Some people find it difficult to stop their chatterboxes once they are opened, especially those things that have been kept in their hearts for a long time. Tang Tingting's messages were still sent one after another.
¡ª¡ª"Chongqing, what is waiting for me is everything that He Yi's family has arranged for me.
Neat apartment, only ten minutes walk from my new unit.
The daily necessities are so detailed that even the toothbrush is ready.
And Mama He's cooking skills can definitely make people feel homesick.
I remember that on the first night in Chongqing, I told He Yi about my home and my parents.
When life finally sends sugar to me, I want to tell this person who brings sweetness to my life: where do I come from?
He Yi stroked the frostbite on my hand and the scar left by the knife wound, his eyes turned red again and again.
Having grown up in love, he couldn't understand how there could be such parents in the world.
But he said: "Maybe, God made you suffer so much just to let you meet me and be the end of those sufferings."
From childhood to adulthood, I cried countless times.
And that night, when someone was heartbroken because of my suffering, I calmed down instead, and for the first time felt that fate treated me well.
Just, the love of fate, can I bear it?
Will this love be short-lived?
Just like, my parents used to care about me too.
?Because there were not many of them, I was deeply impressed. It was the day when I was in junior high school. Because I was temporarily assigned to be on duty, I failed to go home for dinner on time after early self-study.
?As a result, my dad actually came to the school and asked me why I didn't come home?
After knowing the reason, he gave me a 50 cent coin and asked me to buy buns.
I was not willing to spend the coin with my father¡¯s body temperature, and kept it with me all the time. When my parents were hurt again and again, I used it to remind myself that they also loved me, even if it was just for a moment.
And the appearance of He Yi made me happy and also made me doubt my luck.
I am loved and terrified at the same time.
Facts have proved that a person like me who lacks love in the five elements lacks the ability to protect even if true love comes.
He Yi's job is almost 996, and I often lead a group to travel around, and we spend very little time together.
Therefore, on days without a tour group, I hope that he can accompany me all the time.
Once, he was working overtime, and I went to the company to find him.
He ran down, had supper with me, and then went back to work overtime.
I hugged him from behind: "Skip work once today and go home to accompany me, okay, just once?"
However, He Yi said that the work in hand was very urgent and had to be handed in the next morning. He kissed my forehead and still had to leave.
I suddenly felt aggrieved: "I knew, I'm not as important as your work!"
He Yi turned around and hugged me with a good temper: "Be obedient, I will try to come back as soon as possible."
The more he said this, the more I felt inseparable from him.
So, I took off the decorative rope on my hoodie, tied it to his hand, and said with tears in my eyes, "Today, wherever you go, I will follow."
However, He Yi untied the rope and went back to work overtime.
He walked on the front foot, and I sent him a WeChat message on the back foot: Break up.
He didn't reply me. Although I was very sad, there was a voice in my heart saying: That's right, people like you should end like this.
Of course, He Yi finally saved our relationship.
However, I underestimated the fact that "pain is addictive".
For me who grew up in pain since childhood, only destroying the intimate relationship and letting each other fall into pain is in line with my psychological expectations.
Although I love He Yi very much, I have been pissing him off.
I can't help but ask him about his past love history, check his mobile phone, and even refuse to eat because he ordered a different set meal from mine during the meal.
Every time, looking at his face flushed with anger and his clenched fists, I feel a sense of relief in my heart: Look, he doesn't care about you that much.
Even though I made trouble like this, He Yi never gave up on me.
Every time we quarrel, he is the first to call to stop. He will look through the photos I have taken one by one, and use his super logical ability to analyze the light at the time and my mood when I press the shutter.
He said: "Coco, for someone who can take such beautiful photos, her life should also be beautiful."
I??Ask He Yi more than once, why do you like me? What's there to like about a guy like me?
He said, when I smiled desolately, it made him fall in love at first sight.
Later, those photos of mine made him feel that Confucianism can be taught.
Later, the more I understand, the more distressed I am.
He said: "There may have been people like me in your life, but they were all scared away by you."
He also used a very vivid metaphor: "For example, those people will give you hot water and gastric medicine when they see that you have frequent stomach pains, but I know that you are a patient with nervous stomach pains, and I am heart-warming for you." medicine."
He also said that love is the right medicine.
Such a man, why should I refuse?
So, we got married soon.
However, my original family never let me go.
On that day, I made a decision: go home!
I just want to go back and hold the wedding, just to make them lose face.
In addition, my ID card has expired, and I hope to go back and get one valid for 20 years, so that I can not go home for 20 years.
After thinking about it, I sent a message to He Yi.
Unexpectedly, he actually said that he was waiting for me at the airport. It turned out that he has always understood me.
He walked towards me so sunny and handsome, just like the first time I saw him.
"I won't let you face them alone," he said.
He Yi's words made me suddenly change my mind: I won't go back, since God has given me such a good man, why am I not satisfied? Anyway, the ID card can also be obtained in another place, and I will never see them again, and I will treat myself as an orphan.
However, He Yi was extremely persistent.
He said: "Parents will not disappear because of your escape, so it is better to face it bravely."
He added: "This time, you are no longer alone."
For my return, no one welcomed me.
My mother's first sentence was: "You can't live at home, you can book a hotel yourself."
In this familiar indifference, I had to accept this arrangement.
However, He Yi disagreed: "Uncle and aunt, today, Keke must live at home. I have never heard of anyone staying in a hotel after getting married in her natal home. Don't you worry that guests will say you are cold when they go back?"
But what really shocked me was still behind.
After dinner that day, He Yi actually asked for a family meeting.
He forced our family of five to sit together, and then started his complaint.
He is very fond of those things about how I was treated differently when I was young; in those years, I was alone in a foreign land, struggling to survive bitterness; those when I was with him, the panic and hysteria in the enthusiasm. "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com