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What Chu Lihua didn't expect was that Tang Tingting's family was so complicated.
¡ª¡ª"I know that the harsh words she said to me will eventually come true, so from that day on, I really learned how to cook.
There is no harm if there is no comparison. For my elder sister and younger brother, my parents are basically responsive, but they are indifferent to me.
Later, when I was in junior high school, because I was far away from home, my father would pick me up when my sister and brother went to school, but when it came to me, I had to consciously get up every day, let alone pick me up at night.
There is a cemetery on the way home from school. Throughout my junior high school days, I lived in horror movies every night.
At that time, apart from growing up, the things I looked forward to the most were the full moon and snow in winter, because the moon can illuminate the way home, and when it snows in winter, the white reflection makes the whole night look very bright.
Throughout my childhood and adolescence, I was like a miserable Cinderella. I often wondered if I was a child born to my parents?
The feeling of being ignored and ignored by the biological parents is still so clear and painful today, like a long delay.
I remember when I was a child, when I was sharpening a pencil, a piece of flesh was cut off my index finger, and the blood flowed all over the place. I went to tell my father, and he wrapped me up with medical tape, and then never cared about it again.
Until now, the scar on the index finger is still there.
When I was in junior high school, my hands were covered with chilblains because of the cold weather and lack of gloves.
As the weather warmed up, the chilblains on my hands were too itchy, and I scratched them. My dad remembered and asked, "Why are you freezing like this?"
At that time, my heart was full of tears.
Throughout the winter, I ate at the same table with my parents every day, but they didn't even see the shocking sores on my hands.
? After being admitted to high school boarding school, I only studied for one year and then quit. My dad still thinks that it is because I did not learn well from bad classmates at school.
Actually, it's because, I've had enough!
No matter how cold it is in winter or how hot it is in summer, I have to walk 10 kilometers to go to school every week. There is a bus, but my dad won¡¯t let me take it, just to save dozens of dollars in bus fare for a semester.
The life he gave me is also to save as much as possible, only 40 yuan for two weeks, including the money for shampoo and sanitary napkins
And these, neither my sister nor my brother have experienced, are the "treatment" tailored for me by my parents.
To this day, I still don't know why.
In 2009, I dropped out of school.
? I decided to leave my disheartened and heartbroken home and go to Guangzhou to work.
There was no exhortation or seeing off, as if I was just going out to buy food.
Sitting alone on the train from Henan to Guangzhou, I realized that I really seemed to have nothing.
The indifference of my parents fostered my elder sister and younger brother's contempt for me; and my withdrawn personality made me have classmates but no friends.
Looking at my hometown that is drifting away, I have no nostalgia in my heart, only hope.
No matter how unknown the future is, it is better than such a bad past.
In Guangzhou, I started by distributing advertisements on the street, worked as a receptionist for a company, and ran business. Later, through self-study, I passed the tour guide certificate and became a tour guide.
I was angry and didn't go home for three years, but no one missed me.
During the period, Dad called once, and he said coldly: Now that you have earned money, you should support the family.
Three years later, I finally couldn't bear it and went back once.
?After I went back, I couldn¡¯t bear to see my parents with gray hair. Their meager wages were only enough for food and clothing, and they had almost no spare energy for my younger brother to go to college.
So, I took the initiative to agree to pay for my younger brother's college expenses. At that time, I only had one idea, to make them not so tired.
As a result, my mother counted me down from head to toe just because I transferred the money directly to my younger brother's card.
She accused me, saying that I should give her the money directly, and then she would pass it on to my brother. In this way, my brother would remember half of the family and half of me.
The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and she used the most vicious words in the world, with spit flying from the corners of her mouth.
In my opinion, her feelings for me can be summed up not only by the word disgust, but simply disgust.
I turned my head away, my face was deformed from crying.
I really can't figure out why a mother would use such a dirty word on her daughter.
Those words are so ugly, and when I think of them occasionally, my whole stomach is convulsed. "
Looking at these words, Chu Lihua was shocked. Compared with Tang Tingting, Chu LihuaHowever, I feel that the degree of eccentricity of my parents is nothing compared to this.
However, Chu Lihua clearly remembered that Yu Xiaqiu had told her before that after their mother gave birth to a boy, she was honored and left.
Who is the mother in the parents in Tang Tingting's mouth?
However, she dare not ask at this juncture.
¡ª¡ª"After that meeting, I never went home again, and almost lost contact with my parents.
Until later, I met He Yi's family. ?That day, I took a group to Lijiang, and met He Yi who was taking pictures of his parents on the street. He asked his parents to compare their hearts to the camera, kiss each other, and dance high together? I believe there is such a loving family in the world. ?When I was in a daze, He Yi suddenly came over and showed me his camera, which contained a photo of him snapping me.
He said: "I'm sorry, without your consent, your expression is too focused, and your smile a bit sad, I couldn't help but pressed the shutter."?
He actually saw my sadness!
In my impression, that is obviously the photo with the best smile. ?I remember that when I smiled, it was ugly. It was the kind of conflict between my heart and my face. "
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Chu Lihua was at a loss, He Yi? Is it her current husband or the previous one?
Forget it, let's keep reading.
¡ª¡ª"That day, we added WeChat to each other, and he sent me a photo. Our story started from this photo.
His family is in Chongqing, and he is a programmer who loves photography.
After we broke up in Lijiang, he asked me to take nice photos to share with him when he took the group out again¡ªthe world is so big, he wants to see it in the photos.
I accepted the task with a smile.
Therefore, every time I take a group out for a trip, I will take some impromptu photos and send them to him.
Every time, he will remotely control me to find the angle and report the local time, temperature, and weather conditions.
After being trained by him, the photos I took again were completely different from my previous casual shots.
And our relationship is also slowly heating up in this coming and going.
Therefore, when He Yi sent me an invitation, hoping that I could go to work in Chongqing, I agreed without hesitation. "
Chongqing should be the person Tang Tingting married before.
However, why did I hear from Yu Xiaqiu that they divorced because of domestic violence?
Judging from Tang Tingting's tone, that He Yi is not that kind of person at all! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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