Gu Xinyang raised his eyebrows and asked him anxiously: "How is it?"
Mu Chenfeng lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "She already has a new love."
"How could it be so fast?" Gu Xinyang said with disbelief on his face: "And she is not that kind of person, have you misunderstood something?"
"I also hope that I have misunderstood, but after I checked, Li'er does have a new love, and the other party is still married."
"Could it be possible that you would mind?"
"Of course not." Mu Chenfeng blurted out without thinking.
"Since you won't, then what are you doing with such a dejected look?"
Mu Chenfeng's voice lowered: "I just feel sorry for her. She is completely unwilling to have any contact with us now, and wants to cut it off completely. I blame myself for not being able to find her earlier and not being able to protect her. good her."
Seeing him blaming himself so badly, Gu Xinyang never felt better. That was also the girl he loved the most in his life.
However, a trick of fate made him lose the chance to protect her.
After a long period of contemplation, he finally made up his mind: "Where is she, take me to see her." No matter what the outcome of their relationship is, he is unwilling to see Yingli become what she is now.
Mu Chenfeng nodded faintly: "Okay, I'll take you to see her, maybe she will listen to your advice and stop sinking like this."
He also didn't know whether Yingli should be allowed to meet him or not, as far as his own selfishness was concerned, he was unwilling. But he knew that the matter between the two of them had to be resolved by themselves, and escaping was not the way to solve the problem.
Yingli thought that when she saw Gu Xinyang again, at least her throbbing heart would be calm, but she didn't expect it to be as smooth as a mirror.
But when Gu Xinyang really stood in front of Yingli, Yingli was really unprepared. She just stood at the other end of the street in a daze, her eyes wide open, and she opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say. something.
Five years later, he still looks handsome, but his figure is a little taller than when he was in college. Yingli looked at his mature face, and in her mind, they went shopping hand in hand, learned to paint, fed pigeons, and made plant specimens. Countless sweet pictures stung her heart.
In the past, she also imagined the scene of their reunion countless times, some weeping with joy, some hugging tightly, but she never expected it to be so peaceful.
So, has my love for him changed?
not at all.
still¡¡?
Thinking of Mu Chenfeng saying that she already has a fianc¨¦e, she secretly felt sour about the sentence that had been brewing in her heart for a long time: "Long time no see".
Slowly walking in front of Yingli, seeing her slender body becoming weaker than before, Gu Xinyang said softly with distress: "Li'er, I'm sorry."
The familiar voice was transmitted to the brain from the eardrum, and Yingli lost her mind for a moment.
It turned out that after so many years between them, the first sentence they said when they met again was such a heavy Daoqian. The only thing left in the relationship between them is such a cruel "I'm sorry."
Yingli smiled wryly in her heart, but she could only force herself to pretend to be nonchalant and smiled at him: "Mu Chen told me about you, congratulations."
When she said this sentence, Yingli regretted and wanted to cut off her tongue, saying this sentence was the only thing she could say.
At this moment, Gu Xinyang is like a big boy who is at a loss, explaining anxiously: "Li'er, I" When he was on the verge of speaking, he realized that he had no reason to explain.
Everything can't go back.
Standing on the lawn of the park area, the two faced each other silently. Maybe it's really been too long since I haven't seen each other, thousands of words are stuck in my throat, and I can't find a clue.
Yingli probably also noticed the embarrassment between them, all the words in her mind turned into bubbles and went blank. Involuntarily blurted out: "Fiancee, do I know you?"
Perhaps it was because her sudden words sounded a bit unexpected. Gu Xinyang was stunned for three seconds before reacting, and said with a blank expression: "You know Xiaoyu."
Hearing this, she nodded lightly: "Oh, this is also very good, you were childhood sweethearts." This sour taste almost made Yingli cry, she didn't know when she became like this.
Even though I know I am not good enough for him, I still want to know what kind of girl has such?? Blessing. Even after knowing it, my heart is sour, but I still can't help but want to understand.
Gu Xinyang felt the same pain in his heart. In the past five years, the pain of self-blame has been surrounding him, saying that her promise to her has now become a ridiculous result, but there is nothing he can do, he can only watch it all. occur.
"What happened five years ago, I'm sorry." Apart from Dao Qian, Gu Xinyang didn't know what to say.
Upon hearing this sorry, Yingli became a little impatient: "I don't want to mention what happened five years ago."
"What about now." Gu Xinyang paused, stared at her and asked, "Why didn't you come to us after you got out of prison?"
Yingli turned her face away, unwilling to look at his eagle-like eyes, and just said: "Your life is good, but I need to start again."
Gu Xinyang looked sadly at the person in front of him who he had been thinking about for five years, but suddenly felt so strange, "Chen Feng is right, Li'er, you have really changed, so much that I don't even know him anymore."
"I've changed, I'm no longer the same as when I was in college; I'm no longer clean and innocent, I have five years of criminal record, and I'm still a lover of a married man." Yingli cried helplessly. Shouting, the tears in the eyes could not stop sliding down.
She turned around silently, unwilling to face him again. When she was determined to ruthlessly tear open her unbearable wound, she already knew that there was no turning back.
Gu Xinyang looked at him like this, the pain in his heart was like thousands of needles being pricked, he wanted to hold her in his arms with distress: "Li'er, don't hurt yourself like this, okay?"
Yingli grabbed his arm in pain, and turned to look at him in despair: "Will you still love me?"
"I have never changed to you." Gu Xinyang said word by word, swearing.
Unexpectedly, Yingli hugged him, crying even louder unwillingly: "Xin Yang, why did we become like this."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you." Gu Xinyang gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and kept repeating sorry. At this moment, thousands of words could not express his inner self-blame and remorse, the only thing he could say was this sentence.
Yingli pushed him away angrily, and shouted hysterically, "I've said it before, I don't want you to be sorry." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com