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Chapter Fifteen Mutual Pain

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    Seeing her almost insane pain, Gu Xinyang wished he could bear all the sadness and sorrow for her, but he couldn't think of what to say: "I'm sorry."

    These three heavy words nearly suffocated Yingli, she knelt on the ground crying bitterly, and muttered to herself in despair and sadness: "I don't want to be sorry, Xinyang, we can't go back, we can't go back  .¡±

    The feelings that had been suppressed for a long time burst at this moment, and she let go of her voice and howled loudly.  The feeling of landslides and landslides lingered in her heart, and she was filled with grief.

    Gu Xinyang hugged her and knelt on the ground crying, and kept saying modestly to her: "I know, I know everything, I'm sorry for you."

    Yingli smiled with tears in her eyes and stretched out her index finger to put on his mouth, shaking her head with firm eyes: "between us, don't say sorry."

    Gu Xinyang cried and nodded: "Li'er, live a good life, as before, facing the warmth of the sunflower, and live happily every day."

    Yingli cried out in pain, "Xin Yang."

    Such heartbroken calls almost disturbed Gu Xinyang's firm heart. In order not to let the mistake continue, Gu Xinyang wiped away tears, looked into her eyes affectionately and said: "Li'er, let's live a new life with Chen Feng! He  Will take good care of you for me."

    Yingli pushed him away violently, and looked at him in disbelief, her eyes were wet and sore, at this moment his affectionate face became so strange.  She felt that she was so close to him, but it was so far away.

    "You came today just to persuade me to be with him?" Yingli asked back.

    In fact, when she asked this question, she didn't have any confidence in her heart, but she was still hoping that Gu Xinyang would never say anything that disappointed her.  But the truth is, she was really disappointed.

    Gu Xinyang lowered his head, his eyes dodged a little.

    Seeing this look in her eyes, she instantly understood that this euphemistic silence already showed that a real answer would be cruel.

    Without waiting for Gu Xinyang to explain, Yingli wiped away her tears and asked him bluntly: "Have you ever thought about my feelings? I am not your commodity. If you don't want it, just push me to him."

    Gu Xinyang shook his head: "That's not the case."

    "What's that like?" Yingli looked at his face with puzzled eyes, still expecting his answer in her heart to stop being cruel.

    Gu Xinyang was silent for ten seconds, hesitated, but still said something that made both of them sad: "Chen Feng, he has always liked you, no less than me."

    Yingli's eyes were full of disappointment, and she asked in a low voice, "Do I have to accept him just because he likes me?"

    Gu Xinyang lowered his head in self-blame, and said vaguely: "I'm sorry."

    It's these three words again, I'm so damn sorry.  Looking at his slightly frowned brows, Yingli's eyes were full of tears of grievance, and seeing his familiar yet unfamiliar face, she realized the sense of security she had been looking for all along.  This kind of unwavering belief has been unconsciously lost to him and to myself.

    But she herself was still immersed in the imaginary world at a loss, living in fantasy, Yingli smiled wryly and said to him: "Gu Xinyang, how did you become like this?"

    Gu Xinyang was calm, his eyes filled with deep self-blame, "Li'er, if I had had the courage to admit all my mistakes back then, maybe we wouldn't have come to where we are today. In short, I am sorry for you."

    Yingli shook her head: "I never regret the decisions I make." She paused, and a smile appeared in her tear-filled eyes: "I am no longer good enough for you, Xiaoyu is a good girl."  Girl, I hope you can treat him well."

    In front of him, she still wanted to keep the last bit of self-esteem, so in the end, she still didn't have the courage to tell him that she has now become someone else's lover!  Maybe, she was still afraid, afraid that he would look down on her, afraid that he would hate herself.

    Deep down in her heart, she only hoped to keep her best image in his mind, and that was enough.

    Wiping away her tears and walking on the street, Yingli didn't know how she got out of the painful grief just now.  She also didn't listen to a word of what Gu Xinyang said later.

    There is only one sentence repeated in my mind: I can't go back, I can't go back to everything, not only because of the inferiority complex in my heart, but also because their unwavering heart towards each other has been shaken.

    This unexpected reunion destroyed Yingli's last ray of beauty in love. She didn't know how she left, but she only remembered that she and Gu Xinyang were hugging and crying together.?Long time, until she

    She clearly knew that the relationship between herself and Gu Xinyang had become a thing of the past, and the current road was chosen by herself, even if it was a road of no return full of thorns, she could only grit her teeth and swallow blood  Swallow in the stomach.

    All of this is predestined by heaven, she has no choice!

    When she got home, Yingli unexpectedly didn't see Meixiu in the hall, she frowned hesitantly, if she said that at this time, as long as there was nothing to do, Meixiu would usually stay in the living room and occupy the TV, why is she so obedient today  , did not compete with her for TV.

    Just when she was wondering, she vaguely heard the voice of a woman in the room, and the deep panting of a man, and this sound seemed to come from Meixiu's bedroom.

    Yingli blushed subconsciously after hearing this kind of bed affairs between men and women.  She was no longer a young girl, so she naturally knew what was going on in the room.

    It's just that what makes her strange is that Meixiu usually doesn't bring men home, why this?

    Forget it, let's interrogate this girl again later!

    After returning to her room, Yingli sat in front of the desk, opened the thick diary, looked at the thoughts and memories she had written down stroke by stroke, with mixed emotions in her heart.

    In the past few years in prison, the only thing that can comfort and miss her is the relationship between her and Gu Xinyang.  Now, all of this has become a foregone conclusion, and she should let it go and bless him well.

    Not long after, there was the sound of the door opening outside the room, and Yingli guessed that the man should have come out.  She closed the diary, sorted out her emotions, and walked out of the room slowly.

    The man was standing with his back to her, standing at the door of Meixiu's room, gently kissed Meixiu's forehead, and said in a gentle voice: "I'm leaving, baby."

    Yingli raised her eyes, and saw the man's face.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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