For the first time, I almost thought I had an auditory hallucination.
For these two words, my choice is to avoid talking about them.
Even for a long time after this incident happened.
I have selectively forgotten.
It may be a little light to say that you forget, it is the kind that will feel heartbroken when you mention it.
That kind of body that can't exert any strength at all and then goes limp is uncomfortable.
And the feeling of depression, I can't mention these two words and what happened with these two words.
Because of fear, fear of this memory, these two words have caused a certain amount of mental trauma and influence on me.
And I can know that Pepe, including Shouhou, and Teacher Chen are all selectively forgetting. We seem to have reached a consensus in secret, and we will never touch the scars in this field.
Therefore, seeing Pepe's appearance at this time, I seem to have entered a state of collapse.
Because we don't know about Yangyang's current living conditions and a place where he currently lives.
We don't know where Mr. Chen arranged for him, so we haven't seen Yangyang for a long time.
All of us held back no matter how much we cared.
Didn't even ask, because we know that Mr. Chen cares about this matter.
But looking at Pepe's appearance like seeing Yang Yang, this makes me feel very scary.
So I dare not ask any more questions, I am like a cowardly escaper.
Sitting back on my bed in a panic, seeing Pepe's appearance of losing her voice and being out of control, I was terrified and didn't know what to do.
I was in a daze and my legs trembled uncontrollably.
But Pepe couldn't hold back and burst into tears. I think he was really frightened and stimulated, so that I was a little bit infected. I was a little immersed in the past memories, the pain that I didn't want to reveal , began to feel sad.
But it can't be the two of them going on like this forever.
It's impossible for the two of you to wander in this trivial pain all the time.
It can't be called trivial anymore, but complicated, but an abyss-like memory.
"you¡"
I start.
Prepare to say something tentatively, to see if there is any room for saving or remedial, even if it is a tiny bit.
But what makes me feel even more unlikely is that, after all, he is a child, and his emotions are very normalized, and he will not be mixed with other complicated things.
In anyone's eyes, it seems that all his emotions and everything are subjective, a naive child.
But now looking at the fear he has received at this time, the sadness and pain he has received, I must not be able to help him digest it in a short period of time.
therefore.
Although I have already had some negative thoughts, some thoughts that I feel that I can't do it, but I always feel that it is because of this that I must do something intentionally.
"You mean did you see Yang Yang?"
I said these words in a trembling tone.
I couldn't control the shaking of my jaw at all.
Whether consciously or not, I'm going crazy.
Because when I put forward this sentence, my mind began to come up with some fantasies.
Some scenes like Yangyang, including Pepe who might be scared back and forth, falling to the ground, etc., I can empathize with and feel, some scenes that I can't accept.
However, after I asked this sentence, it lingered in the air for a long time.
Until after a while, I experienced a very strong struggle in my heart.
Pepe seems to be about to start answering, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was very loud, and even outsiders would hear it as a kind of noise similar to roaring and catharsis, and there was some panic in it "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
I was frightened by the scene in front of me, Pepe was holding his head.
Made her hair very messy, and especially resisted, screaming there.
He kept poking his feet against the ground, making some noises that I thought could be heard even through the poorly soundproofed door, and he looked crazy there.
I immediately apologized and said "sorry noSorry, I won't say it, I won't say it, sorry baby. "
However, I didn't expect the response of my apology, but what was waiting was Pepe's eloquence.
Let me start to repeat Pepe's movements a little bit.
"Yes, Teacher He, I saw Yangyang, I saw him, I saw him"
Pepe was crying, and I exhausted all my strength to hear every word he said clearly with my ears pricked up.
All his words are glued together.
There are also clear tears and saliva sounds.
Let me be really scared.
Especially in combination with what he said.
I kind of wanted to interrupt what he was going to say next.
But I knew that this shot would be out of control, because from the moment he wanted to say it, if he didn't finish it in one breath, even greater torture would follow.
"I didn't know that I would see him. I met Mr. Chen on the road. I thought Mr. Chen looked a little strange. He saw me playing with my classmates and ran into the house in a hurry. "
It took a long, long time for Pepe to say this, and there was a long, long pause in the middle.
But I feel suffocated.
"Then, I continued to play with my classmate, but suddenly found a very familiar figure, my classmate pushed me, and then I saw that it was Yangyang, and then Yangyang was sneaky, and found that after we saw him, he He immediately ran into Teacher Chen's room, and Teacher Chen still knew he was coming, but the door was not closed, and he just pushed it in."
"But I thought it was over like this. I already felt very scary because I didn't dare to see him. After all, he was my friend before, but Yangyang suddenly came out, and then he came to me and told me He said "Hello, Pepe, and then he said, don't tell anyone that I'm here today! "
"He asked me to keep it a secret. My classmates told me these words, because I was so scared by his face that I almost couldn't recognize him. His dark circles are so big! This man looks so Unlike a living person, and as thin as a firewood, the clothes can't cover his bones."
"I always think he looks like that kind of old man! I was so scared that I ran back immediately, and I was almost tripped on the way."
"So do my friends."
"I was really scared, I was so scared."
"I dare not see him." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com