After my wife settled me down and saw that I didn't have any abnormalities, she planned to go to the second floor to get the undried peanuts outside to dry.

    "Go! Don't worry about me! You haven't seen me in good spirits!" I readily agreed.

    However, not long after my wife went upstairs, I felt extremely unwell.  A fishy smell gradually gushed out of the throat.  "Not good! It looks like I'm going to vomit blood again!" I said inwardly, "Not good".  Because, when he vomited blood last time, it was the same feeling at first.  It's just that the fishy smell seems to be stronger this time.  I quickly sat up with difficulty, and then poked my head out of the bed.  Because, I don't want to vomit blood all over the bed.

    Sure enough!  The moment I stuck my head out of the bed, I couldn't help but spit out a big mouthful of blood with a "wow".  This time seemed to be different from the last time. While spitting out "blood" (at that time, I didn't know whether it was blood or dirty blood), it was also accompanied by dizziness.  Although he tried his best to control it, he seemed to be gradually losing control over his body.  I don't know if I was still vomiting blood at that time, but I felt my brain sank, and then I fell off the bed headlong.  After a muffled "boom" (the sound of the head hitting the ground), I completely lost consciousness.

    I don't know how long it has been.  I felt that my whole body was completely enveloped in darkness, and a deep tiredness kept sweeping over me. I really wanted to sleep for the first time without waking up.  Perhaps, for the current self, closing eyes forever will be a deep relief, and for my relatives, it may not be a bad thing.  From now on, they will get rid of the restraint of my dying patient.  At that time, I really had the urge to "sleep" for a long time.

    But, can I really do this?  No, not yet!  At least, not yet!  The "twelve paragraphs" I hoped for have not yet been created.  If you really "sleep" for a long time and don't wake up, then you will never be able to see the "twelve paragraphs" you dream of?  Even if it is not for the "twelve paragraphs", I can't do it.  If I really "sleep forever" like this, wouldn't my children not even see me for the last time?  In this way, wouldn't they regret it for the rest of their lives?  Even if I don't think about myself, I can't help thinking about my children, right?

    Thinking of this, I, who was sinking in the darkness, was suddenly startled.  Immediately, with incomparable perseverance, he regained his spirits.  Gather up the thoughts that are about to slack, and strengthen yourself.Aroused the already exhausted spirit.  It took a lot of effort to let the feeling gradually recover.  Although the body began to regain consciousness, it felt that the whole body was heavy everywhere, and it was extremely difficult to even lift a finger.  Eventually, I gave up on the very unrealistic idea of ??sitting up.

    I focused all my thoughts on my eyes. Now, the only hope is to open my eyes.  However, it is not only the hands and feet that feel heavy, but also the eyelids of the eyes.  People often say that XX is "heavier than Mount Tai". Now, my eyelids feel "heavier than Mount Tai".  I tried many times, but I couldn't lift the eyelids that were as heavy as Mount Tai.  Fortunately, after regaining consciousness, through the eyelids, he could faintly feel the brightness outside the house.  At this moment, I realized the cuteness of the usually inconspicuous sunlight.  In order to see the lovely sun rays with my own eyes again, I finally exerted all my strength to breastfeed.

    Thank goodness I finally opened my eyes!  It feels so good to see the light again!  At this moment, I feel exhausted all over my body, and even maintaining the "eyes open" posture has become extremely strenuous.  I found that instead of lying on the ground, I was back on the crib again.  I saw a lot of people around me, all neighbors.  It's just that I have lost the vigorous energy of the previous two days, so now I don't want to speak at all.  Of course, even if you think about it, you may not be able to open your mouth.  Because, for me at that time, "speaking" would also be a very laborious thing.  From the looks of it, the abnormal excitement of the first two days was indeed a "return to the light"!  Alas, I didn't expect that I had really reached the end of my life!  Although something was wrong in the first two days, but no matter what, I still had a little bit of luck in my heart.  Now, even that fluke has been completely broken.  Suddenly, an incomparable sadness surged in my heart.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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