I don't know how to describe this feeling, this feeling is more like a kind of existence that turns the passive into the active, like turning the passive into the active, as if all this has really begun to become a little bit sharp Woke up and it seemed like I was the wrong one for everything he said.
Everything he proposed was the right choice, but I was the only one who capsized in the gutter, and there was no one who questioned the matter after it was completely dealt with. His current dialogues in these forms are It's like asking questions.
For a while, I really didn¡¯t know how I should answer or in other words, I didn¡¯t know what kind of valuable things would come out of all this. Jesus said these words are what we expected It's all what we feel, and what we need to capture from his recent states. He is stating an objective fact, and this objective fact hits me. I don't know how Kind of fight back.
Because what I am expressing is my feeling, what I am expressing is the kind that may not be visible at all, my private possessions that I don¡¯t know what it feels like.
Mine may simply be a particularly trivial feeling similar to having a particularly rude word that doesn't fit.
However, all he expressed to me was the sense of pride, sense of identity, sense of belonging, and the state of a little paranoia that he is now in this new identity.
so.
For a while, I didn't know what form and behavior I should express. The things I want to say now, whether they are rational or emotional, seem to be far away from my special beginning. I got up, I don't know what kind of posture I should take at this time.
Because he pulls his posture very much, which makes me feel ethereal, and makes me feel mysterious, cold and hot. He has never been something I can control. Now all he does seems to be He is telling me, as long as I am indifferent and quiet for a second, he will suddenly surge for a second, as long as I am suddenly excited.
He will be particularly indifferent, as if it is a kind of emotional bondage like training, which overwhelms me, because I have mastered this feeling that he may be captured by some routines recently, So now if I express my feelings to him very loudly, then he will definitely show a very rational look to suppress me.
So I don¡¯t want this kind of routine comparison, I don¡¯t want this kind of routine binding, although it is right for him to do this, it can inspire some of my thoughts on him, or he can hear and see I can get some emotional value, but I don¡¯t think such an emotional value is worth mentioning. This kind of emotion it will bring, and it will only produce some for me. In my opinion, it will be particularly blind or make me feel special. when you are tired.
But for some reason, I suddenly heard his footsteps start to move, and the sign that he seemed to be getting impatient appeared.
I understand that if it was changed to before, what he will do next is the sudden special emotional agitation, especially those extremely extreme and overflowing ones that make people feel completely difficult to handle Things are born.
But no, apart from Jobs, I don't know anything else at all, and some other things that may exist in it, because in my opinion, this thing has never been some consumables, he has always been something that will be repeated again and again Something that tramples out my character, tramples on my body.
"I'm sorry, I understand your things, but you have to know that sometimes what you do makes people feel that you are particularly unreal, and you have lost the special sincerity before, and some of the characters that you said occasionally showed outside."
"I think I can't hear a single truth from your mouth now. I know that you were conquered by you at the beginning, because you really looked like a very mature teenager at that time."
I started to say these things slowly, I lost my patience and said these things, I think there is nothing to say about all of this, and these things in my opinion don¡¯t constitute anything, I think what I think may be Let me take something for granted.
But I don't know why, this sentence doesn't seem to have any effect at all, he seems to be sighing very strongly there, and he just seems to have begun to show what I think.
On my side I think it's even more boring to say that this place is broken than I am, and I'm even starting to think about it in my headSome separate images were shared in the bag. These images are painful for me, and they are a direct blow to the heart.
I seem to have felt the so-called being together and separating before the emotional relationship has been established, and those similar to what may have happened to the other party recently, or betrayed something, Some emotional stagnation will occur.
Therefore, my whole person has already begun to be in a somewhat empty environment, and the empty environment makes me feel that all this is really not something that should be taken for granted.
I feel like I really need a numb catharsis right now.
"If I tell you this, if I say that in your current relationship, the character you want now is of course good, but it can make your future development particularly good, but you will lose me in this way, you Will you regret it?"
I directly mentioned a sentence that has been repeated in my heart for a long time.
However, I did not get an answer.
In my opinion, it is completely beyond my expectations. I know that I am selfish in speaking like this, but I just want the final truth after getting a so-called temptation.
"Okay, I won't ask this question again in the future, just be yourself on Monday, please continue to make up for some of your emotional things, and then keep learning and working hard. As for our relationship, I think it is still Back to the beginning, you just gave me a gift, and I'm just a teacher here!"
After I finished speaking, it may be for us, after the final conclusion of our relationship, I don¡¯t know why my heart suddenly stopped beating.