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    Although mother's attitude towards father has undergone earth-shaking changes, we have not been able to relax because of this.  The father's health seemed to be showing a downward trend, which shifted our worries from the mother to the father again.  I wish I could get into my father's body and stop the rapidly spreading cancer tiger, even if I fight all over, I will have no regrets.  It's just that I'm not Monkey King, and I'm not as powerful as him.  As a result, a strong sense of powerlessness came to my heart again.  I hate, hate the ruthless cancer cells, but also hate my own incompetence.

    When I came to the urban area, my heart was still full of strong hatred and deep pain.  My wife seemed to find out what was wrong with me. Although she tried her best to comfort me, I still felt my heart ached.

    For the next whole week, I was in a bad mood.  "Happiness, anger, sorrow, joy, love, evil, desire", among the seven emotions of human beings, when my father's hope of recovery is gradually lost, after the initial hatred, it seems that there is no joy, no emotion in my heart.  There is no anger, no joy, no evil, no desire, and amidst the strong love for my father, all I can feel is "sorrow", and the strong sense of sadness has been lingering in my chest,  It can't be dispelled for a long time.

    Another weekend, deep sadness turned deep fear.  Because, I was afraid to go home and see my father who was dying.  But no matter how scared you are, you can't help but go home.  I know that even if I escape, what should happen will still happen, and it may also cause the biggest regret in my life.

    Fortunately, when I got home, the last thing I wanted to see did not happen.  The worse things get, the lower expectations tend to be.  For example, my child is already two years old and still can't speak, so I think no matter who is the parent of the child, what they expect at this time is definitely not whether their child can become a genius. As long as their child does not become dumb, the parents will  Already very contented.  At that time, I was in such a state of mind. I was very satisfied when I saw that my father's condition did not deteriorate significantly compared with last weekend.

    This time, my mother was more active than ever before.  In front of my father, my mother asked directly: "Your father's cough is getting worse now. So-and-so (my nickname), have you thought about what to do?"

    In fact, I have long found that my father coughs worse than before.  However, I know that this should be caused by the spread of cancer cells to the lungs, which is completely different from the cough caused by ordinary people's cold or lung inflammation.  Subconsciously, I thought that the cure for a common cough would not do much for my father.  Therefore, I really didn't think about how to solve my father's cough problem.  "This, this, why don't you go to the Municipal People's Hospital?" Unprepared, I hesitated and replied with some uncertainty.

    "Go again?" My father coughed and said emotionally ahead of his mother, "I know the result if I don't go. That guy must still say 'everything is normal'. It is necessary to let me suffer once because of this.  Any worth of bumpy pain?"

    I don't know if my father's eagerness to answer is due to his strong distrust of the attending physician, or because he is extremely afraid of the pain of traveling?  Maybe, a little bit of both.  In the current situation, I also know that it doesn't make much sense to go to the Municipal People's Hospital.  It's just that, now, my father doesn't know the truth about me, so I always have to take a positive attitude to deal with it.  Otherwise, it will definitely arouse father's suspicion.

    "Then what should I do?" I asked back in embarrassment.

    "When you were not at home, I gave your dad several cough medicines. But the effect was not very obvious. (I thought to myself, the effect is obvious. How can ordinary cough medicine stop cancer cells?  What about the cough caused by it?) I was going to take your dad to the clinic to hang some water to see if it would work. I was just afraid that you would blame me for making good decisions, so I will wait for you to come back and make plans." The mother was a little worried  remind me.

    Although I know that the infusion of ordinary medicines can only have such a great effect on my father's cough, but if there is no infusion, what other ways can I do?  Anyway, I can't think of any better way for the time being.  Not taking any countermeasures will definitely not work.  When his father didn't know the truth, the infusion would at least have a certain positive impact on his psychology.  From this point of view, infusions with little effect may not necessarily be a bad thing.  Thinking of this, I quickly replied: "Hanging water is also a good choice. How about it, I will discuss it with my sister and the others now. If they don't object, then we will go right away."

    Maybe everyone thinks the same as me, but no one objects anyway.  However, the sister added: "I don't know about Dad's current situation. Will some drugs have side effects?"

    "I don't know that either.??.  Maybe some drugs will.  "I replied with some uncertainty.

    After hearing what I said, my sister went on to say: "I think, when you go to hang the water, it's best to tell the doctor clearly about Dad's condition."

    "They all belong to the same village. I'm afraid that if he doesn't speak tight enough to make it known to passers-by, once my father hears something, I'm afraid it will be bad." I said with some concern.

    "But, if you don't say anything, what should you do if there is any adverse drug reaction?"

    what to do?  How do I know what to do?  Anyway, that's not what I want to see.  I didn't say anything other than the worry and nervousness on my face.

    My sister looked at me, and then said: "Besides, I believe that as a doctor, there should still be a minimum of professional ethics."

    I know what my sister means. What she means by "professional ethics" is actually "keeping confidentiality" for patients.  Alas, I hope so.  I sighed in my heart, and then said: "Okay, I will do as you say."

    This is the first time to go to the clinic. Since mother is usually at home, and when telling the truth to the doctor, it is better to have someone to take care of father, so we decided to accompany father.

    I carried my father on a motorcycle, and my sister took my mother on a battery car, and came to the clinic cautiously (try to drive as slowly as possible and try to avoid bumps).

    The current clinic has undergone reforms, and all private clinics have been centralized in the village team headquarters.  It is said that private clinics are no longer allowed.  The two barefoot doctors who opened our private clinic in Murakami also gathered here.  It's just that we came here right after lunch, and at noon, these two acquaintances seemed to be absent.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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