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Chapter 837 Don't hold on if you can't hold on

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    ——"Xiao Qi is too active, it's really not suitable for you to hug her now."

    As Qing Yunfei said, he raised his hands high.

    This is Xiaoqile's, giggling.

    This time, Xiaoqi's laughter didn't affect Lanzhi, and she still had a painful expression on her face.

    ——"Lanzhi, come on, let's eat something first. Anyway, the body belongs to me."

    Meng Xianxiang shook the bed a little, and then Lanzhi closed his eyes again.

    The meaning of rejection is obvious.

    ——"You all go out first."

    Chu Lihua walked over and pulled Meng Xianxiang away.

    After Meng Xianxiang and Qing Yunfei took Xiao Qi out, there was only one patient in the ward who had been sleeping on the bed.

    ——"If you feel blocked in your heart, you can take a deep breath, and don't talk if you don't want to talk. If you don't want to eat, you don't eat. Anyway, you can lie in the hospital for infusion. People come and go in the hospital, and there will always be someone with you.  Nor alone."

    Lanzhi sat up immediately, "Stop talking, I want to leave here, I hate hospitals."

    ——"That's fine, then you eat something, we'll go back when you have strength. But now you have to eat by yourself, I'm not in a good condition, I kicked out anyone who can feed you."

    Chu Lihua said while setting the table.

    ——"My husband made the porridge. Being lucky enough to eat his porridge shows that he really regards you as his family. It's a pity that he met a cold beauty this time, and he is not so easily moved."

    Chu Lihua tried her best to talk nonsense, so as not to make the atmosphere awkward.

    ——"Chuchu, I'm really uncomfortable."

    ——"I know, let me tell you about my past. At that time, I was in more pain than you are now."

    As Chu Lihua said, she also looked outside.

    —— "Look at it for me. If Qing Yunfei comes in, tell me quickly. Don't let him know."

    Lanzhi was puzzled, "Why?"

    Chu Lihua lowered her voice, "Because it's about another man, she will definitely blow up when she finds out."

    Seeing Chu Lihua like this, Lanzhi somehow felt like laughing.

    ——"That was my ex-boyfriend. For various reasons, he left me. I felt very arrogant at the beginning, but I didn't feel it. I waited for him to come back to coax me.

    However, after waiting for a few days, I couldn't wait any longer and went to find him.  Unexpectedly, they packed up their bags and went back to their hometown.

    At that time, I had only one thought in my mind, which was to find him immediately, at all costs.

    I took the train to Beijing West Railway Station overnight, bought the earliest bullet train ticket, and sat at the West Station and waited. After waiting all night, I took the train and set off early in the morning.

    At that time, I just had that thought, and I didn't think about anything else in my mind.

    I arrived, called, and got blocked.

    Unconvinced, I called his family and sister, and they all told me to go back.

    I was also stubborn back then, and would not listen to anything I said.

    Braving the pouring rain, I took a taxi to find his house.

    However, unfortunately, I ran into a driver who thought badly about me.

    At that time, I was suddenly moved and scared.  I haven't even had a boyfriend yet, so how could I lose myself to a stranger.

    So, I coaxed the driver to go to the hotel again.

    I thought that the people in the hotel would understand what I meant.  But I thought too much, and the driver naturally followed me to the room.

    Putting down my luggage, I ran out suddenly.

    I said, 'Oh, my phone is out of traffic, I forgot to ask the boss for the wifi password just now.  '

    When the driver didn't react, I ran to the second floor.

    I was relieved to hear that no footsteps followed.

    I'm planning to run away, so I don't have to leave my luggage.  As long as you have a mobile phone and an ID card, everything else is fine.

    At that time, when I was using a bank card to withdraw money, I even thought about it for a while, called to report the loss, and then went to a bank to make a replacement.

    Fortunately, I paid the rent, so when I went down, the boss asked me if there was any inconvenience.

    I just told him what happened to me.

    The boss is also a good person. He took me up to the room, turned on the computer, and told me how to do it.

    After tossing for a long time, the boss has no intention of leaving.  then thatIt was only when he was about to leave, when he left.  He also wanted to ask me for a phone number, saying that he would take me there tomorrow.

    Immediately and naively, I reported my ex-boyfriend's number, hoping that when he contacted me, he would remind his ex-boyfriend.

    Later, I thanked the boss, and he taught me how to lock the door before leaving.

    The next day I went out early in the morning, and I took a taxi casually. I reported a vague location, and the driver asked a question out of curiosity.

    After I told the truth, the driver was quite enthusiastic, and he was the one who went down to ask me questions along the way.

    I took pictures of the phone number and license plate number in the front row while he went down, not because I didn't trust people, but just in case.

    In the end, I found it. The rural household registration is not complicated. As long as you know a few names of your family members, you can usually find out.

    It's a pity that the ex-boyfriend didn't want to come out, so his mother just drove me away.

    At that time, I was really in pain, I felt that the sky was falling, and I didn't know what to do.

    I thought about dying, but I was a little scared.

    I have been living a life that I can't eat and can't sleep, and my mind is full of his good.

    But later, the rent was due.  The landlord urged me to go back, and I had to leave there.

    I thought my life was like this.

    However, later, I survived.

    Now, when I think about it, I was really stupid about this.  Nothing is impossible.

    Even the closest people ever.

    As you may not know, I have actually faced this kind of thing many times.

    Every time I feel that I can't hold on at that time.  But once you make it through, you will always feel that you were too stupid at that time afterwards.

    Many things that were thought to be big at the time will even gradually fade away after the past.  When I think about it again, I can talk to others calmly, as if talking about other people's affairs.

    Some things, when everyone experiences it, they are in pain. What others say is understandable and empathetic, and they are all farting.  "

    After Chu Lihua finished speaking, she paused.

    Because, Lanzhi is crying silently at this time.

    After a while, Lanzhi raised her head and looked at Chu Lihua, "Chuchu, I know what you mean, but, I really, really"

    Chu Lihua held Lanzhi's hand, "I understand, at this time, no words are powerless.

    That painful feeling of suffocation, I can't wait to destroy the world to calm it down.  "

    Lanzhi covered her face in pain, "What should I do, Chuchu? I really can't hold on anymore."

    ——"If you can't hold on, don't hold on, let your pain flow." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com
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