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    Seeing that the situation was not right, I quickly interrupted my mother.  "Mom, don't be like this. Don't we know what you are? If Dad didn't really blame you, then you definitely wouldn't argue with Dad. But, Mom, you must pay attention to controlling your emotions.  Emotions. It¡¯s really sad. It¡¯s not a bad thing to hide and cry for a while. But don¡¯t let Dad see any flaws. In the morning, after you cry, I found your eyes are red and swollen. Otherwise, I won¡¯t remind you  Go out and walk."

    After listening to my reminder, my mother quickly stopped the tears that were about to burst.

    The main purpose of going home this time has been achieved.  In general, the strength shown by the mother is much better than we expected, and the bad situation of being unable to control her emotions did not appear.  But even so, I came to the city with apprehension.  Because, I am not sure, if there is no persuasion from us, then whether my mother can still control her deep sadness.

    Another weekend arrived, and this time, I rushed home with a mixture of worry, eagerness, and anticipation.  When I saw my father, I couldn't help but feel a tingle in my heart.  Because, I can clearly feel that my father's spirit is not as good as before.  But since radiotherapy and chemotherapy are not available and my father refuses to take traditional Chinese medicine, I really can't think of a better way to save it.  A strong sense of powerlessness spread throughout his body.

    Some were eager to find their mother, and judging by her expression, it was normal.  This made me somewhat relieved.  The worse my father's situation was, the more I didn't want him to know my real situation.  In the case that the body cannot recover, the huge role of the spiritual support is particularly important.  As long as my father feels that there is still hope, then with his tenacious willpower, no matter what, it should be able to last for a long time.

    It seems that it was wiser to tell mother the truth last time.  The current mother really puts all her heart and soul into her father, and she has tolerated a lot with him.  However, now my father's appetite seems to be getting worse. No matter how delicious Ren's mother cooks, my father will not be able to taste the original fragrance.  I don't know if my mother will regret it in the future.  But I have a bad premonition in my heart, it seems that my mother's kindness to my father can't last for too long.

    The mood turned bad, but worse things hadn't caught my attention at the time.  When I just came back, I heard my father coughing, but I didn't pay attention because I was eager to know about my mother's condition.  After a long time, I finally found out what was wrong.

    "Dad, you seem to have a bad cough?" I asked with some concern.

    "Yeah, I used to have a cough, but it seems to have become more serious these days. Sometimes, I even cough so much that I can't sleep all night."

    After listening to my father's words, I was briefly absent-minded.  Suddenly remembered what the attending physician said at the door of the operating room.  "Someone just saw that the tumor is indeed relatively large." "It is precisely because the tumor is relatively large, and I adhere to the principle of removing it all, so the operation time is relatively long. Moreover, the location of the tumor is too far away."  Next to the stomach and lungs, these added a lot of difficulty to the operation. I had to carefully separate the place close to the stomach and lungs. Unfortunately, because the tumor was close to the lungs, it was difficult to separate  , The knife was still used, which may have an adverse effect on the patient's postoperative recovery. To put it simply, a crack in the lung is like a bellows, which leaks air, which will inevitably affect the patient's lung function.  But don¡¯t worry, if there is any bad situation, we will do our best to solve it until the patient recovers.¡± The last inspection showed that the cancer cells had metastasized to the stomach, and now my father has a bad cough.  Is it because the cancer cells have metastasized to the lungs?

    Thinking of this, I only felt a buzzing sound in my brain.  Fortunately, I did not completely lose my sanity at the time.  A faint voice in the Lingtai reminded me in an emergency that I was in front of my father, and I must not show my flaws.  So, I tried my best to control my mind, and I didn't show any other emotions except for a brief absence.

    In a daze, I finally returned to reality from the turbulent emotions when I heard my father's call.

    "So-and-so (my nickname), what happened to you just now?" the father asked in a caring and slightly puzzled tone.

    I know what Dad meant, he was asking me why I was in a daze just now.  Fortunately, my psychological quality is excellent, and I have not shown any panic.  "Dad, I was thinking just now, is your cough a good thing or a bad thing?" I said flatly.

    I don't know if it's because I have good control, or the new topic I threw up in a hurry played a role.  Anyway, after my answer, my father completely withdrew his doubts.  "A good thing? Can this be considered a good thing?" Father's emotions became obviously agitated, "You don't know, this cough"How uncomfortable it is!  Even normal people can't stand coughing too much, let alone us?  Every time I cough, it will affect the pain of the scar, which is not to mention how uncomfortable it is.  "

    How could I not know the pain of my father?  It really hurts my heart to see my father working so hard.  But this kind of pain can only be buried deeply in the bottom of my heart now.  In order not to make my father suspect, I pretended to be serious and said: "Dad, have you forgotten that when I was in the hospital, the attending physician reminded me to cough many times. If you don't cough, it will easily lead to lung failure.  If the situation arises, it will be life-threatening.¡±

    "Do you listen to that shit doctor? If he is really skilled in medicine, then he won't be helpless when I am in the most painful time. Every time I go for a review, when I talk about the pain of the scar, he always  Say it's normal! It hurts so much, but it's normal. That guy must not know what to do, so he keeps using 'normal' to fool me."

    Although my father was very angry, I knew that he no longer doubted that his cough was a big problem.  However, I cannot "turn a blind eye" to my father's suspicion of the attending physician.  Otherwise, even if my father continues to doubt, there may be some consequences of the doubt!  "Dad, it's hard to be fooled. I think the attending physician should be telling the truth. After all, after several checks, you really have no major problems except inflammation."

    "Anyway, I don't trust him very much now."

    Seeing that my father's tone softened, I knew that my words had already played a big role, so I felt a little better.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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