It was only then that Chu Lihua discovered that she was always so easy for people to open up and talk about their stories.
¡ª¡ª"When you say that, I feel a little embarrassed to speak."
¡ª¡ª"If it's difficult to speak, then let's not talk about it."
¡ª¡ª"Do you think it's unforgivable for a woman to cheat?"
Chu Lihua's heart skipped a beat, is Yu Xiaqiu okay now?
¡ª¡ª"Actually, I also had a headache about this"
¡ª¡ª"Really? It seems that we have something in common, and I'm worried that you won't be able to accept it."
After the woman finished speaking, she spoke on her own.
¡ª¡ª"My husband and I met at a party. After several contacts, he launched a fierce pursuit of me, sending flowers, watches, and even invited me on a trip.
Women are always moved because men treat her well, and I am no exception.
After more than half a year of dating, I almost decided that he would not marry. For this reason, I also had a little conflict with my parents. The old man agreed very much, thinking that this man is glib, and he is probably a playboy.
At that time, I was immersed in love, how could I listen to these words?
At the beginning of 2014, we got married and got married. I spent my honeymoon in Bali. At that time, I felt that he was sneaky. No matter where he went to play, he was always looking at his phone, and he refused to ask me to keep it for him even when he went into the water.
A woman's sixth sense tells me that there must be something tricky here.
Needless to say, everyone should have guessed it. Not long after, I found out the clues in his mobile phone. It turned out that he had been on two boats before marriage, romantically with me and flirting with another woman at the same time.
That was one of his female clients, who had been flirting with each other for a long time, and the most unacceptable thing for me was that he invited that woman to our wedding. I am ashamed to think that such a woman should be among the guests of our holy hour.
My entire mental state was devastated.
During that time, I was arguing with him like crazy. Sometimes I wanted to divorce, but sometimes I was not reconciled. Sometimes I insulted and beat him, and sometimes I hugged him and wept bitterly. He could only apologize over and over again, coax me with soft words, and delete the woman's contact information in front of me.
Perhaps he has seen through my weakness-yes, I am absolutely reluctant to divorce like this. If I were a sensible woman, I wouldn't have married him regardless of my family's opposition.
He told me that it was just nonsense before marriage. Now that he is married, he is also clean, and he will watch over me to live a good life in the future. I may not really believe this, but what can I do, I need these vows to brainwash myself, I just left after half a year of marriage, I really don't have the courage
In the following months, he was indeed very responsible, rarely went out to socialize, and had no close relationship with anyone, even showing me his mobile phone openly. I gradually relaxed my vigilance, even though I occasionally thought of that incident, I still felt a faint pain in my heart.
At the end of 2014, I found out that I was pregnant. The moment I saw the two bars, I instinctively breathed a sigh of relief. In my understanding, having a child means a stable marriage. Even a husband who is hardworking should take it easy, right?
Thinking about it now, I was horribly naive.
It was the second trimester of my pregnancy. For a few months, he had to go on business trips almost every week. Every time he came back from a business trip, he was very attentive to me, buying gifts and helping with housework. This made me a little suspicious, but the phone and everything were turned over, and there was no obvious evidence.
In May 2015, my stomach was quite big, and the doctor told me to take more walks, so I walked around the neighborhood every night. It happened that he was working overtime that night, and I was bored by myself, so I wanted to go to his company to find him, first to take a walk, and second to surprise him.
He wasn't there when I went up. A male colleague told me that he just went to the leader's office and asked me to wait at his desk. I sat down and flipped through his computer casually, which made my heart jump with fear!
It turns out that he still has a small qq!
No wonder he showed me his mobile phone so generously, it turns out that all the secrets are hidden on the company's computer!
I found a lot of women with very revealing profile pictures and signatures in QQ - during those few months of business trips, he actually found that kind of service many times
I even forgot how I got back that night.
All I know is that he cried and prayed to me in front of the whole family. He begged me to take care of my health and not hurt myself. He slapped himself again and again, saying that he was not human, that he was sorry for me
That time it was very noisy. Parents on both sides were notified. My parents are very angry, but they are afraid that I will moveFetal gas, had to keep wiping away tears. My mother later told me that my father's blood pressure remained high for several months because of this matter, and they wanted me to divorce, but at that time, the due date was only two months away
Parents are reluctant to part with their children. My parents are reluctant to part with me, and I am reluctant to part with the flesh and blood in my stomach.
It's hard to describe what kind of feeling it was. I was angry, regretful, ashamed, and fearful. In this kind of suffering, I welcomed the birth of my child
The birth of a child made me look down on many things.
Maybe it's self-comfort, I keep telling myself that I will live with my child for the rest of my life, and he can do whatever he likes, so I don't have any hope. On the other hand, I kept hinting to myself that for the sake of the children, bear with it as long as you can.
His numerous apologies during the period moved me to a certain extent¡ªalthough I don¡¯t expect him to get rid of Huaxin, he still cares about me and this family, right?
This unquenchable remnant supports our crumbling marriage.
It's a pity that the reality is still cruel.
Anyone who has given birth to a child knows that a loving couple may run wild for the sake of raising children, let alone a family full of holes like ours. I became more and more mean and aggressive, and I quarreled with him every now and then.
As for him, he is so playful that he can't take on the responsibility of a father at all. Coupled with the deteriorating relationship between our husband and wife, he is almost unwilling to stay at home, and always finds various opportunities to run out.
The betrayal of my husband and the anxiety of being a first-time mother made me cry for many sleepless nights, and even suffered from severe postpartum depression. My parents couldn't bear to see my state, so they took me and the baby back to my mother's house.
Since then, we have basically been separated.
My mother advised me to divorce. Frankly speaking, the conditions of my natal family are not bad, and I am the only child in the family. Even if I leave him, I still have no worries about not being able to afford a baby. But I can't make up my mind
I lied to myself that it was for the children, but I knew in my heart that it was not the case.
I am too cowardly, so cowardly that I don't know how to face the ruins in my heart. Perhaps it is not difficult to go out, but after going out? What happened to a woman with a child, who can help me? "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com