I just don¡¯t know why, for everything here, before I leave, I always imagine what it will look like after I leave, and I miss it.
Intensified.
After a simple dinner with Pepe.
The two burped each other and glanced at each other.
It's really warm.
But then the two of us cut to our normal business, or he went out to find his buddies to do something like that.
However today he went out to play.
I was also busy with the children's affairs alone in the house.
However, I don't know how long it will be. I probably finished all the things in my hands and found that Pepe has not come back. I wanted to go out to find him, but looking at the sky, I shouldn't worry too much too early.
But who knows that he came back when I just finished writing this sentence. I heard his panting voice. You can walk back.
However, at this time I saw a look that terrified me.
Pepe's face was full of horror, as if something had just happened, which made him look a little undecided.
And for some unknown reason, his whole body was shaking, and his legs were visibly visibly shaking non-stop.
The whole person seemed to be twitching, and I immediately went forward, squatting on the ground with my hands on his shoulders, touching his back, and asked him "what's wrong, what's wrong."
By the way, he stroked his messy hair, but his mouth was opened very wide, and the whole person took a deep breath continuously.
The eyes looked particularly scary, just looking at me straight in that way, the eyes were full of fear and anxiety.
I kept asking him "what's the matter, what's the matter?"
However, none of them seemed to get any response.
Pepe's body is like a stone, I can't feel the tension of that skin anymore, his whole body is tense.
And as if someone was chasing and intercepting him, the fear in his eyes kept enlarging, as if he was recalling something that made him feel pain and terror.
I thought so, so I covered his eyes with my hands, "Don't think about it, don't look at it."
Touching his head, I pressed his whole head into my arms.
I don¡¯t know how long I held Pepe in this way before he slowly calmed down. As for this quietness, I didn¡¯t judge it from his true will or various behaviors, but it was subjective, because His breathing began to ease slowly.
This also made me feel a little relaxed.
However, Pepe suddenly broke free from my arms.
After gulping water and sitting on the bed, his complexion suddenly turned pale, looking dull and scarred, as if there were many invisible wounds all over his body.
I was really scared, I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know how to describe it accurately, because he would make me feel more at a loss every second than the last second.
I tried I tried to go up and touch his body, like his knees.
Try to let him relax first, or ask him to say something to me, but it seems that he is rejecting him intentionally or unintentionally, and he doesn¡¯t look at me anymore. Looking for something, but looked at his feet in frustration.
I am really restless.
But I can't show that I am also very scared, I am afraid that this will aggravate Pepe's panic.
I don't know where he just went, I thought maybe I'd look outside and maybe I'd find something.
When I was about to open the door and go out.
Pepe spoke suddenly.
I was so scared that my legs were weak.
My skin was covered in goosebumps.
"Teacher He, don't go out."
Such a simple four words.
My whole body is going crazy.
I was scratching all over, and I wished that if there was a river now, I could jump in and take a bath with my whole body.
Or some more extreme ideas began to emerge in my mind.
Maybe seeing what I care about the most has become like this.
That kind of weakness and spreading anxiety made my heart beat faster, and I was almost emptied by the tightness that I couldn't breathe.
"Okay, okayI won't go out, I won't go out! I won't go!"
I held on to the door, and my whole body almost fell down.
Instinctively glanced at Pepe.
He was downcast at this moment.
There is no vitality at all.
I don't know when he will be able to say something
Only then can I tell me something, I just wait quietly, but the waiting process is too long, torturing every nerve of mine.
I slowly moved back to the bed, I tried to lie down, and my body felt more comfortable immediately.
But I don't want to be too lazy, making Pepe feel that I don't care about his every move at this time.
However, I don't know how long it has been.
Maybe I will be a little tired, I feel my body is sinking slowly, and I need to fall asleep, so I sit up suddenly and pull myself together.
However, she found that Pepe still maintained her original appearance, and even seemed to have a stronger heart than before.
Let my heart skip a beat.
However, Pepe suddenly made some strange noises at this moment.
I don't know what he's talking about, anyway, it's right to have a voice. With a voice, there is hope. I cheered up and prepared to listen to what he had to say.
But what I never thought of was.
Pepe.
Suddenly began to shake his head.
Began to say some "don't don't, don't come, don't come."
Then I don't know what I'm still thinking about.
If the lights were turned off at this time, it would definitely be a horror movie.
I'm really flattered.
I really am now
Some people feel that it is not a simple thing, it is not that kind of possibility, it is just caused by his personal emotions or some unpleasant things happened, but some possibility that I will be shocked when I see it myself, let alone a child And the kind of horror knowledge brought about will make people feel that it will rise to some feudal things.
"In the end what happened?"
I didn't want to be immersed in this horrible atmosphere, so I took the initiative to ask, but this question took a lot of my courage.