Under their continuous and unusually caring reminders, I really began to think about what I wanted most. In fact, I have not paid much attention to what I eat all the time. As long as there is wine to drink every meal, as long as every meal can be full, I am already very content. However, when he realized that he seemed to be dying, a strong desire surged up in his heart very strangely. It was a strong desire for "hare meat".
I remember that I was still very young at that time. Compared with now, my living conditions were much worse, and I hardly saw meat all year round. Once, perhaps because of God's favor, a frightened hare accidentally broke into the house. With the concerted efforts of everyone, the hare could not escape again. That night, the whole family enjoyed an unprecedented feast. Although it didn't have as many condiments as it does now, that meal was the sweetest meal I had ever eaten in my life. The feeling of being full of fragrance and saliva in the mouth is still fresh in people's memory. Since then, I have never felt that there is any delicious food that can surpass that hare meat. In my impression, the hare meat that time was the most delicious among all the foods I have tasted in my life.
It's okay if I don't think of it, once I think of it, I can't help but feel salivating. What a nostalgic feeling this is! Because of the pain all over the body, it can be said that since the operation, I have almost lost my appetite, and eating everything is like chewing wax. If it wasn't for survival, if it wasn't for overcoming the serious illness, if it wasn't for considering the state of mind of relatives, then I really planned to give up eating and drinking. It is no exaggeration to say that after the operation, eating is not a kind of enjoyment for me, but it becomes like torture. Every time I eat, I am fighting against the food with incomparable perseverance. To eat is to suffer for oneself. For a long time, I was afraid of "eating". Therefore, now, the salivating feeling of "hare meat" surging in my heart is so warm to me.
The long-lost "saliva"! Now, I am really grateful to those ancestors who reminded me. Perhaps, at the beginning, the illusory and familiar voice brought me a lot of trouble. But, at least, now, they have successfully helped themselves to stimulate the most primitive desire. In the past, why did condemned prisoners have to eat a lot before they were executed? When I think about it, it is for the last time to remember the taste of food. After all, after becoming a dead soul, you will never have anything to do with food. This can be regarded as leaving the last good memory for the condemned prisoner's life in Yangjian. Even if he is going to die soon, if he can experience the feeling of a normal person with a big appetite for the last time before then, then his life can be regarded as a happy ending.
Thinking about it, the sadness with fear caused by the illusory voice was gradually replaced by the joy brought by the salivation. My mood has really become clearer, and my goodness at that time was completely reflected in my mental outlook. Feeling of self, a kind of inexplicable vitality burst out from the inside out.
Although I am full of unprecedented desire for wild rabbit meat, but for fear of trouble to my family, I have always restrained myself from declaring this desire. However, firstly because this desire is too strong, and secondly because the hare meat has been hovering in my mind for a long time, so in the conversation with my wife, I unknowingly confided that "hare meat Meat" these three words.
My wife has been worrying about my diet these days. It's no wonder, after all, I don't feel delicious in anything I eat, but it's really hard for her. Therefore, when I mentioned "hare meat", my wife immediately became energetic. Under my wife's questioning, I had to truthfully say: "I don't know why (in order not to cause my wife to panic, it is naturally inconvenient for me to tell what I heard from my ancestors), these two days, I really want to taste The smell of hare meat."
Recently, what my wife is most afraid of is that I don't want to eat anything, so I heard that I want to eat "hare meat", so naturally I have to find a way to satisfy my rare wish anyway. It's a pity that this "wild rabbit meat" is not an ordinary food, and it is generally not available in the vegetable market. After thinking about it for a while, my wife asked me to call my son. My wife is illiterate, so I have never been able to learn to make calls with my mobile phone.
"So-and-so (the nickname for the son), your dad said he wants to eat 'hare meat'! Now go look around the workplace, is there any place that sells 'hare meat'?" The wife said straight to the point.
I know what my wife means. After all, the unit where my son works is the largest town in our area besides the town. It is very likely that there is a place that sells "hare meat" in that town. After hearing what my wife said, I was still very moved. Because, I know that my wife's desire to satisfy my rare appetite is very urgent.
"Mom, I'm at work now? Even if I can go out now, even if I bought 'Hare Meat', I don't have a vehicle to take it home!"
After hearing his son's somewhat embarrassing answer, his wife immediately became anxious: "Then what should I do? As far as your father's current situation (I know what my wife means, it may not be long)" paused, as if realizing that What's wrong, so the wife changed the subject and continued: "I don't know, after two days, he won't want to eat anymore."
"Mom, I know! How about this, anyway, we are going back on Sunday. After work today, I will go to the restaurant to make a reservation. The 'hare meat' we cook is definitely not as fragrant as the restaurant. At that time, I will directly serve The freshly made 'rabbit meat' from the restaurant came back in the tropics. I guess, when we got home, the 'wild rabbit meat' should still be hot!"
After hearing this, the wife could only reply helplessly: "Okay." After thinking about it, the wife still felt a little uneasy, so she reminded her again, "You must take this matter to heart. You can't delay it any longer. You I know, maybe it will take a while"
The son hurriedly replied without waiting for his wife to finish speaking: "Mom, how can I! Needless to say, even if I don't do anything on Sunday morning, I will definitely urge the restaurant to give out the 'hare meat'!"
I know the purpose of my son's interruption. He is afraid that his wife will inadvertently say things that shouldn't be said. "If you delay, your dad may never have a chance to eat it." Actually, it¡¯s okay to say it. Because, I have long realized that I may be "the end is approaching". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com